Monday, July 31, 2006

i couldn't betray your love for me;

last night chat with people till 0100 plus
i'm very sad la ):
why couldn't they take with us?!?
i'm nice to help sherlyn with her chinese work okay
thank me thank me thank me for doing your work
didn't sleep well la
kept sneezing okay

woke up late
my alarm clock was 0430
but the exact time is suppose to be 0530 la
i'm suppose to wake up at 0500,
if not i will wake up at 0600 la
luckily i checked the time la
or else i will be damn late

saw lynnong at the mrt
then saw evangeline at the bus stop
chat with her
on the bus saw jiamin

went to meet wendy
haha gay tio la
she waited like for so long okay
she zuo gong in her house while waiting for me la
then went to the canteen
ginwei's voice volume don't need $$$ one la

the weather's damn cold la

morning assembly
in the hall
tried to hide from mrs wong
cause my belt wasn't sewn yeah
but in the end can't escape her sharp eyes la
went to the office to sew belt
ginwei and charmaine also
saw sherlyn and steph koh,
they needed to sew belt also haha

two periods of english
we were late for class
chat with liling
simply just too many things
or maybe we just kept repeating la haha
remember our mission!

maths
we were very confuse for all the formulas la
and omg got maths test tmr okay
like so sudden
confirm fail one haha
we were cheering for our 3J friends okay

ss
wth ms vino transferred me to the front okay
like wow jagdish just kept copying my work la
anyway i copied felissa's work la
geraldlyn copied mine too haha
you just don't know la, get lost la

think twice before you say anything

recess
alex was quite down la, cheer up man
ginny charles! you watch out ah
always pull my hair one tsk

history
was copying the chinese chapter for sherlyn like siao la haha
didn't really concentrate la

two periods of chinese
mr ng bad mood again la
haiya his shouting ah
even you're in radin mas primary school ah,
can also hear his voice la
super duper loud okay haha
did letter writing
me and liling just sleep la
cause we felt very sleepy yeah
priscillawong said liling sleeps like a pig haha

after school
put our bag in the canteen
went to the backgate to take bus
she called me
cause she miss me haha

reached tiong
went to cash deposit with tricia
saw gwen and tanya
we were ki hong down there la
and there was this guy right infront of us
kept taking $$$ out of his bag la
like so much $$$ okay
it's like none stop one la
millionaire sia!
then he took centuries okay
people behind all ki hong already la
they were like VERY black face le la
me and tricia were hungry
we brought a chocolate and pandan cake
while we're waiting,
we ate the cake lo haha
people kept looking at us,
cause i know they were hungry also la haha

then went to second level suona
to put down tricia's gold bag la
then went to rajar inn
wanling got something to tell me la
then went back to the suona
they were screaming like there's no tmr okay
omg my ears were damn pain la
then started to play with tricia's shoes haha
wendy gay tio
i'm really sorry yeah, cheer up okay

ginwei left first
walked to bus stop with wanling, tricia and wendy
then went back to school with wanling
we took the big round for bus 123 haha
we were lazy to stand up and walk to the exit la

photo taking
okay i know i very short la okay
wth put me at the very end of the row okay tsk
took fun shots with wanling and alex
they were the best la (:
how i wish the both of you will be there,
i miss your nonsense ):

went up to fourth level, ms yew's class
chat with wanling
audreywong and rebecca came up
was thinking too much la
i'm sorry

homed

i settled two problems of mine le.
tmr shall be a good day for me
shall be a new start

you made me very happy today! thanks! (:

i won't leave you, cause this i promised you

don't give up on me,
i don't wanna be left alone

CHUA SI HUI!
ANOTHER NAME : CHUA KE AI! HAHAHA
SHE'S VERY FUNNY LA
SHE MADE ME LAUGHED INFRONT OF MY COMPUTER
LIKE SOME RETARDS OKAY
ANYWAY SHE'S DAMN LAME LA!
WHATEVER SHE SAID JUST WANNA MAKE ME PUKE
SHE'S VERY BHB PLUS
SHE'S VERY GOOD AT DEBATING LA
TO STOP HER NONSENSE,
I'LL LET HER WIN EVERYTIME YEAH
BUT STILL, SHE'S A NICE FRIEND HAHA!

just go away, find other love;

rebecca! my tagboard is back! haha

last night
wanling said until halfway only okay
not that i don't trust you,
just that i'm still not ready to tell you yeah,
my promise to you will be broken, sorry.

sherlyn, thanks for the counsell!
give me a night to think, or even more

didn't sleep at all
can't sleep la
was thinking simply too much yeah
it's time i've to come up with a decision yeah

went online
i know you wanna cry, my shoulder will always be here for you
do you really care for me?
i'm willing to tell you everything about me, and only to you yeah.

it's time to confess? i don't know or maybe not.

i can't give you the happiness that you want,
time is all i need, give me time.

maybe i'm just selfish
but everything i did,
i did is because of us

only you're in;

last night
was feeling really bad
was worrying something also
it just couldn't get off my mind
since you don't like, then nevermind okay

woke up at 1130
was feeling bad
but better than yesterday la

met xuanya at redhill mrt
i reached first

went to bugis
roamed around
walking round and round in bugis street
can't decide on anything

then walked into a shop
saw this green thing














xuanya said it looked like me la haha
geraldlyn said too haha
then we were searching for puzzles
for coming november yeah
did i promise her? lol

sat down somewhere
and she just took photo without me looking















the reflection
then i was forced by her to take another one















okay it's fun to go out with her la
i felt more relax yeah
catch up with her a lot
maybe you just don't know what i'm thinking

rushed down to tiong because of tricia
or else i wanna go home la
but went to ice lemon tea with xuanya first
okay it's cheap la haha
we thought it's very expensive la
thanks for the card! (:

i'm really mad at you already okay

chat with tricia
i just don't dare to look at her okay haha
i can't pretend nothing happen by what you said
just tell them,
i just want no one to care about me yeah

my mood totally changed again
i scared it'll become real

on the way home
she called me
actually didn't tell her anything la
i was lazy to even think about it yeah

went to lot 1
had dinner
got myself a new basketball shoes
still, i'm not happy
i'm tired

flashbox kay tio yeah

xuewen sent me a song, it's damn nice
I need you - groove coverage

I know there's something in your eyes
I know there's something in your smile
makes me feel like loosing all my thoughts tonight
Baby. Everyday I read between the lines
every night I'm searching for your signs
You belong to heaven's gate
angel of hope

So many things I failed to do
One thousand miles I'd run for you
you're still the only one I ever need, Baby!
Everyday I read between the lines
every night I'm waiting for your signs
You belong to heaven's gate
angel of hope

I need you, you're always on my mind
That's all you left behind, my love will last eternally

I need you, like no one else before
You're all that I adore, my love will last eternally
I need you

do you really care about me? i'm willing to tell you everything

it's time to face the truth, this is the ending

i got hurt a lot already, don't add in more please
i need a hug from someone )':

clouds that make me cry;

feeling something totally new;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIE!
thanks for your piglet! (:

amandatan,
did i really lied to you?
i'm sorry ):

i had a bad feeling that something bad will happen today
i'm so tired this morning

reached school
was alright until patrick came and talked to us
everything was ruined at that time
i didn't know that she will go tell him,
i'm sorry ):

ss/english/maths
i'm totally worrying

pe
chat with wanling
maybe only you can understand how she feels

recess
sighs, it's all my fault
people, i'm okay yeah

poa
today's just a bad day
our class just pissed mrs wong la
we just kept argued back la
especially jagdish, funny
i wanna shout back at mrs wong one okay
she's wasting time la tsk

chemistry
i'm totally worn out already
i slept yeah
i understand nothing

assembly
me and liling just chat all the way

after school
sighs, forget it la
even i wanna explain, you all also won't listen
not only i lost two team mates but two friends also )':
stayed back for inter class badminton games
3A girls wasn't inform
so there's no game yeah

stood outside the hall
saw people doing shuttle run
don't look at me la, just run la
who wanna look at you la haha

i'm sorry but i got to avoid you yeah

chat with chelsywong

training's cancelled
anyway even if have, i don't have the mood to go
i'll just plan to pon yeah
i just can't pretend nothing happen

chat with waimun
i'm nice to accompany her to 1600 okay
i just love to chat with her la
thanks, you cheered me up (:
maybe i just wanna be like you yeah

what happen to you again?
you're just an irritant you know

took bus
saw nithiya and crystal

went to tiong second level suona
then went out again to sweettalk
i just had the urged to drink coffee ice blended yeah

then everyone left
left with me and liling
we had our private talk
i'm thinking stuffs
treasure what you have now yeah
don't regret after you made your decision

then i'm nice to accompany liling to wisma
she needs repairs for her handphone
reached there
and she forgot her own handphone number la
troubled me to take out my handphone to check la haha

then went to great world
saw puiyee
we needed to go toilet haha
chat along the way
maybe they just didn't talk about me yeah

homed
maybe it's best to be alone
care about me no more

why are you just kept creating troubles for yourself?

