Saturday, March 31, 2007

If the road ahead is not so easy
Love will lead the way for once
Like a guiding star

turned in really early last night.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIEL! i'm almost one hour late haha. cause i woke and and back to sleep again. but thank god her bus was fourtyfive minutes late, so she waited for fifteen minutes only haha. breakfast in great world. w were really late, not me but her haha. i think zhenyi's kihong waiting larh haha. i'm not any cmc member, so i rather sit alone and relax cause my life's rushing. garettann came and we chatted, hush. tionged to accompany zhenyi and her ban mian. i'm hungry when i saw her sucking up the ban mian larh but i can't eat due to valid reason haha.

while i'm studying at 1500, i fell asleep suddenly till 2000 haha. and i don't remember closing my eyes haha.

i want to see the card!

I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
But be just the way you are

One thing you can be sure of,
I’ll never ask for more than your love

she's beside me and she acted as if i'm not beside her. why be sorry after you did something wrong? don't act as if nothing happens, i can see through. debated during english, i can't debate for nuts. did group work about marriage and parenting. i don't plan to marry and the next minute, you'll see me with a big stomach haha. slacked for two periods of chinese.

people were drunk.

did bearings and it's getting harder each time. but i know we're going slow. judytan's not paying attention during accounts. did something for cme, it's marks is counted in SA1, small fry haha.

am i suppose to talk about after school? haha.

i'm going cmc training even though i'm not in cmc. or maybe i'll just slack somewhere, shall see tomorrow. there's no much time already, i'm rushing for examinations already, not pa dao but seriously. sometimes i'm just not satistfied with my revision, i'll repeat it over and over again.

she says, she thinks today's damn fun
and i think cause she've got me haha

The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing’s going to change my love for you

Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

already started badly, i dislike doing things that i dislike. did investigative work, our egg was not cooked for 10 minutes larh. i'm either sleeping or eating in f&n class.

i liked the wind, the drizzer. all i can do is peep at you.

didn't do homework for history again, sat on the floor and don't know what to do, just like primary times. all can do is copy notes. chapters for SA1 came out already, it almost just like n levels larh, the whole book okay, rahh ):

while getting our lunch, me and zhenyi got caught by king kong again. and who wants to play games with her larh. quite a number were caught into office also, mostly short hair = bad students, this is what king kong always think larh. she's a bad lao zha boh too, cause she've got short hair too. after sewing our belt and helping people to sew their belt, we rushed for lunch and i don't know about the aunty in the stall larh, confusing. rushed to social studies workshop, my teacher's so strict and lao. i rather the other class one. i prefer source base question compared to structure essay question, cause i can just easily quote from the source. homed.

we can go through this

Nothing’s going to change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you

With you I see forever wrote so clearly
Might have been in love before
But never felt this strong

i sew my belt back low. finally she called me so i could lie on my bed and chat haha.

i think bearings's easy. i can't jump for nuts. we got emo of our own. why can't elangovan walk down to rifle range? air-conditioned you know.

a penny of my thoughts, i've got white hair already. and alex and wanling always plucked out black hair instead.

most of us were sleepy cause we were tired. i dislike chemistry lessons already, i won't be straight forward towards the reasons. i'm disappointed with myself, what did i do, to get myself into this?

slowly, i'm walking into darkness already

My dreams are young we both know
To take us to where we want to go

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are

last night, after i offline, continued with my studies.

baby's finger with a big water bag, it's hurtful to see her like that larh. i'm confused with trigo again larh, so many formulas okay. i can see that ms vino's in a bad mood today, i didn't know she can shout so loud and came back to class pretending nothing happen. i'm high during english, till tired and slept haha. i didn't know charmaine's good in close passage larh. while i was walking to the chemistry lab for chemistry lesson, king kong caught me for my belt. thank god she's busy, so didn't talk to me. if not she can suan me from head to toe. but after i sew till skyhigh, i need to show her.

don't you think it's unfair to me? you understood her, but have you ever try to understand what i'm feeling? forget it, she's always winning your sympathy and who will cares about me? i don't need your sympathy.

i was worried that she might be angry but why must i be worried? always telling myself, to not bother her. slacked during history, gossiped and i hate gossiping. we were playing the walkie talkie during chinese. my voice scares crystalchin and liling sang haha! accounts test took up one period, i slept after i did finish, nice to sleep cause it's air-conditioned in rifle range.

ms sim's stamina is pa dao bu si one okay, she walked faster than i run larh, and i was panting when she's not. mp3 can really make me awake during mathematics remedial. went yossie's place, lunched. i'm not pervert but i'm interested in it haha. homed.

