Wednesday, May 30, 2007

You're all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow

been busy and tired. i'm surprised that i haven't been online for almost a week.

thursday, am i hearing things? teachers praised me. i'm glad i tried, gave in almost my life.

friday, returned of report book. i'm not satisfy, or is it my parents?

weekends, after examinations confirm dead bored without aims, its true, but i won't stop studying. judytan shall forgive and forget.

monday, studied or is it that i'm scaring myself? i felt bad as the devotion touched me, but since i chose that path, i'll try to score, other choices don't suit me in my character otherwise.

tuesday, needed in school. did evaluation for f&n coursework, i'm amused by mdm lim haha, she made my day. i can't deny chemistry was bored, combustion. i tried to listen but nothing is going in, i'll self study then. since i'm addicted to coffee ice cream, i ate two as my lunch, i'm crazy. more written in ginwei's storybook.

today, out to study from basics. misery to control.

i'll be busy on friday as many activities are going all, and worse to say, all concerns studies.

maybe for the time being, refer to my livejournal. i may update there

You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down

Said, I promised you'll never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of

i'm seriously not feeling well in the morning. wendy and liling didn't turn up in school. slept till needed to go mathematics lesson in rifle range. from no where, ginwei started with ms phee's jokes again and ms sim laughed along with us, damn funny haha. practically, the whole class is scared of cockcroaches, and i'll be the saver that kicks it away, or maybe i'll kick it to them and they will scream, its so small anyway haha. felissa and gwendolyn were exaggerating till they climbed up onto their own chairs haha. back to class and played stacko, whenever it drops, screams will be fascinating, i'm sure.

a particular class, shall not mention what class. people in there were shooting each other with toy guns, but it looked fun. actually i wanted to join in but judytan shall be gentle, not violent.

two periods of chemistry flew fast. i can still see all the strange and funny moves from ms phee, required a large amount of energy okay haha. went through examination paper, i didn't know its easy actually, i exaggerated the paper content haha. sihui and i didn't know ms vino was outside okay, she didn't go in class to greet us so she is at fault. no more parents and teacher conference for this term.

cute monkey soft toy, where exactly are you?

hotbabes, thanks for the care in my tagboard. just hack care, don't bother.

its time i say something. don't have to tell me in my face, just leave me alone and nothing will happen to you.

DEMELLO THE PRINCESS!
SHE IS MY DAUGHTER TOO!

I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug

All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I finally found you

appeared in school today because of pe, but it disappointed me somehow. my class commented too much and got lectured by ms sim. holidays are packed with activities, mostly remedials. slept a lot and my head ached. period finally arrived unknowingly. first time cramp i guess, but it hurts quite badly, and i didn't know previously.

i've got such good friends, thanks for the accompanying.

i felt awkward without books, going to be studious soon. i don't wish to forget all the memories of the knowledge in the textbooks, so to be constant. getting assessment books during weekends, to discover more challenging questions.

DEMELLO THE PRINCESS!

And I hope that you feel the same way too
I pray that you do love me too

I would never find another lover
Sweeter than you, sweeter than you

i felt cramping inside me the whole day, leads to mood swing, i'm kind of not myself today. got all papers back, shall be sensitive.

after recess, slept and i got headache. hands got itch and started pressing buttons of gameboy. because of my mathematics, i needed to treat wendy an ice-cream, since i'm in a good mood for a short period of time only.

wendy really chose vanilla when i was joking about a hundred haha.

tricia, cheesy smile and get well soon, hotbabe.

And I will never find another lover
More precious than you, more precious than you

I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stay

yesterday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAYANG! regretted going school, rather stay at home and recover my sleep. why must basketball end? leads to troublesome for the calculation of my points. rushed through practical as fast as i can. my day ended suck, i lack of devotion.

maybe i'll have to watch spiderman 3 again, i can't object my parents after all.

It hurts me to wait

And everytime she's near
I wanna never let her go

forgot about yesterday's adventure. after exams, went ps. quite a number of us were there. went wheelock, they were having sakae sushi buffet because i advertised it before that it is cheaper than the cost of number of plates. but a time limit is needed, 1500 to 1800. try to consume it as dinner instead. then far east, zhenyi and i were bullying people, we were irritating, i'm sure. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENYI!

went to get ingredients today, i'm like some ah soh in market, i feels like bargaining haha. rain affected me. i was touched by spiderman 3.

heard, most of the results will be returned by tomorrow. i'm concerned.

Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close

Till tomorrow and for all of my life
Dreaming with you endlessly

blogger is finally back to normal, am i slow?

straight to the point. thursday, accounts paper II and social studies paper. accounts don't matter how much you memorise, you won't undrstand fully. how do teachers understand? i'm curious. everything was out from my brain onto the papers, i gave in my best already.

We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets

friday, mathematics paper II and history paper, interesting papers. obstacles will always be on mathematics paper. memorised the formats for source based questions. applied all formats on the paper, shall be obedient and follow what teacher says for once.

She knows everything that is on my mind
But lately somethings changed

studied during weekends. can't object when parents dragged me out, oh wells brought my notes along.

As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head

monday, biology paper and accounts paper I. i'm not good at science in the first place, hoped for pass, that's all. feeling fail for accounts already.

Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide

tuesday, mathematics paper I and f&n, relaxing papers. my mathematics paper is messy, had the urge to ask for a new paper, but oh wells. i'm glad i studied for f&n, why must the time be long? i had too much time to sleep till i'm headache because no sleeping position satisify me except my bed haha.

Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside

today, chemistry paper, i don't know about my prediction for that, hoped for pass. didn't touch baketball for a long period. checked english and chinese paper. want good news or bad news?

need to get ingredients for practical on friday, troublesome.

Just a touch and we could cross the line

I just wanna hold you close but so far
all I have are dreams of you

blogger went bonkers again

and for now, back to the past

thursday, spent in cyberhome to complete coursework, it's the last chance to make it mostly prefect through past few corrections. mdm lim gave us quite a lot of hints but its good to be guided by her if not i'll really be lost, but not dependant on her. history-ed. i'm still lost at accounts, i've got a lot questions to ask mr poon, indeed i need his help. it seems like accounts to him is small fry, how can be.

So I wait for the day
to take the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do

friday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDANG! three classes combined for emaths class, i guess. everyone's rooting for ms sim. and i asked ms chan to explain a particular question, honestly i don't understand at all, she only gave me a formula, what a great start. i'm still focusing on mathematics during english, mr dill don't mind though. botak off the gameboy once he saw it and i didn't get to save, so all my efforts were gone and i achieved one badge already, he's unreasonable. i jus stoned through his two periods of biology. two periods of chinese, played some status game and i'm disturbed by yossie, means i'm always losing, unfair.

And I still can't believe
that you came up to me and said I love you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDYNG! weekends are the only time i get to be studious. social studies is long-winded, can self-bombed when reading. because it never go straight to the point, it just kept going round the bush.

I love you too

Wonder if you ever see me and I
wonder if you know I'm there

ran under the heavy rain early in the morning

was high in the morning, don't know why. english paper one was fine, i don't know why i can't find comfortable position to sleep. to me, only emo girls chose that question haha. i'm confused on what to study for accounts.

charmaine walked pass a particular class and it's a woo. thank god i didn't look straight to her face, it might just scare the hell out of me cause a ghost appears in the daylight. i don't know why, someone's shy haha. that chocolate's a fake, passion brand, cheapo haha.

more time for paper two from what i felt. cause i started doing comprehensions, followed by summary, lastly close passage, in order not to lose marks. i had twenty minutes extra but i can't sleep so end up looking around me, doing and looking at funny faces that mrs fung don't care, she only glanced through. she gave us extra time, how i wish she can take over us for mathematics papers haha. sitting under the fan was actually good but not till i starts to shiver and can't focus on the papers haha. last period was slacked.

the lunch was delicious actually haha.

If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
would you even care?

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight

dead tired to blog last night, rough night.

yesterday, chinese paper one, i didn't get to sleep cause i did the paper slowly, didn't bother to check. played captain's ball, damn funny. gwendolyn hates me haha!

it's time to face the truth that it's a distance gap already.

paper two, why is the paper for this year hard? i can hardly understand the passages. thank god got english lesson today, to help me recall all the steps.

stayed back with charmaine, winona, mathematics rocks okay.

being studious today, no choice.

And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
than here in my room dreaming about you and me

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count also will count wrong, i'm laughing hah.