maybe you will be happy if you leave
i just want you to be happy, that's all i'm asking

could it be, that's true

this is the surface of the cake,
that sihui baked for me
thank you very much (:

make me loose my mind tonight;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIWEN!!!

last night
i really wanna tell you
but i guess you wouldn't care
who cares anyway

early in the morning
received a lot of birthday sms yeah
thanks people!

reached school
audreytan you're not the first one to msg me that
cause before you got two people le
you're just slow la haha
huiwen ran towards me and gave me a birthday balloon la
'BIRTHDAY PRINCESS'
oh my god la
and she said i must carry everywhere i go today
if anyone carries for me,
she will be very angry la
how malu can i be la tsk
but it's very irritating whenever the wind blows la
today the wind rather strong okay
anyway thanks!

tricia gave me a chocolate cake
thanks!

sherylpat thanks
i really love it!

morning assembly
i heard announcement
i don't know whether to go or not

ss
the balloon damn irritating la haha

chinese
oh shit! i left my undone maths hw in the locker
went down to the locker
wa liao mr ng voice don't need money one la
he shouted very loudly and i heard it very clearly la
is like he was in third level
and i'm in first level la
someone put present in my locker
went up and completed the undone yeah

maths
wa liao learned so many steps today la
made me so confuse okay

sihui got sore eyes,
she went home
i wanna cut the cake with her okay
cause she baked it la ):

bio
went to the canteen
to put down my bag
liling was like talking to herself la
no one wanna response her okay
then ms sim saw us haha
went to bio lab,
i didn't bring anything la
went into the class
chit chat
bell rang, went out lo
no notes was taken la
can't be bothered la

recess
i ate tricia's cake yeah
shared with a lot of people
if you don't wanna talk to me, then fine
katrina wileen and samantha damn nonsensical okay
alex also!
i realised katrina's teeth is the same as lynn's la
baby tooth! haha
accompanied liling to the computer lab
then to the music room
ms goh saw us
she told liling to 'articulate' her words haha
wa liao she pronouced my name wrongly okay
it's judy not julie la

f&n
i left my food items list in the locker
so forgot to take out
so forgot to buy the items for practical test
so i can do next week yay!
so did open book test
i'm tired okay, i did until halfway, slept la
jannah damn pro in cooking okay haha
then me yimei charmaine gwen and tanya
went around to test people food la haha
i'm bloated la
don't have to eat lunch le yeah
don't know who tell mrs ong that my birthday is today
then mrs ong gave me two flying kisses la
eeyer...haha

everywhere i walked today
everyone will just call me "birthday princess" la
and it all thanks to huiwen haha

meifen gave me a very surprise present okay
i'm very surprised okay
i won't let her spot me anymore haha

after school
went to canteen to put bag
then realised oh shit
needed to go patrick's homeroom first
so ran there
everyone was settled down
...
...
...
sighs sorry i just don't wanna be,
i've got my own reasons

both of you should have spoken out,
since you two agreed already
then shouldn't regret, respect her then

rushed to canteen
got changed
napfa!
chat with yossie
why don't dare? sighs
did sit and reach first
i brought my phone along la
in case i'm bored waiting yeah
wendy is nice to help me hold my handphone (:
it's obvious that you're avoiding me,
i don't care what you think yeah
cause it's never be true
after that, did standing broad jump
then incline pull up
then shuttle run
i lose confidence of myself
something just kept bothering me
i'm not happy with whatever i do ):

patrick talked to me and joanne
sighs, i don't know if i made the wrong choice or not
i guess i'm just selfish,
only care for myself and not others

ginny and chengcheng pulled my hair,
and that's their presents for me
great eh! haha

talked to my twin kor
long time never chat with her le
maybe what you said is true
just close my eyes will do
i know how you feel

joanne wanna chat with me
then that puiyoong said until so loud okay
she don't know that she's behind her la
sighs i don't know la okay

then chat with chelsywong
sighs, both of them are balance now

after everything finished
got the cake that sihui baked
they sang birthday song for me!
twice! thanks a lot!
i'm happy (:
thanks for eating the cake too
divided into a lot yeah

ginwei went to wendy's house
wendy went home
liling had to rush home
then went to tiong
went to ntuc with zhenyi evangeline and tricia
okay we crapped a lot la
tricia damn funny la
zhenyi wanna find grated choclate for her practical test tmr
then we asked a lot of people
but all gong gong one la
then finally got this lady helped la
but she showed us grated coconut la haha
and she point one finger at her head
and said "coconut!" la haha
she's really nut okay lol
me and zhenyi laughed until like siao la
then me and tricia kept playing with the trolley la
then evan kept laughing okay
anyway i almost break eggs la
and almost sprain ankle la
then this tricia not care about my ankle
but about the eggs la tsk haha

audreywong audreytan and rebecca came
i kept following audreytan's back la
and i made her laughed haha
at least she's cheered up la yeah

zhenyi needs linton teabag tmr
and i got
but i'm just scared i will forget
so i asked zhenyi to remind me
then zhenyi asked evan to remind me
then evan asked tricia to remind her
then tricia asked zhenyi to remind her
then zhenyi asked me to remind her
so in the end i think zhenyi remind me can already la
don't need to go round and round and round la haha
but it's funny okay
anyway tricia volunteered to remind me yeah
then evan got my handphone number for nothing haha

chat with rebecca and zhenyi
we were gossiping haha

went to kopitiam to have dinner
put down my bag
then me and tricia sent zhenyi to the bus stop
tricia got to hide
so that her mum won't see her
chat with zhenyi
maybe you can just concentrate for you studies for now
don't think too much yeah
cause we seems unstable now

went back to kopitiam with tricia
i'm so tired
i didn't wanna have dinner le
i wanna go home yeah

sighs no comments for you
cause i wouldn't wanna care
or tell anyone la
just good luck to you yeah

i carried a lot of stuffs back la
malu also okay
with that 'BIRTHDAY PRINCESS' words there la
everyone in the bus looked at me okay
is not that i can alight at any place okay
have to see the situation la

caroline! thanks!
i just wouldn't forget the happy memories in the past haha

rebecca said got this book titled 'judy moody' la haha

sighs, i'm just too lazy to say everything out la yeah
i'm sorry

xuewen sent me a nice song last night
and it took centuries to transfer la
anyway i'm addicted to the song already
the tempo is damn nice
the lyrics also

sighs got to remember about the teabag
and must do chemistry homework!
tricia remind me of the teabag!
wendy remind me of the chemistry homework!

i guessed i got a lot of cakes today
rather bloated haha

everyone asked me what's my wish
my wish is very simple one yeah
i won't tell anyone cause it won't come true haha
nah i don't wanna wish for anything
but just that simple thing

geraldlyn typed positive things about me in her blog!

something bad will happen tmr, i guess
i don't want them to know
don't force me )':

i guess i wouldn't do anything for the moment
not for you no more, cause you're not treasuring

that's all you left behind, i need you )':

you're all that i adore;

prepare for the worst;

amandatan!
what did i lie to you?
if i did i'm sorry ):

last night was replying very long letters la
kinda lazy okay

sighs i'm very tired

reached school very early
went to have breakfast with liling
tricia gonna buy me a cake (:

morning assembly
when the national anthem was being played,
sihui kept laughing la
and when she laughed, her body shakes okay
damn funny la haha

f&n
i never get really low for my test
but i still failed haha

history
sighs, it just looked weird
we were high today la
am i invisible?

what happen to you? ):

english
stupid sihui happily raped me la tsk
liling slept
replied delated letters

poa
i have to reply stupid letter la
or else that person will niam la
i'm rushing through my work too
i handed in incomplete work haha

recess
yimei thought today got badminton tournament
but is she make a mistake yeah
so went down played ball
no rules again lo
i think i'm being rough again haha sorry
i'm noticing you again

poa
went to toilet with sihui and ginwei la
they were damn funny okay
ginwei drank water fron the water cooler
and it's seems like she's drinking from a well la haha
did stupid stuffs la
needed read three passage okay
sihui kept bullying marie-ann la
mean pork haha

i forgot to bring my wallet
and wendy helped me take it
i'm just forgetful yeah
thanks wendy!