Baby, close your eyes and feel the tenderness
it's always your kisses that i'm waiting for

and i won't forget, my code date, bad aiming day
but my aiming got better already haha

If I had to live my life without you near me
Days would all be empty
And nights would seem so long

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go

yesterday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA! watched mr bean's holiday last night from 2145 to 2315. suppered and home. not enough sleep.

rained while i was on the mrt. it was super cold plus the wind. baby got her little finger scratched by my badge okay, oops sorry haha. she's sweet to walk me up and down alone haha. dayang's damn rude okay, i don't want to talk to her already, i'm pissed, oh wells. mr poon's absent. today's trigo hard larh, i almost don't understand. we started talking about frenching and i don't know why haha. ms vino's absent. ran six rounds, did stretching. i can't stretch for nuts. perverts were peeping at my butt okay haha.

why is this never ending? hack care her, that is all i can do, nothing else.

did comprehension, i think i'm slow. without wendy guiding me, i won't know how to do the formal letter writing corrections larh, thanks man. thank god, didn't see ms quek. the three of us were talking about relationships larh. ginwei lliked to ask weird questions eh.

we went tiong. liling got match, sad. charmaine and i were urging to eat ban mian larh haha. finally i get to eat it since 123456789 years larh. i need to reach home before 1800, baby rushed for me, it's a pretty bus trips haha. she burnt her finger, rahh! )':

my revision starts today. not pa dao bu si, is really not enough time already. i've got more to cover. i've to continue my history later on. oh man, i dislike tuesday, tuesday's blue for me larh.

my heart hurts when you're in pain
cause i felt useless when i can't do anything
but make you happy to reduce your pain
she did everything for me
baby is the best!

Surrender my heart' body and soul
How can it be you're asking me to feel the things you never show

i'll start to post here on monday. back to livejournal.

i can't enter my own blog, maybe it's because of my url, i'll change it soon. for the time being, i'll post on my livejournal first, tagboard and links are still in use. shall see how it goes.

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends

if you hang up, i'll text first haha.

morning call to baby in the morning, i'm talking to zombie okay. we waited for ms aileen to set up the pe equipments, and she didn't turn up larh. morning assembly in homeroom. got so many thunders, loud somemore, but in the end didn't rain larh. got back our accounts paper, my code haha. shall thank god for my mathematics. got back social studies, now i know how much effort i must really put in larh. shuttle run during pe, own pace eh. i can't jump for nuts.

finally, i touched basketball during recess but only for awhile cause i see no motive.

did summary and formal writing during english. liling! let's walk that side! haha! chat during biology, can't be bothered with that botak cause everyone's irritated by him haha.

stayed back to have lunch. priscillawong's handphone is so fun larh, i want! the geography pupils were damn irritated for the papers larh haha. great world, know then know larh, so?

i didn't catch up with my homework, i'm rather slacked during the holidays. i hate tuesday.

i'm sad larh ):

i'm willing to give up everything because of you

They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love

finally got the photos from charmaine and rebecca, my ah pa roll down the hill already haha.

more photos are coming up.

Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become

i'm back from efl, i'm dead tired to blog yesterday. this is going to be a long post.

day one, as usual, met in school the same time for breakfast. gathered at the hardcourt. my instructor is ping wei. me and ginwei got too happy and we hugged each other larh haha. team building time. there were three cheers, C5 cheer, sunshine and london bridge. stephanie suddenly stood beside me, and as i turned my head, i got scare by her larh haha. our group name, crown five, C5! played basketball with the instructors, they said we cheated larh haha. made our way to the campsite. got cemetry i guess, heard people say but didn't notice. we check into our hut. had lunch using our own utensils, stc used ikea's products larh, all the same okay haha, the utensils are cute larh. we've to do a cheer before we eat, that cheer was disgusting larh haha. i love the dessert, pudding haha.

our first activity, kayaking. liling and i were partners, she sat at the back, i sat at the front. my legs were easily numb larh. we had a great journey on the sea haha. everything's was smooth and fine UNTIL we didn't notice that our kayak were going into the trees and trunks larh, and i was sitting at the front okay. i've to bend down if not i'll have to kiss the trunks larh haha. i kept shouting at liling to reverse but the kayak doesn't seems to be moving backwards larh haha, damn funny. other kayaks were laughing at us okay. our group's fine, everyone seems to know how to kayak. and somehow we had competition against each other larh. wong and tan were fast okay. we had a game that we've to stand on the kayak and sing song larh haha.

next, we had team building games, where we got a rope and a plank at the front. we've to put our foots into the hole of the rope and swing to the other side to stand on the plank and cannot step down. the plank wasn't that big for nineteen or twenty people to stand on. i was the last one, and we did it haha. next is spider web, each hole only can have two people or even two chances. they gave me a very small hole okay, tskkk. and we somehow cheated larh haha.

