Friday, June 30, 2006

when will you wake up,

i hate my sister's handphone okay
got the light thing ah
always shine shine one la
people wanna sleep also cannot la
somemore in green colour okay

i dragged myself out of bed la
like what i said
i can sleep anywhere
anytime
anyhow yeah

i reached qianru's place first
amanda came second
then when we two were waiting for qianru
there were this two guys that are mad la
one was full of hair around his face
and he's talking to a cat okay omg la
then this second guy came towards me
and don't know talk what shit la
then i just kept shaking my head lo yeah
early in the morning kana scare by this two mad guys la

morning assembly
this sherlyn ah
wa liao she damn irritating okay
whitening cream! haha
farzana ran away on the day of syf i think
and she got scolded by ms quek and francis i think

felissa and tanya absent la
i think they both were lazy la yeah
and not sick la haha

english
was copying notes for the first period
then second period i slept la yeah
liling didn't okay
like so surprise la
the first time she's not sleeping la
and when the lessons like so boring la

ss
teaching each other lo
i'm not very fluent la
elaine also haha
practically i can highlight the whole textbook already la
as in every words la

chemistry
hahahahahahah okay sat beside sihui is real fun la
she's funny okay
she's like talking and talking and talking non-stop la
and here's the conversation
ms phee was talking about "NaCl"
then sihui said as "NA C LIAO!"
means normal academic die liao haha
another one she asked me...
she - "how NOKIA come about?"
me - "don't know"
she - "a guy without a son la"
she - "NO KIA hahahahahah!"
she's damn nonsensical la
and she burned the plastic that covers our tables la
her masterpeice la

whenever i see you
my heart got weaken

recess
alex spilled the food la
how careless can she be
and it's the disgusting salad again la tsk
went up with liling they all
liling kept screaming okay
cause sheena kept tickling her la

maths
learned rotation today
it's fun la
but easy to make careless mistakes yeah

poa
went through papers
mrs wong is the karoke queen okay
she almost sing for us la
the wind was so strong?!?
papers kept flying here and there

assembly
so boring la
slept in the hall lo
what else?

went to canteen waited for wanling and alex
went to the bus stop
cause wanna go tiong
but don't feel like
so went back to school
finally saw meifen like for once la
she kept ponning school right? haha
and ate western stuffs
damn boring when waiting for training to start

patrick got something on
so sharonlee took us
she never really take us la
but only ordered joanne to lead us la

ran 3 rounds around the track
warm up only
then did lay ups
practically, we laughed through out la
never serious once la
then played match
don't have the mood to run or really play la
cause everyone's not serious yeah
and people please turn up for next week trainings
cause without 10 people
we can't play matches la yeah
don't be lazy! haha

ended at 1700 la
so early okay
accompanied wanling to the bus stop yeah
alex you okay?
so went to tiong mac
meet anissa jiamin and liling
we had a good talk okay haha
jovy joined us
then lynn and sherlyn came
talked to lynn
met yishan and lingling
lingling damn bhb la hahahah
yishan got one ticket from lynn
they both will be going tmr
then tricia came
sherlyn damn irritating la
she and her stupid stickers okay haha

damn tired
so went home la
rather than rot and slack there
reached home at 2030
sighs tmr got syf okay
and somemore must wake up early for breakfast la
tsktsk haha

yeah i'm tired le
no mood to blog anything la
no comments either
tmr's a long day
a brand new day yeah

i think i know what to do next

come so far, i can't go back

i'd cross my heart and hope to die
but i'm heading for a fall

darn hell tired in the morning la
i can sleep anywhere
anytime
anyhow la haha

met qianru
amanda got her dad to fetch

qianru needs to leave school at 0800am
for some stuffs la

accompanied zhenyi to canteen to buy drink

ate sweets during poa
marie-ann brought for us la
sighs got homework again la

me and liling just slept throughtout the
chinese class la
mr ng didn't nag or scold la
he didn't even wake us up la
he's nice for today only

slept during english class also
mr steven ng never wake us up la
maybe he knows that we were tired today la
whatever he talks about is pbl la
anyway our group darn slack la yeah
the dateline is on 17th of july la yeah