biology
mr boey's not there
so we made noise as usual
and we did a lot of stupid stuffs la yeah
sihui gonna bake me a cake (:

after school
julie! think of a solution
or you'll not get anything on friday haha
something just shocked me
sighs i just wish that i don't wanna be
i'm not up to it yeah
but i got no choice ):

will have a lot of problems to solve ):

ginwei's bag put gold la

went up to wendy's house
i don't wanna go up de la
stupid huiwen la
i don't need that

took bus
reached tiong
omg saw her again la
how unlucky, i felt weird

went to long john
saw waimun and waicheng
i have got no mood to eat yeah
waicheng and waimun accompanied me to sweettalk
sweettalk was all i could think of that time yeah
met wendy

then went back to long john to slack yeah
went to toilet with wanling
alamak she queued up for the toilet okay
and that time she's chatting with me
then a lot of people cut queue la
is like chat so long,
why is she still standing at the same spot,
why not forward?
and i saw new figures moving infront of wanling okay
and why must it be that time,
that got a lot of people is urgent haha

then went to bk
saw rebecca and audreywong
crapped with them la
wanling's a lame joker la haha
audreytan came
then played stupid fingers game la
especially coconut la
damn stupid haha
waimun and waicheng came to meet me yeah
then rebecca got to buy her food items
for her f&n practical test
and it reminds me that i got practical test tmr la
and oh shit!
i got the list in my textbook
and my textbook in the locker!
sighs i don't wanna cook tmr le la
i rather do open book test
that glanced you gave me was scary

then rebecca went to buy her items
wanling followed her
so i went up to the rooftop yeah
how i wish you are there for me

then wanling left
chat with audreytan
i promised people that i won't tell yeah

then chat with rebecca
she's damn nonsensical okay
kept cheating me la
wanna tell then don't wanna tell
don't tell then don't tell haha

then time to go home
me and rebecca left first
audreytan and audreywong don't wanna leave yet
me and rebecca waited at the bus stop
then they came out
i'm nice i helped them to carry plastic bags okay
how aunty la

went home with audreywong
how i wish i could...sighs
anyway cheer up alrights okay

sighs tmr got naffa after school okay
what a stupid birthday for me

how i wish i could give you the feel,
i wanna be there for you

i guess... )':

clouds that reminds me of you

i can't turn back anymore;

last night
i'm just troubled
i didn't have a nice sleep
i just can't sleep at all
i don't know how to face you already

qianru's dad fetched

kaining and samantha damn irritating okay
they just don't wanna go front la tsk
thanks for the smile, it brighten up my day

two periods of chemistry
geraldlyn kept irritating me la
and she molested me okay haha
i thought i will have a nice break
but it was ruined by her la tsk
anyway she went town because of me la
haha thanks a lot

maths
i followed examples la yeah
wendy can't concentrate if she sits beside me la haha

went toilet
saw julie
i don't care ah!
you must think of a solution
or else nothing on friday for you haha

pe
ran 2.4km again
i slacked more than that
i hate my timing ):
i wanna run again

recess
patrick scolded me and manda
something bad gonna happen during training
qianru and manda kept guessing la
or perhaps everyone's guessing
i'm just afraid...
sighs it spreads damn fast
it's just not her
stop gossiping

cme
LTT was very angry with our class today la
we were noisy cause we were high and enthu ma
when she's scolding us
i slept okay haha
i'm really very tired already
i'm trying to be busy, so i won't think much

poa
changed seats la
according to register number la
i'm all the way to the corner back near the window okay
elainetan is slow la
she must try to catch up already la

chinese
sherlyn never bring textbook again
mr ng damn idiot okay
how can one month then return de?!?
liling damn pissed off la
she felt like punching mr ng okay haha
she wanna try cause her friend tried before
just pretend i didn't say anything last night

after school
stayed in school for lunch
lazy to go tiong
we took pictures!

shit man!
i'm just so careless,
sure both of you will gossip one
sighs something bad gonna happen

training starts
we ran around the tracks endlessly
not even knowing how many rounds we're running
we just followed what patrick says
so i ran slowly yeah
as he ran also

after break
he talked to us
sighs, it makes me think a lot
something bad gonna just happen
so i got to act fast, avoid it
before anything happens

trained strategies
sighs i think too much
till i can hardly concentrate
i can't make decision anymore
cause it's all wrong

training ended
manda's brother fetched
the video is funny haha

reached home
my leg's aching
i'm just so tired
and i really hope nothing will happen tmr
i really don't wanna face tmr

i heard hungry ghost festival starts today~~~

finally the day came, but i can't do anything to it
but just wait silently to be sure

i'm just so tired, i'm sorry )':

the path i chose, won't regret

you will be loved;

saturday...

i'm the first to reached tiong
then followed by wendy and tricia
then liling
went to bk to have lunch
chit chat
then elaineyeo came
everyone wore so formal okay

me and liling were very vian la
we were always looking at the reflections of ourselves haha
very nonsensical in mrt

reached toa payoh
went to walk around
elaineyeo went to buy bread
me and wendy thought tricia lost okay haha

then went into the hdb hub
a lot of people were there le
and we were really very formal la
tachers were noticing us la
especially ms sim la
but heng ah king kong's not there
she will only be there at the night one yeah

there should be a distance between you and me

it's damn boring to me
i don't know why la
i listened to mp3 and slept lo

finished le like finally la
my ass damn pain la
exit le
saw audreytan cum wong rebecca and yossie
haha they were very pretty la
is always the costumes they were wearing la
then went to mrt and wait for them
we were being nonsensical again

then went into the hdb hub again
saw the angklung performance
they were shy eh

slacked outside
i don't know that both of you
have come so far
saw mr patrick and ms slivia wong
so formal sia

then went out
there's this small girl ah
it's huiwen's new target haha
haiyer you all very irritating la

something happened

chalet
my cousins were there le
but i don't have the mood yeah

you don't think so much okay
cause your mood will affect mine
don't you cry yeah

i have to settle the things for you
why did you become like that? sighs
stop scaring people around you
maybe i will scream or shout at you,
you wouldn't know yeah

chat with alot of people that night la
was rather confused by stuffs
sat infront of the swimming pool
looking at the dark sky
i think is damn cool yeah
you're the only one that can help me for now
maybe she just needs someone to talk to
so i just gonna have a chat with her
or even cheer her up only
nothing else yeah

thanks for making me feel happy
when i'm sad yeah

sunday...

i don't wish to know the ending
it's sure to be an unpleasant one yeah

why force me to do the things that i don't like haiyer

maybe you're thinking too much
actually you think further than that already
cause you need someone to talk to
so yeah don't worry i won't tell anyone
and i just hope nothing same will happen again
cause i don't wanna lose any friendship no more
or maybe i'm the one thinking too much yeah
you don't have to care about me
i never promise you that i will tell you either
just cheer up yeah

waited for a call until i fall asleep haha
i think i slept at 0200

today...

woke up at 1400 plus la

i was rather stress la

went online
amandatan purposely don't know anything la
anyway she's at her friend's house la

i know how you feel,
i know you wanna cry, don't you control it
cry if you want cause i'll be there for you for sure
not every friendship are perfect
maybe after it happened, you will understand her better
sighs how can you even learn it?
don't you dare do it again or else i will follow you
i will and i really will!
i mean what i said, especially to you
don't force yourself to do the things that you don't want

shit la tmr got training!
got 2.4km test for pe also
i wanna pon school
i just hate tuesday and friday ):

i hope you could give me a chance
cause i'm very happy to hear that (:

treasure the happy times
cause it's memories that worth keeping

is not in my dictionary no more;

yesterday
i saw krystal and huixian from gan eng seng la yeah

last night people just drived me crazy la
kept msg and calling me la
just to say "bring whites for karuna tmr ah!"
damn irritating la
especially rebecca la
i pick up my phone
and she hang up la tsk

this early morning
met qianru
amanda ran la haha

this morning was just an illusion

morning assembly
oh so sad didn't stand beside sherlyn
heng ah today no chinese haha
our class attendence for today totally ridiculous la
our class queue just so short,
never have been so short before yeah
anyway i promised geraldlyn,
i'll get her a mickey mouse plaster
cause she got cut because of me haha

went up to the hall
they forced us to buy tickets la yeah
tmr night one was sold out
so we have to go for the afternoon one
haiyer must wake up early okay
sighs i'm hating you already
you're being damn irritating you know

ss
ms vino very last minute okay

english
i think our powerpoint compare to others
our's sucks!
i got 30/40 for my english oral la
everyone's like so shock okay

maths
went to cyberhome
ms sim don't know where's the cyberhome okay
needed to do powerpoint for congruent
our group got wendy ginwei liling and me
we just played the computer la
kana scolded by ms sim
anyway ms sim read my blog one okay
so those who i linked,
die liao

pe
never go for pe
actually there's no pe also la
so chat with the teacher yeah
ginwei blushed la haha

recess
you made me sad, your mood affect mine
i'm very worried about you
played ball
no rules haha
then played games
i bombed wati's paper ball okay
the stupid wind will make the paper ball reverse la
it's means people have to keep hitting it continously yeah
played 5 stones
but in the end we threw the stones at each other la haha
didn't eat anything
i felt full

poa
mrs wong went for the musical
ms phee took our class
got assignment la
it's trading and profit & loss account la
it's like how many million years ago okay
everyone don't know how to do
so we just copied form jannah lo
cause she's genius la haha
ginwei kana caught for using phone in class la haha
then something happened
maybe she's just joking with you,
she isn't serious at all yeah

after school
waited for liling
liling needed to go find someone first

so left me ginwei wendy and tricia yeah
walking down the hill, saw the backgate didn't open
so walking the bridge, then the backgate open
okay it's very irritating la

saw amandatan the rubbish dump at the bus stop
i kept reminding her about something
and she always claimed that she didn't hear anything okay tsk

yossie came
she let me listen to slamdunk song my favourite!