we changed into our wet attire, time for mud! we walked into the forest and there'll be a pool of mud. we were forced to go in unless you've valid reason but i don't have haha. need to sing a song and ping wei will splash the mud at us larh. we found bottles then we filled it with mud and poured it back at him haha. walked back to the campsite, dayang got a nice tatoo on her face haha. everyone's stinky and sticky larh haha, but i was high at that time haha. reached campsite, rushed for shower haha. we've got an extra toilet which is the gents one also haha.

if they didn't know, nothing like this will happen. truthfully, i'm affected by it.

dinnered and we had night activity which is kidnapped. stephanie got kidnapped, we've to run here and there larh. i'm lazy to run okay. found her and people have to carry her down and she screamed larh haha. debriefed and time for resting. i was about to sleep, and the person beside me kept poking me using her fingers to ask whether am i asleep larh. and so i got awaken by that poking larh, got disturbed! haha!

it's fated that i've to take care of you for this whole trip

Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done

day two, she just can't sleep when people's asleep larh. and when people were awake, it's her sleeping time okay. and it's my turn to disturb her haha. i didn't know i can wake up so early, maybe it's because i can't sleep too, cause i'm not use to the environment. breakfast was nasi lemak. after that, we've got some talk about self-esteem. damn boring okay, i wanted to sleep larh. lunched and it's time to wash the toilets. we had fun playing with water i guess haha.

did high elements, i'm a baboon larh haha! i'm always the first person to do it because people will feel easy when they saw me do it larh, if not they'll be scared, thank me thank me haha. first, we've to walk through a prank which got nothing to hold onto. everyone were holding onto their own ropes larh haha. second, two planks and two tyres. had to swing myself using the tyres larh. third, a rope to let me walk to the other side, four ropes tangling for me to support yoursef. marie-ann did it, good job! why isn't she shouting for rachelng? tsktsk. i don't like being the rope manager larh, how can my girlfriend threwstones at me, hit me means dote me larh haha. did flying fox, they wanted me to scream, i didn't hold onto anything, i forced myself to scream haha. liling and i rushed to the gents toilet first larh haha.

i'm always looking forward for sunset during dinner, pretty nice. preparation for campfire, last minute okay. something better than nothing larh. michelle and i don't know the actions so we just have to bounce haha. i wasn't enthu during the campfire and i don't know why. i'm not sad neither am i happy. after campfire, i just want to sit down there alone and look at the sky filled with shining stars. simyee and dayang prepared a stick for ping wei with all the group members names on it, cool.

that hug really made me feels better

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with

day three, i'm chao good at folding sleeping bags larh haha. breakfast and time for area cleaning. our area is the gents toilet haha. some people just sat outside using eye power eh haha. time for shower. liling and i were pervert larh, we peeped at people while they were bathing haha, and they got irritated by it haha. lunched and my stomach was bloated okay, means no appetite. we've got to rush for our formal. we changed in our hut that is open larh haha. everyone's so pretty please haha. we had to go to the hall and everyone got time for phototaking haha, so fun okay. got a contest also, chelsy so pretty haha.

the buses finally came and fetched us to some country club and we've got carry our bags down okay, and we were wearing formal larh haha. walked into the ball room. and it's talk about self-esteem from the same woman again. break time, zhenyi and i decided to drink coffee to make us awake from the talk larh. we were drawing stupid things on the paper okay. the woman teached us about table manners. nikita actually crawled under the table larh, tsktsk. i want cheers haha! birthday cakes for birthday girls. zhenyi and i were twinkling little stars to evangeline larh haha. time for phototaking again. i'm a gentleman to help ladies to open door okay, actually the door was opened already larh haha. slept in the bus while on the way back to school, liling's left shoulder was nice to sleep on larh haha.

how i wish to be in the same bus as you

reached home, our for dinner. dead tired so i slept chao early last night. my march holidays will be messy, should i go or not? but i just want to sleep at home and do nothing. took a lot of photos during the camp, will upload soon. my last camp i guess.

Baby, i'm used to being by your side
and now, i just want to take care of you forever

Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart

i'm glad everything turns out fine in the morning, no rake up of yesterdays. don't have to set up the pe equipments larh, carried things in the end, i helped a lot by checking haha. learnt trigo about sine during mathematics. continued with mind map and ten marks question. mr dill's cold jokes during english larh haha. oh wells i gave up to fate.

that is one of the reason why i rather keep to myself.

class gathering during recess. everyone sat together on the hardcourt and have breakfast. i never get to see someone wear dress okay, haiyer!

liling, ginwei and i did very bad for test, more of history remedials are coming up, rahh. i didn't see my total marks for chinese okay. no accounts, that period changed for efl briefing, did reflection.