learned enlargement during maths lesson
it's easy la
cause ms shirley sim taught us ma haha
i paid full attention la

okay i didn't know she msged during lesson time la

recess
qianru's back la
darn fast okay
anyway amanda reached school at 0945am la
cause she's sick
i was like thinking since it's like that then as well
don't need to come to school la
played ball with marie-ann

tricia came down all the way from 3rd level to f&n class la
just to look for wendy okay

f&n
oh shit man
our teacher and class changed la
now our teacher is mrs ong la
i miss mdm lim okay
i want mdm lim okay haha
actualyl mrs ong is okay la
not really strict la
but she don't have a sense of humour la
when she said something funny
people laughed
and she will say "why you all laugh, funny meh?"
haiyer
and i realised her kitchen is damn clean okay
the air there is fresh too
mdm lim's kitchen damn dirty
and air isn't fresh at all la yeah

haha okay something funny happen la
cause our class got six people absent
so some units are without partners
so she said "those who don't have partners,
please stand up."
xuewen stood up la
then mrs ong can't see her okay
cause she thought xuewen was sitting down la
hahahahahah xuewen's short la
i was like laughing until siao la
and mrs ong called me "elainetan" okay
haiyer insulting me la haha

okay so i partnered xuewen
i don't have a choice okay
if i have i wouldn't partner her la
i did EVERYTHING okay
she just stood there like princess la
she complains at everything la
tsktsk darn bimbo okay
and she broke my egg! tsk

after our salad's ready
we threw it away haha

went to great world with liling
to return something
chat with her

back to tiong
someone kept looking at me and liling la
then we asked each other "you know her ah?"
and we both don't know her la

sherlyn joined us
so we three went to kfc to have lunch
and okay over there sherlyn molested me again la haha
okay it's funny there la

then went to the coniema toilet
me and liling noticed that she got a pair of new socks
wanna know why?
she got pe today
and her old socks got HOLES!
so she brought new ones haha
steph koh too haha
me and liling chok ka peng ah

then went to the air-con suona at the second level
they came up yeah
clarice came too
don't feel like walking the pasa malam

walked around tiong
then went to ntuc
walked here and there

then lynn sherlyn and tricia went home
then me liling and clarice took bus home

slept in the bus la
and i don't wish people to call me at that time
to disturb me la haha

reached home quite early today la
1930?
cause i'm tired yeah

sighs tmr got training
and saturday is the syf opening ceremony la
it's like i have free time for today only la
but wasted la

everyone just tell me different stories
everyone just changed
not like before
shooting themselves with guns
though they were not enermies
but misunderstandings brought them to who they are now
they were as close as twins
but not anymore
it's time to forgive
and let it go
let bygones be bygones

like what i said
follow what your heart says
don't care what _____ thinks about her la
cause i don't think she even give a darn about it la

sighs i waited
but it's wasted

just let me go for my sanity
put me out of misery

And she'll look me up, when she's doing fine

world cup results!
england - ecuador
1 - 0
portugal - netherlands
1 - 0

today's matches
italy - australia
switzerland - ukraine

last night i turned in very early la
i sewed my belt before i sleep la yeah
i'm not excited to go back to school

today's morning assembly was an unusual one la
no checkings done la
and i realised stc girls were very guai okay
most of them belt suddenly skyhigh
hair suddenly so black la haha

first period in homeroom class
was rather boring la
omg xuewen damn heavy la
she sat on my thighs
and she moved here and there la
damn pain?
and people no misunderstandings please
we are just friends yeah
geraldlyn also bullied me la

bio in bio lab
got a new teacher
wasn't listening at all la
was writing stupid things on paper with geraldlyn la
when i'm bored, i can do anything weird la haha

history
history or the germany
all i knew is world cup! haha
slept halfway through la
liling saw me slept
she also slept la
haha mr tan being nice la
he didn't wake us up
so i had a nice sleep

someone gave me chocolates haha
it's coffee de lol

maths
did transformation la
ms low is gone
so finally ms sim is back
and finally i can concentrate if she teaches yeah