then audreytan cum wong and rebecca came
they were very nonsensical la
i think it's spreading fast, i got to do something

in the bus
yossie took the same bus as me
chat with her
knew a lot of things
i wouldn't tell her, i'll bear it,
since i beared for one year already
i don't wanna lose anymore friendship already
stay like this is the best

went to kfc
saw faeeqah
you're scaring me already, just get lost
went to sweettalk with wendy
saw the gan eng seng basketballers
they were really scared to play with us la haha
no matter what, you've got to help me
for whatever reason it is
ginwei's damn funny la haha
didn't eat anything
i felt full this few days okay

went to second level suona
crapped a lot
damn funny okay
i'm damn angry with you

liling came
she's really pissed
something happened
it's all misunderstanding
but it's damn funny la
cause ginwei's reactions damn funny la haha
she's angry with her boyfriend okay haha
she can't go for the sing to the dawn la
even she got the ticket tmr
she will be sitting alone and not with us la haha
lynn and sherlyn laughed also la
maybe you really need someone to talk to,
sorry, i'm not there for you no more

she called me...
whenever i'm with her, it's always like that yeah

sent ginwei to the bus stop

then wanqiu came
someone's shy haha

sent wendy home yeah
it's really crowded there okay
i don't feel good at all

then saw audreytan cum wong and rebecca okay
they wore until very nice la haha
audreywong's shy so she ran into the toilet okay
and the cleaner shouted la
cause we were very noisy yeah
i wanna take photo of them
and put it in friendster and blog one la haha
i'm noticing you only

then went to rooftop
i'm still waiting...
i shouldn't have even...yeah

went to bk
took my bag
and went off with liling yeah

reached home
my parents being idiots again la
both of you are always like that la
always want me to follow your ways
can't i have my own freedom?
sighs if you all still don't know,
your daughter is getting out of hand,
and it's because you all force one,
sighs it's just a day la
stop being idiots or retarded la haiyer

i don't even know whether i can go tmr or not la
haiyer

i might not be updating my blog yeah
i'm off to chalet

is it REALLY really coming soon? i can't wait any longer

am i really invisible?

you're always leaving me alone,
all by myself

last night i slept damn early la
2045 yeah
damn tired

qianru's dad fetched yeah

reached school quite early
tanya reached school early too
accompanied her to have breakfast
wanling, zhenyi, audreytan cum wong were there too
i agreed too, cause seriously she is

i think you're the best for everything

she complained to me about something
sighs why is it always me that needed to help you all settle?!?
why is it always me that people will turn to first?!?
sighs stop creating troubles yeah, sorry
cause i'm not your ______ anymore

ss
ms vino just don't know how to teach la
she just don't know what our class wants

chinese
mr ng kept noticing kimberly la
cause she's always writing something yeah
audreytan and sherlyn never bring book haha
charmaine damn cool la
she talked back to mr ng okay
then everyone laughed la haha

maths
marie-ann gave us sweets
fruit-tella!
wendy just don't know how to do la
i don't know how to explain to her
but i know how to do
cause i followed examples yeah
if you don't know, i'm trying to avoid you yeah

you're always not looking

bio
went down to lab
actually we wanna pon okay
but mr boey followed us la haiyer
we let the class early,
have to prepare for traditional games la yeah
but i know we wouldn't prepae it la yeah

recess
no mood so no appetite
didn't eat anything yeah
played ball with sasha they all
they just kept fouling la haha
and i kept missing my shots yeah
you should have give other people a chance yeah

sihui took my bottle away la tsk haha

f&n
something very funny la,
geraldlyn showed me that she got two wallets
geraldlyn - "see! i got two wallets la!"
me - "so?!? got money inside or not?"
geraldlyn - "yeah hor, inside is more important yeah"
me - "yeah la, who cares whether you got two wallets or not,
most imporantly is the inside la"
me - "don't look at the appearance, must look inside,
i also got a lot of wallets at home, but the most important
is the inside haha!"
and geraldlyn laughed la haha
oh shitty la i forgot that today got test okay
and mrs ong reminded us yesterday only la
i really got stm la
anyway i anyhow do de la
at least i didn't leave any blacks la yeah
but i got to study for the followings tests le la
cause all is counted in CA2 yeah
did practical
alamak i just can't cut cubes okay
alot of people said our food was damn nice la haha
like for the first time?!? haha
sighs next week i got practical test le
i'm the last one on the list la
so unlucky okay tsk
or else i could have it the following week la tsk
all because of my name la tsk
after we did everything,
got a lot of free time
some people massaged for mrs ong la haha
me and gwen just play the paper ball la haha
so fun okay lol
i hope you're not mean for what you said

after school
why did you all force her?sighs
helped mdmlim and mrs ong to carried stuffs up the bus
zhixian and samantha were up there la yeah
none of them can cheer me up yeah

walked to tiong
me and liling chat yeah
she's really pissed because of pikachu la yeah
we were very clever okay
liling carried ginwei's bag
i carried tricia and sherlyn's bag
then we just left it aside la
cause it's like damn heavy and made us very tired la
tricia came chasing after me la haha
me and liling just ran la
ginwei ran like she's flying okay haha

went to sweettalk
ginwei dropped the marbles la
and it went everywhere okay
some went into the drain la
ginwei tried to get it
but her shoe dropped inside too haha
we were like laughing like siao la

me and liling went to second level suona
to chat personal stuffs yeah
then they went for lunch yeah
no mood so no appetite
so just had a cup of coffee ice blended for lunch only yeah

they all came
sighs, somehow i felt like going up to the rooftop
don't have to apologise, don't worry, it's okay yeah

cause you just can't compare to them, get it?!?
maybe it's best to be alone yeah

went home
on the bus home,
she called me
we chat la
okay she cheered me up la haha
and i found out something bad
i don't know whether is it true or not,
but i came to a final judgement, i'm sorry
that why i don't trust you no more

if you didn't realise, i _____ you before yeah

my tagboard tio gay la tsk

why do people always putting a false mask?
why do people always lying and cheating me?
from now onwards, i totally trust no one
absolutely no one!
yes! i've changed, but is because you all forced me too )':

are you sure,
you will not care about the things happening around you?

love is dangerous;

you've controlled me already

this morning qianru's dad fetched yeah

morning assembly
serlyn sat beside me
she's very noisy you know
very niam also yeah

f&n
got the items that i need to buy
for next week practical exam la

history
after mr tan teached me,
i know how to do le
but needed to copy a lot la
you shouldn't have even tell me ):

english
was no mood at all
so slept yeah

poa
no mood la
just wanna be alone

recess
no mood for everything
no mood so no appetite,
so didn't eat anything
sorry people, i'm okay yeah

pc
they were mean to marie-ann la
made her sing song and say cheers la
don't know what "ah chi ke na mo"
and "ah chi ke neh la"
marie-ann said it as "shake your neh" la haha

two periods of bio
never concentrate on my experiment la

after school
i just wanna be alone
to settle down myself yeah
never eat anything for the whole day
i'm just not ready to play yeah

match against guangyang
i just can't concentrate at all,
i didn't put in my best )':
i'm sorry people, i'm really okay yeah
sherylpat, thanks for your drink

tired so went home
my leg's aching
finally tmr is a relax day
i got headache
i felt sick
sighs people, stop questioning me, i'm really okay yeah
sorry

i found xi gua ge ge's blog!
linked from someone yeah

blame me for being stupid to trust you

i can't be myself, i can't show the ability

i'm so stress up, i'm not ready

finally the stalkers are gone!
i don't think is real either la yeah

last night is a bad one for me
i didn't have a nice sleep
was thinking stuffs again
why are you so silly? sighs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANRU!!!