went queensway with liling. finally, we catch up haha. met zhenyi at queensway. others went ikea. liling, zhenyi and i went macdonalds, 3R girls were there too. yimei, geraldine and elaineyeo joined us. and we made a fool of ourselves larh haha, everyone became high haha. liling went off because the man will deliver to her house instead. zhenyi and i went walking around till 1600 and 1630. zhenyi bought a water bottle that is same as wong and tan larh haha. waited for elainechee and simyee until 1700 plus larh. took cab with simyee and zhenyi. simyee and zhenyi alighted first. i alighted last at the school. and what a waste to rush when i heard the music that came out of the instruments larh.

okay i need to go pack my camping bag already, more adventurous interesting stuffs are coming up, i'll be back on friday night or saturday. farewell.

my first ever night with you

It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe

All those endless times
we tried to make it
last forever more

yesterday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILEEN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELNG!

today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANLING! our CIP hours for silver award is done haha. didn't get back accounts paper today. got back my mathematics paper, so many careless mistakes larh, what am i thinking when i'm doing the paper larh, not enough focus and concentration, i'm shocked but thank god. did mind map for social studies, elaineyeo do damn fast larh, hard to catch up with her okay. a lot of people didn't go for pe, no one wants to run okay, i'm pushing them from the back larh. played badminton for awhile only. elianeyeo, wendy, ginwei and i went high haha.

i'm joking only, but don't ever neglect me, cause once i walk away, i may not return anymore.

don't take my words in heart.

got back our english paper, mr dill made a mistake okay and he needed to deduct one mark from my paper okay but thank god haha. got back our biology paper, i studied okay but the questions go beyond the textbook larh.

waited for zhenyi after the school, finally i let out my secret already. i felt good and bad at the same time larh. went tiong with wendy, tricia, ginwei, jiamin and zhenyi. me and zhenyi went foodcourt to eat ban mian again, oh man i'm addicted to it already haha. went mos burger with tricia.

Baby, you're pretty damn good at making me sad
don't change, i love you the way you are
so sorry everything went wrong

I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

Girl you know I’ll always treasure
Every kiss and everyday I’ll love you girl in every way

yesterday, accounts paper was alright but i just can't balance no matter how many times i count larh. i don't care about my f&n ca1 already larh, i didn't do well for weekly tests. i rather everything in just one test paper. history's in library, i think she's trying to understand us larh. botak asked me questions, wo suan!

went tiong instead of queensway. i got to study. as usual, ate ban mian then studied history. geography people only got one chapter to study larh yet the history people got two chapters to study but i only focused on one chapter larh. zhenyi and tricia studied till fell asleep larh.

sometimes, i really don't know what you're thinking.

Baby, i made it (:

my heart was beating damn fast and hard for the first time

Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind

last night, i can only tahan until my notes were done, never memorise.

today, i've been waking up early for ca week larh, don't know why. maybe cause i need more time for last minute revision. it's raining, morning assembly in exam homeroom. someone woke up at 0400 to study history and overslept and missed the bus haha. trying to learn from zhenyi eh haha. i didn't really absorb much. and it's the first time i saw ginwei fell asleep for history paper larh, normally she'll chiong like siao, cause she didn't study larh. cme's a free period haha. two periods of chinese's slacked.

mathematics, ginwei, charmaine and i went down to cyberhome to do our graph. next time when the printer beside your computer is spoiled, click on laser and it'll print at the front which means the printer at the teacher's table. it's fast larh. oh man i had a lot of careless mistakes for the test larh. i'm worried about my ca already, supposed to has confidence but until i saw my class test, my confidence dropped all the way down to the flat ground. went through answer for ca during accounts but didn't got our papers back. theory's so troublesome, i left it blank anyway. assembly's in class.

here's a funny conversation between me and charmaine
charmaine:
you're lame.
me:
no i'm not, i can walk or even fly.
me:
you can fly meh?
charmaine:
i can, cause my pad got wings.
me:
-_- hahahahahah!

1415 went to threatrette for briefing for efl. i want to slap ginwei larh, she's so rude okay, tskkk. the formal thing's a confusion larh. mr francis malued me larh. it's raining heavily. wendy, liling, tricia and i went tiong. wendy happily asked me to stand behind her to block the rain larh. got block then hot, no block no hot, how reality eh. the bus's dripping water from the rooftop haha. wendy take away from mac. went foodcourt, urging for my ban mian haha. then went to get tricia's sleeping bag. the bank's queue so long eh, me and tricia waited for an hour okay.

Baby, in the past, i preferred being alone
but now it's different, because i've got you.

here's my horoscope for today, let's summarise it:
Make time to double-check things you've done -- make sure that all is okay.

I know that we have been
through so much pain
But I still need you in my life