qianru didn't sms me
so i need to go to school myself
and i left my house at 0615?!?
wanling met amanda and qianru
they were in tiong mac eating breakfast
planning whether to pon nort
in the end never yeah
took cab ,
until halfway saw julie walking
we got down the cab
and walked with her
we knew that we were gonna be late
if you don't dare,
then don't do

late comers were a lot
and some were purposely de la
after everyone's gone
we sang national anthem
i just kept laughing la
then needed to do reflection
corissawong was late also
cause she woke up late haha
then she told me what to write lo
this is the how many times i'm late?
1st time
why am i late?
traffic jam
when i knew i was late already, what was i thinking?
i wanna write 'more late' la
but in the end i wrote 'i wanna run' haha
who will be affected?
teachers of course
i can't write myself ma
what can i do to not being late again?
some wrote take cab okay
i wrote 'wake up early' lo
wanling copied mine la
mdm jenny leong wants me and wanling to rewrite
cause we never write properly on a proper paper haha

two periods of chemistry
khaliesah was late also
because of cherylwong la haha
so walked down with her to chem lab
i know how to calculate le
our break's very long la haha
ate sweets lol
gwen and khaliesah were making a lot of noise okay haiyer
what happen to you?
why not okay today?
why so cold?

maths
ms sim was going very fast la
and today our class just don't have the mood to concentrate la
so kept making noise
i'm damn sleepy la
tanya slept like there's no tmr la haha

pe
a lot of people didn't go for pe again la
need to run 12 rounds
means 2.4km
i didn't really run fast
cause don't have the mood
take my own sweet time
and was thinking a lot of stuffs when i'm running la haha
it's very weird la
the real test will be this friday la sighs
not ready okay, it's like all of a sudden la
but sighs, my stamina really drop la
anyway i don't really care yeah
shut your mouth up la
you're just a cheater okay

recess
joanne told me there's match tmr
it's like all of a sudden again?!?
then played 3 on 3
cause everyone's scared of tmr la
pa dao bu si
everyone's playing
but when we saw pat
everyone's serious la haha
and when we're serious, our skills will be shown out
i felt really tired
my legs were aching

i bought my cock shoes today
for anissa la
and heng ah sherlyn lam got plastic bag
and i'm so disgraced can
i took it out la infront of so many people la tsk

cme
sighs, ms lee 'nian jing' again la
we had to discuss something,
then in the end came out with two pathetic words only la haha
we were tring to pop out the mentos sweets la
only wendy could do it okay
it made my fingers pain okay

poa
charmaine's very happy of her results la
i'm felt okay la
i don't care whether it's full marks or high marks la
if it's pass, i'm happy le la

chinese
vp walked pass our class okay
this time me and liling never sleep la
we kept chatting to keep ourselves awake yeah
haiyer your answer very irritating leh,
why change your mind?
made her very confuse only la
still got her to accompany you there what
though i'm not there la yeah

after school
stayed in school for lunch
huiwen and carmen got maths remedial la
cause they were lousy in maths right? haha
then went up to hall play badminton
with audreytan cum wong, yossie, wanling and alex
haha damn funny la
audreytan's lousy! lol
anyway AUDREYTAN'S THE PRETTIEST IN THE WORLD!
and i got myself a chocolate for saying that haha
but i don't mean it la
okay la i mean it la haha
i'm noticing you everytime

training starts
pat was here
not enough people
so played 4 on 4 matches
sighs, i deprove a lot la
i'm just lazy to run
i'm not being cooperative
i'm making mistakes everytime
something causes that, i guess
i shall not think much yeah
i'm not ready tmr
can i don't play?
i just hate you for doing that

i'm physically tired la
this week gonna be a tiring week for me la

i don't want you to be there, i got my own reason
sighs sorry ):

my life is screwed
i'm dreading myself ):

somehow i can't show out myself

your answer is paste it on your face
so stop denying

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!

which jade are you la?

haiyer why nowadays so many funny characters
in my tagboard ah?
i'm so gonna delete it away soon

last night qianru called me three times
first...
"judy, tmr amanda's dad fetching meet at 0625 okay"
second...
"judy, amanda said she's not going to school,
so meet at 0600 and go to school together okay"
third...
"judy, amanda's going to school! meet at 0645 okay,
amanda's dad fetching"
okay and i'm damn irritated with the phone calls la

izzati another one la
i offline and switch off the computer le
then she called me
and asked me to send her my pbl for examples
and so i sent her
and triciayeo asked me to entertain her la tsk
after i sent her, i went offline la
and i don't know whether is it today's the dateline for pbl
i told izzati is today...
and she's like so shocked la
cause her group haven't even started la
got alex and audreywong
got alex, hopeless case de la
and i thought audreywong care about her marks alot?
and so why is she not doing her work? tsktsk

woke up at 0600
my dad thought i was late la haha

met qianru
saw amandas' dad car
but amanda's not inside
she got a little giddy la
so her dad suggest her not to go to school la
so her dad fetched the both of us to school

reached school
stupid huiwen
lazy to walk over
and so she called la
irritating

morning assembly
kana caught for nametag again
tmr's last day la
mdm lim gonna come for me la tsk

two periods of english
did compulsory assignment
okay it's hard and chim
i just wanna do finish
and sleep la yeah
you don't know that i knew
i don't know that you knew

maths
everyone's high and enthu in class today
and so we were very noisy
ms sim - "what's going on with you all today?
your class got alot of funny characters ah"
yimei shouted until very loud la
bu yong qian de
never concentrate on sms la
so i just anyhow send la

ss
it's just reminds me of the powerpoint la tsk

recess
audreywong and yossie damn noisy la
sat with alex
tricia and sherlyn came la tsk
and from two people became four
it means from quiet to noisy la
my blouse go to school is S size
go back home XXL la
shrelyn and tricia la
kept pulling people's sleeves la tsk

history
did source based questions
i just wrote nonsense
and surprisely, i got the lowest in the class for assignment
is i really don't know how to do ma
haven't even get the germany notes la haiyer
so screwed up la
you just wouldn't wanna talk to me ):

two periods of chinese
saw sherlyn hohoho! suay ah!
we marked through the open book test
i got kimberly lim's paper
and i wrote nonsense on it haha
liling got my paper
but audreytan claimed that she got my paper la
weird la i had never ever do two papers okay
then did class test la
wa liao the close passage ah
so chim and hard okay
the comprehension also la
was doing...
then sherlyn came over to copy la
haha liling helped me chase her away lol
mr ng shouted so loud suddenly
everyone went silent la haha
why wouldn't you go?

after school
ginwei and charmaine choinged to the backgate la
pa dao bu si
when we're walking to the general office,
alot of people saw king kong,
all reverse okay haha

then we walkd to tiong
huiwen's bag was light
but very irritating okay
it just kept sliping off my shoulder

reached tiong
separated...
you're always disappointing me
maybe the freedom you had is too much
me lynn sherlyn and wanling went to bk for lunch
chat stuffs and laughed
then wanling went off
we went to second level suona
chat stuffs and gossip
tricia and wendy came
and so wendy's cousin came
and so her cousin's friends came!
yay! jokes again haha
but yeah didn't really concentrate on their jokes la
was listening to mp3 all the way la
tricia damn irritating okay
and the environment was so damn noisy okay
screaming, shouting and laughing ah
really irritates my ears alot la haha
my mp3 got 'ni na me ai ta'
and tricia and sherlyn snatched away from me la
actually me and wendy wanna listen de la tsk
jovy brought alot of chocolates for lynn eh
and sherlyn's jealous haha

the cleaner came in
then we ate peanuts
and the shells were all over the floor la
then i covered it okay
heng the cleaner never complain ah
you know that aunty cleaner ah
niam niam niam like wth la haiyer
like mosquitoes kept buzzing around my ears la
so i slanted my back to 45 degrees la
osteoporosis!

rumours made me lose a lot of friends ):

sherlyn and tricia went off
and lynn went off
left me and wendy
chat stuffs
wah her cousin's friends really very noisy la
then went to popular
wendy wanna buy file
and she wants purple colour haha
and the old file came back la
but sadly i brought the new one yeah

then home
i just don't wanna think of anything much
not that i wanna hang up your call
but the phone tio gay la tsk
and you're being unreasonable la
scold for all you like yeah,
i've got no comments
and i don't wanna waste my time explaining

why people need cock shoes nowadays ah?
all came to ask me okay
and who gave my handphone number to sherlyn lam?
tsktsk

sighs tmr got two periods of chemistry and cme okay
can't sleep
can't daydream la
sighs gonna suffer la haiyer
especially ms lee's chanting ah sighs

tmr got training):
i dread it la yeah
just hope all the coaches are sick la haha
sorry

tmr's qianru's birthday yeah haha

it's a bad day for me, let me cry )':

never have a wish come true,
not even you can fufill it

i wanna be with you,
just the both of us

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA!

i know when he's been on your mind
that distant look is in your eyes
i thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
it's not the way i choose to live
and something somewhere's gotta give
a share in this relationship gets older, older
you know i'd fight for you
but how could i fight someone who isn't even there
i've had the rest of you now
i want the best of you i don't care if that's not fair
cause i want it all or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom it's now or never
is it all or are we just friends
is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all
there are time it seems to me
i'm sharing you with memories
i feel it in my heart but i don't show it , show it
then there's times you look at me
as thought i'm all that you could see
those times i don't believe it's right i know it , know it
don't make me promises baby
you never did know how to keep them well
i had the rest of you now
i want the best of you it's time to show and tell
cause i want it all or nothing at all
there's nowhere left to fall
when you reach the bottom it's now or never
is it all or are we just friends
is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all
cause you and i
could lose it all if you've got no more room
no where inside for me in your life
cause i want it all or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
it's now or never
is it all or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom it's now or never
is it all or are we just friends
is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
you leave me here with nothing at all

and things became beautiful suddenly,
but i'm sure it won't last long
it will turn back to what it used to be again

don't give up on me

i don't wish to hear or see the same old answer no more

i can't be bothered with the stalkers le la
so ask no more
tell no more yeah haha

last night
ki hong ed with tricia and wendy la
tricia still call me when we're online chatting la tsk
was being high and crazy la

was worried about what you will chat with her

woke up at 1400 plus haha
was very tired
i could have sleep more okay
but need to go to my grandma house
so yeah dragged myself out of bed la

had lunch
then watched scary movie 3
is super funny la
then played ps2 haha

the question you asked,
made me feel suspicious

then went to fetch my mummy first
then went to my grandma house
wah! is super crowded la
got buffet outside also la
i liked the fish fillet haha
it's nice!
baby nephew donaven is 1 year old le
haha the birthday cake was cute la
got winnie the pooh on top okay
then played soccer with bobby
haha i won him
then played monkey with all the small children la
like omg la
we bullied them, they also don't know la haha
then once who got the ball at the hands,
the small children will just run to that person la
damn cute la haha
seriously got a lot of people la
bobby and stephanie the hosts ah
never wore nicely la
they wore until so orh piang okay
played bomb also haha
the adults just mahjonging la
what else can they play la
imagine they play with us? haha

actually i wanna chat alina de
cause she lived just nearby
but yeah nevermind la
don't disturb her la haha

sighs i got flu for the whole day okay
was like kept sneezing
and tissue all the way la
so irritating okay
sighs gonna fall sick le la

i need to do my pbl today le
no choice la
can't drag anymore le la

wendy!
must remind me tmr to bring
ss 3B workbook ah!

was like crapping with someone now la
she is always talking about me
and not talking about herself or someone la haha

if you get there before i do,
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through;
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see
and between now and then,
till i see you again
i'll be loving you, love me

i want a straight forward answer

her eyes filled with tears

everyone's treasuring, how about you?

to the two stalkers,
who are the both of you la
put your name please

to my tagboard of 14th july
tio gay and so 'dirty' la haha
full house somemore haha

slept at 0000 last night

woke up at 0430
amanda's not going school
qianru's dad can't fetch
so i have to go to school myself already

left house at 0530 la
there's like no one on the street la
so scary and dark la
i don't feel really that tired la

took train
saw a couple from rivervalley sec
they were toot toot one la
but they were very loving okay

reached school
need to walk to the back gate and meet wendy
walked along the corridoor,
so scary la
it's like no one at all

walked to the hardcourt with wendy
put down our bags
and went to the canteen to have breakfast
i have no idea what to eat
but i ate breakfast cause of wendy la
zhenyi and audreytan came early too
chat with them
tricia they all came too

morning assembly
the school song gay tio la
the choir sang quite well la
today the sec 3 level check for attire
i forgot to bring my nametag only
then kana book la
it's always the same people who kana booked de la
liling's lucky la

ss
not that i didn't bring my textbook
is that i left it in the locker
and i don't wanna waste time
so i didn't go down and take la
when i bought my textbook,
ms vino either not in school or never use la
then today i left it in the locker
then she wanna check who never bring la tsk
somemore those who never bring textbook,
got to do powerpoint la
i'm so sick of powerpoint okay
cause my pbl not yet done la
is haven't even started okay
then she talked to us about grandma story la
non-stop one la 'zheng lou' ah
liling damn pissed off la

english
i'm trying to copy my maths homework
and this mr steven ng kept walking around la

maths
okay i'm damn confuse la
what abcgefg... la tsk

pe
wendy ginwei and charmaine not going for pe la tsk
ran around the classroom blocks
then did a lot of stretching, jumping and moving things la
puiyoong 'zhao geng' la haha
wah! ginny stretching damn good okay
she stretched out her legs, and she band all the way down la
if it's me...osteoporosis!

recess
rushed to buy snacks and a bottle of pokka lemon tea
then rushed up to practise badminton la
cause we having the game today
me and yimei played with liling and geraldlyn
the game started...
i borrow yvonne's racket
it's light but smelly la haha
yvonne the empire 'gong gong' one leh
she never explain the rules properly
then me and yimei damn piss off la
we lost because of stupid unsure rules la
yimei damn fared up okay

poa
had test
it's easy la
but i somehow forgot to write the being... one la
and heng ah i remembered
so i rushed la

chemistry
got test la
it's about covalent bonding
and i really don't know how to draw the dot and cross diagram la
i'm confused whether is the up or down one la
so i just kept drawing circles
at least i drew something okay
then ms phee said "judy, you likes to draw a lot hor"
anyway it turn out to be chey so easy la

assembly
yay! slacked in class
i went out the class
and they were chatting about...
something's going on haha
something surprise!
sighs, why are you like that, hate you la
ginwei said to mrs wong "mrs wong, you are not lame la"
so charmaine asked mrs wong a question
"0 was walking down the street, and he met 8, what did 0 say to 8?"
mrs wong 'gong gong' one la
she think so long, and so she gave up
charmaine said "0 said to 8, *fat then fat la, wear belt for what?* "
hahaha mrs wong smile okay
she smile damn cute la haha

after school
ate in school with alex and wanling
liling joined in
then accompanied liling to the bus stop
to ask the two priscilla something
and liling act pek chek okay haha
then went up lo

what nonsense did you tell her again?!?

went to hall with
audreytan cum wong, yossie and wanling la
we played badminton la
DAMN FUNNY!
kept laughing like mad la
i hit the shuttle court,
then i just can't see where it goes
in the end it stuck between the strings on the racket la haha
me and wanling vresus yossie and audreytan la haha
then rebecca and audreywong joined in
became 3 on 3 i think haha
it's just so funny!

1530!
went down for training
patrick not taking us
sharon lee took us
i felt like going home okay
cause i don't wanna waste time there with sharon lee la
ran five rounds around the track, own pace
then played 5 on 4
qianru came,
then played 5 on 5
i'm playing serious,
but not training serious
i can't be bothered to run at all
i'm just lazy
taining ended at 1630
early right? first time sia
since it ends at 1630,
might as well cancel training better ma
i don't know whether you suit to be the _____ or not
but to me you don't,
cause you just likes to laugh at people for no reason
think about it properly,
or you'll have nothing next year

went to tiong with liling
cause it's like still early
so we went to kfc
ate cheesefries
we chat all the way to 1900
we chat about a lot of personal secrets la haha
then home

my sister got scary movie 3 vcd la haha

don't believe what she said,
i have never ever ____ you or _____ with you before yeah

tmr going my grandma house
to celebrate my baby nephew Donaven 1st year birthday la
haha long time never see him already k

i've been mean to all of you, i regretted, i'm sorry ):

sighs no matter what, i know it won't come true )':

will my wish come true?
will you fufill for me?

why do you always jugde me wrong?

stalker, and you are?

woke up at 0600
as today amanda's dad will be sending at 0645
so i can sleep more
and take my own sweet time haha

reached school at 0715 la
heng ah haha

ss
ms vino's not in school today
so we slacked in library
chatting and gossip about people haha
it's always the same old people
gwen tanya felissa sihui liling wendy charmaine ginwei and me haha

we saw mrs lee chat with mrs wong la
i guess, it's about yesterday?
and i think she complained la

chinese
slept in class
vp walked pass our class
then she wanna see us
so charmaine 'BANG' on the table la
scare me okay
we should have close the back door la
but it's not windy if we close it okay
so she talked to the both of us la
and we just kept laughing la yeah
she likes to talk about affecting la lol
after she talked to us
people gathered around and kept asking...
"what she told you ah?"
haha how irritating, must repeat, repeat and repeat la
and we apologised to mr ng unsincerely

maths
i'm somehow confused by the reason: SSS SAS AAS ASA
haiya whatever la tsk

the look you gave me,
made me feel that i didn't treasure you in the past
somehow, i felt regretted
i don't know

bio
haiya the mrs lee just don't like to teach us on thursday la
and we did stupid stuffs again to irritate mr boey la
something funny la
mr boey asked us a question
then wendy said...
"how we know la, if we know then come to school for what?"
haha me and sihui laughed like siao

recess
ezaty and audreywong banned alex from going recess okay tsk
went up to the hall
practise badminton with yimei
as we have game tmr
we were cooperative la
and i know how to smack le
im glad you're happy(:

f&n
partnered elainetan
like finally la
and she don't even know how to wash dishes la
and so the pathetic me MUST help her la
helped her to cook also la
in case what she cooked, is not edible la haha
okay i'm not mean la
but she's like a princess at home la yeah
we did some what 'neh neh' thing la
i think ours not even cook yet la
smitha la!
she saw the balls floated on the surface of the boiling water la
and so i hurried scoop it up la
and it's uncooked la tsk
cause when the balss in the boiling water
and the movement of the boiling water
made the balls jump here and there ma
but it's fun la haha
so sticky la
me and nandini got advantages sitting right at the back la haha

after school
waited for them
waited for yimei also
crossed to the other side of the bus stop
we taking bus la
or else everyone will pek chek de
we're willing to listen to you all,
but you all got to listen to us sometime also
the bus came,
and i went up the bus
just nice yimei ran and rushed up too la haha
i just wanna be alone, sorry

met wanqiu
i felt like going home already

went to great world
no appetite to eat la
maybe i ate too much during recess la
i felt bloated la yeah
went to kfc
maybe she's not purposely de
liling got pek chek
went to walk around with her
then went back tiong

went to mac
no energy to walk with them
chat with sherlyn and lynn
lynn's tired la yeah
sherlyn's being noisy again
and whenever she's around
will have mosquitoes around also la

went to sweettalk
got my coffee ice blended
i'm always having that mood,
if i decided to drink that

went to second level suona
wendy's cousin there la
and her friends talk damn loud okay haha
they were very san ba la
liked to gossip alot about their school teachers la
and their school's ghost stories haha
got one time that girl said to her friends...
"you all know why our school netballers' breasts
getting smaller and smaller?"
me lynn and liling think taht was because they wore binder
then in the end she said....
"cause the net ball kept hitting their breasts, very pain okay"
haha got see any girl's nipples are at the side of her breasts?
their school have one haha
then there was this girl said "hey, i need to go home le,
are you all going home?"
then the other girl said "ask us for?
go home la not as if we wanted you to stay"
and they laughed la
so mean okay haha
and they got this male teacher who wore specs,
center parting and got a mole at the side la haha
got ji ko pek male teachers in their school also haha
their school teachers all sock sock one haha
okay they were damn funny la haha
i think you wouldn't be happy,
if i'm there

went to fairprice with liling
to buy pads haha
was like choosing what brand la
and she wanna have a night use and a day use separately la haha
and finally kotex!

then home
i's always hate the bus trip to home
cause i'll think stupid things
i'm just not right
i just don't sound okay

tmr got the badminton game!
jiaping!
remember to bring the badminton rackets for me and yimei!

heng ah tmr no history!
cause i'm not done with my assignments haha
i need history notes to do my assignments
anyone have the germany's history notes?!?
i need it urgently!

shitty la the pbl, our group haven't even started la
and next week monday's the dateline la
i need options by tmr!

i wasted my free day without training
and tmr there's training
i don't seems to be treasuring
cause you're not treasuring

i will, if you give me the chance
don't you worry, i'll be there for you silently

it's a saddening ending of a beautiful story

dark is the best;

slept at 0000

woke up at 0530

rained

lrt got technical problem
tio gay la
and there's this aunty damn kaopei la
i don't know is it her mind 'sock' or not la
she just kept complaining la tsk
i thought i was late,
but qianru's later than me

reached school
went to canteen with charmaine
ate breakfast
tricia they all went back first
somehow i hate you
waicheng's bag and file with us
wanna call her
but her handphone's in her file la
in the end she came to rescue her bag and file la haha
we ate slowly
until the first bell gone la
tanya was later than us
then we went up to class

ginny and katrina laughed la tsk haha

our chairperson always said this sentence
"heh i very worried leh"
she always worried about things one la haha

morning assembly's in homeroom
our vp mrs woo, is that her name? forgot le la
she threatened us okay
if we are not in homeroom in time
the venue will change to hall and audi la tsk

saw waimun,
she cut her hair haha

f&n
did worksheets
mrs ong forgot that the class test suppose to be today
and so the class test is postpone to next week haha

history
sighs it's shitty man
i did my assignments wrongly la
have to do it all over again la tsk
why is it always me?!? haiyer

english
me and liling just slept la
we don't know what to do
asked 'butter' and 'kaya'
they were quite iritated okay
but i made them laughed la haha
in the end we must write one paragraph of something la
just need four or five senstences, and i don't know
so i wrote above 10 sentences la haiyer
waste my time and effort la tsk

poa
learned purchases journal today
was quite easy la
but very can make me confuse la

recess
i hate people who likes to give up halfway okay
you messed up everything
no mood to play ball
no mood to chat with anyone
no mood for everything la
because of _______ yeah
i just wanna be alone la yeah
i wanna talk to her
i wanna help her
you're sad, so am i

pc
at housecraft room
waited outside
wendy, you shouldn't have tell me anything
cause i really can't decide for her
it's up to her ownself, her choice.
you're uncontrolable already, sorry i can't help
chat with xuewen for the whole period
don't worry, somehow i understood how you feel.

two periods of bio
in bio lab,
not doing experiments today
our class is really beyond hope le la
all the noisy people went to toilet,
the class really became very quiet la
we almost made mrs lee cry la
her face was so damn red
the last three rows,
were he noisiest group in the class la
including me of course
i'm very quiet okay,
i just likes to watch free exciting shows you see
the lesson was so boring
so me and liling slept la
then mr borey bang the table so loud la tsk
my ears will get deaf de la
he should thanks us for sleeping ah
so we won't make noise or do stupid things to irritate teachers ma
krystal and mr boey's conversation were damn funny la
shall not blog too much nonsense
cause teachers do read blog la

i'm kind,
i'm gonna help liling do her work haha

after school
i'm worried about you

went tiong
no appetite to eat anything
so yeah didn't eat anything
chat with lynn

then went to bukit merah
alighted with liling first
chat with her
then slowly walked to the polyclinic
liling dropped her stunt okay
and i happened to kick it haha
so i gave her earstick la yeah

is huiwen ill?
go polyclinic for?
to get mc la haha

went to walked around
went to mickey miao shop again la
i'm not interested haha
and i just wanna be mute haha

at the interchange,
this huiwen and lynn made me very pek chek la
took bus back
tio gay inside the bus la tsk
i'm not dinosaur okay haha

haiyer i think i saw her again la

reached tiong
went to second level suona to find them
tricia knew the story le
a molesting case haha

waiting for wanqiu to come

wanqiu came
had a chat with her
she's emotional affected la
take it easy,
chill yeah

took train with lynn
in future she's gonna go home with me la haha
gay tio...

i need the history notes
and audreywong asked me back again la haiyer haha
you won't be yourself if you don't get the truth out your chest
don't worry, i'll always be there for you
to cheer you up, to make you happy(:

haha geraldlyn likes my name!

tmr got the badminton thingy la
not ready at all
think about it
i'm quite fared up

i'll never trust anyone now, not even you
why you betrayed my trust for you? )':

forcing myself to turn blind
so i won't be a fool and see the truth

can i don't make a choice?
it's really hard

last night chat with tricia
i never concentrate on her conversation haha
cause i'm chatting online yeah
and she's really irritated la

anyway i have no comments for cresentia from 3R la
i really don't know her at all la
she added me
and ask weird questions okay

i'm very tired
went offline
then MUST do my maths homework la
not because i'm hardworking
but somehow i'm lazy to copy people's work la
and i realised inverse variation is easy la

woke up at 0530
i'm still tired

met qianru
amanda's not coming
i guessed she woke up late la
if can, try to contact us next time

reached school
i'm hungry
like for the first time i'm hungry in the morning okay
i had nuggets for my breakfast haha
cause maybe i saw tricia ate ah,
then somehow i'll be hungry la haha

morning assembly
gwen and felissa sang for national anthem la
and they were laughing la
mr chandran was upstairs
he's very far away from us
so somehow i felt that he's watching us haha
and sihui missed ginwei la haha

two periods of chemistry
i'm really really tired la
my eyes barely can open la
anyway today's a tired day la
cause some of my classmates also slept la
anyway i know how to calculate okay
but it's quite confuse la
geraldlyn kept disturbing me la
she kept asking me "how? how? how?"
actually i also don't know la
let me think first haha
and she kept shaking me,
until i can't sleep la

anyway nowadays she kept staring and smiling at me la
and i don't know her at all

maths
i handed in my homework haha
i'm a guai kia!
today learned a new chapter
don't know what title la
but it seems to be quite easy la
nowadays, i don't have difficulties for my maths already
cause ms sim is back! haha

pe
went pe
cause if i don't
mean i can't go training either
so might as well go lo
liling showed me something,
and it's so shocking okay
did circuit,
and happily the shuttle run was so horrible la
everyone's running at their slow pace la haha
and so do i
somehow i like to skip,
cause i miss haha

recess
ate with alex
finished le
went up to see 3J's dance
they got pissed i think
cause we were too noisy haha
and i realised everytime tricia saw me,
the first thing she will do is kick my leg
sighs you all were being unreasonable okay

me and waicheng gang up to bully sherlyn la haha

cme
the same tuesday again
me and liling realised every tuesday after recess
the period from 1145 to 1230
is always going slow la
cause ms lee just kept talking la
never let us do any activities la
she just kept saying her speech la
wah 'nian jing' until yimei slept la
i'm not sleepy la
cause i'm quite high during recess
so it keeps me awake
and i just anyhow handed in my anyhow homework la haha

poa
mrs wong and ginwei's conversation is funny la
i forgot le la
but it's funny yeah
went through worksheets
and i almost got full marks okay
cause i'm lazy to write the being... one la
mrs wong - "girls ah, some teachers omplained that you all very rude la"
then everyone started to explained what happen and complaining la
everyone - "confirm the bio or chinese teachers right? say leh"
mrs wong - "i won't tell"
then that time ginwei was talking non stop
mrs wong - "ginwei stop talking can, always talk that why
always go to canteen and buy drinks right?"
anyway mrs wong gave us a clue le
it's about the canteen incident
so it's confirm the bio teachers complained de la tsk
we're comparing nametags la haha
anyway i remembered i need to do nametag for a girl yeah

chinese
saw sherlyn walked into the class ah
suay ah!
anyway this was what happen okay
very scary la
i was sitting down quietly
and this sherlyn suddenly floated from her seat
to my seat la
and she's on the floor okay
i didn't notice her at all
then i felt someone touching my legs okay
i thought is mosquitoes or something la
but it's sherlyn la!
omg i got molested by her again okay
wa liao scare me la
kimberly and cheryl starts to throw small pieces of plastics
that they cut out from the cover of the table la
threw at me and liling again la
then we cut small pieces of rubbers to throw at them la
ginwei my mei ah helped me revenge la
in the end she got caught by teacher
and was sent to sit at the front la haha
today i read out loud the chinese story from the textbook okay
and it sounds weird haha
and i knew kimberly's chinese name okay
'TIAN HUI" HAHA

after school
stayed back for lunch
had lunch with sherlyn they all
okay if wanling and alex were there
then i'll be the innocent one yeah
sherylpat and amandatan!
you two watch out ah
anyway i'm being VERY kind okay
must appreciate hor
i don't like to queue up la haha
so i waited until no one's queuing at the stall
and i went to buy my food

went up to the hall
played badminton with andreytan, yossie and karuna la
i partnered audreytan la
and we just kept laughing la haha

waited for the dance
patrick said our training will start at 1600
cause his class will be dancing haha

3B first
omg their dance were cute okay
puiyee danced very nice
sheryl's too short
and she's standing at the back la
how to see her la
qianru's at the front la
i liked their costume haha
black and white!
and they enjoyed the dance, good!
smile all the way!

3D
okay la
but quite plain yeah
ZHIHUI the zhu danced until very nice okay
she's so cute haha
don't be sad okay
cheer up la
you really danced very well la
is just that the judges cock eye haha

3J
omg evangeline's so pretty la
alot of people said she's pretty okay
and she danced very nice la
i guessed alot of actives or bungs nose bleed le la haha
got people say rebecca pretty also haha
but they didn't enjoy the dance la
everyone's quite down la yeah
and i guess, izzati learned it last minute?
she's really nervous la
people chill okay, you all dance very nice
but the judges cock eye la
their costume were very colourful la yeah
maybe it's you im noticing only

3C & 3E combine yeah
cherene's very 'handsome' la haha
she's glowing haha
and patrick wanna be the popstar la eeyer

3A
watched a little only la
but i think their dance was last minute also la
results!

3B and combine 3C & 3E were in la
people don't sad okay
don't cry yeah

training starts
did lay ups
everyone's not serious la sighs

played matches cause it's gonna rain
sighs i really don't know what's happening to me
nowadays i'm can't concentrate at all
sighs after listening to what pat said
maybe it's time i really have to make a choice,
a final decision
cause i can't balance at all
but sighs i really don't know la
i'm not worth the placing
sighs i'm really very pek chek that time
i'm not being myself
cause my mind was somewhere else
HAIYER TSK IT'S SHITTY MAN
i'm always looking at that direction

after training
anna's birthday coming
17th of july
and qianru birthday is on 18th of july yeah
you all just add oil on fire la

stop guessing la, both of you will never know

went to tiong with amanda, qianru and wanling
went to kfc for dinner
i don't know a buddy meal,
four people can eat la haha
wanling and qianru's helping amanda to make prank calls la haha

took cab with amanda and qianru
saw qianru's cute bung ah haha
dropped amanda at clementi first
i don't know whose she's meeting la
but she claimed that is her brother okay
and qianru don't believe la haha
she thinks that is _______ la lol

then took cab to bukit panjang
alighted at the bus stop
accompanied qianru home la
chat yeah
then took lrt back yeah
maybe she's like you, i don't know

was on the phone with tricia
don't worry, nothing happen to me
i never hide anything from you yeah

tmr got two periods of bio!
can play the teachers la haha
okay i'm mean but tmr gonna be a fun day!

i need to start on my pbl le la
next monday's dateline le la
i don't wanna lose marks
as it's 20% of the exam total marks
i need options!

you're always letting me feel what i don't wanna feel
):

i need both badly,
i can't lose either one

I LOVE WENDY NG!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINEYEO!

last night or even this very early morning
watched world cup italy - france
0200am - 0500am la
actually is 0200 to 0400 de
but they kept drawing la
so extend another 30 mintues
but still draw
so penalty kicks lo
france and italy were okay one
but one of the france player kicked too high and hit the goal
zidane's head made of gold one la
he used his head and knocked one of the italy's player okay
haiyo i had a shocked la
he's a good player but lack of discipline la
i'm in love with germany's goalkeeper KAHN haha

sighs i support france
but i bet my money on italy la haha

rained

she's all i care, nobody else

the match ended at 0500am
actually can end earlier de
but they were happy then kept jumping around wasting time lo
i was like "hurry take the world cup la!"
so i slept for 30 minutes lo
30 minutes is like never sleep la
but cause i don't know what to do with that 30 mintues
so yeah slept

damn tired la
my eyes can close anytime, anywhere, anyhow la

morning assembly in the hall
as it rained
heng never sit beside tricia and sherlyn ah
or else i can't sleep de

two periods of english
i just slept through out lo
then don't know what game are they playing
i was sleeping then suddenly banu woke me up
mr ng asked me a question...
i don't understand plus i don't know
so had to go to the back of the class lo
actually quite a lot of people came to the back of the class la
liling, ginwei and kaya were there before me le la
then don't know what red card one la haha
yimei said mr ng 'ka you' one la haha

maths
haha don't look down on me okay
judytan knows how to solve it de

ss
ms vino was quite in a bad mood today la
we did quiz
actually we can study a bit before the quiz
but i was sleeping la
i can't concentrate as i was too tired
so i didn't do well for my quiz la
anyway it's just a quiz la

recess
no appetite
went up to history class
tricia and sherlyn came up
haiyer they pulled me to fourth level okay tsk

history
germany again la tsk
finally i hand up my assignments haha

two periods of chinese
did composition
about don't know what education one la
i wanna do fast
so i got a lot of free time
to either sleep or play la
xuewen sat on my thighs again
damn pain la
and she cannot talk to _____ or ______
cause someone said so haha

after school
actually i wanna go home and sleep de
but i promised lynn i will stay back la
so sighs
stayed in school to wait for huiwen
i never plan to see her dance la

sat outside her class
sorry,
but i just wanna be alone yeah

finally when they were waiting to dance
went for lunch la
i'm damn hungry okay
we all ate the same thing
okay something funny happen la
between carmen and sherlyn la
anyway i'm not suppose to blog la
or else sherlyn will murder me haha
i slept when they were sleeping la
it's like i slept for the whole day okay

went tiong
they went to walk walk la
i'm very tired okay
so i went home
saw audreytan at the mrt station

took bus 75
saw audreywong and bernice
audreywong didn't see me
but i think bernice spotted me la

at bukit panjang interchange
singapore is so so small okay
saw someone
he remembered me still
i'm so tired until i almost fainted okay

went for dinner
ate beef steak
and i slept on the table la
seriously i have been sleeping the whole day
like anytime, anywhere, anyhow la

sighs tmr got training again la
i dread trainings!
i don't know whether i can make it or not

i really want my wish to come true, i hope you can fufill for me

you made me feel, mysteries all over you