i didn't had anything during recess
was like rushing
everyone was like so busy on the hardcourt la
walking here and there
shouting here and there la
i was smsing and i thought ms sim saw
so i hide it under my pants
ms sim - "judy stand up"
i stood up
ms sim - "i wanna see your pants"
me - "oh okay"
ms sim - "your pants is nice, it looks nice on you"
me - "oh okay"
wa liao heng ah i hurried hide my phone in my VERY big pocket
of my pants la

felissa took the same size as me
sihui and tanya kept complaining that the shirt and pants were big
when it looks fine on them la
cause they always wear all the VERY short pants or sleeveless shirt ma
and they were like complaining so warm la
they all so ma fan la
placed our bags in the audi
and i WILL bring my handphone along
in case...yeah...

ginwei pa dao bu si ah
she brought two packets of milk
plus a packet of food la

waited at the foyer for bus
and we were the last bus la
means we're the last to reach there
but it's better la
cause i don't want to wait under the hot sun at the stadium
i rather wait under the shade at the foyer
chatted with yossie
haha i asked her stupid questions la
and she's suspecting something lol
nothing happen la
i'm just asking for fun la
audreytan came and joined in
she's a catcher okay
so don't play play with her ah haha

bus came
i let marie-ann sit in the seat la
i sat on the steps in front of her
i just hope that she won't fall on me can le
it's felt no difference
but the engine made my ass itch la
so i exchanged with ginwei la
and she felt her ass itch too haha

at the stadium
chatted with lynnong
like two weeks never see her can
full dress rehersal la
yeah standing and sitting always la
other schools participate also la
nanhua! wonder xiaowei and yifang inside nort haha

i slept during the marching thingy la
liling also la
but awhile only la
it's damn boring la
can they march faster?!?
oh anyway when the people on the march had to wait
for the choir to dance and sing finish
alot of people fainted and yeah
if like that ah
no one's left on the field le la
cause maybe they were acting sick?!? haha
but yeah the weather's really warm la
everyone was relieved when the sun got blocked by the clouds la
but when it came back...sighs...haha

when you are right under the sun
will you put on a cap on hat?
i won't la cause i will feel more cooling la

break
didn't really eat la
one quarter only la
they food not nice
plus i somehow no appetite la
was chatting with xuanya la

back to dance again
wendy changed seat
this time the weather's okay la
nto that warm already
cause it's 1600 plus sun
so it's healthy tanning yeah

haha me and liling kept using pong pong
to disturb ezaty and rebecca la
and evangeline just kept laughing la

got one time
when we were dancing the colours song
when it's blue time
i shouted "blue!"
and no one shouted la
i was the only one la
then after i shouted blue, i went "ahem" haha
and they laughed la tsk

okay there's this weird girl behind me
she just kept talking to me
touching me
and playing with me la
when i don't even know her at all la
she's scary okay
liling saw also la

we danced from sun rise to sun set la haha
and chelsy got tanned okay
her cheeks were so red haha
don't worry let's be me
i'm the tannest haha

this puiyoong kept looking at me ah
hinting ah haha

ariel got braces
and i just kept cheesing to her haha

and fiona and resa kept walking my lane la
especially chin la
so irritating okay haha
and she held me cause she almost fall haha

and after everything finish
rebecca and evangeline kept pushing me down the stairs la
tsk want me to fall?!?
not so easy de la haha

we were the last to leave the stadium la
when we left the stadium,
it's like night time le?!?
we left at about 1920
listened to mp3 with wendy la
haha titanic is not really that saddening eh?

reached school at 1950 la
finally left the school it's like 2000 le la
almost all my classmates were on the bus 195 la
being noisy la
i had to take to great world and change bus
so i didn't alight at tiong
when they left each one of them
just made my hair messy
pinched my cheeks la
like don't need money one la haha

took 75 back
slept awhile only la
cause sms until cannot sleep la
i had to buy my own dinner
as what my dad said la
i should have go to tiong and have dinner with them la
tsk so i takeaway from mac

reached home like 2145 le?!?
sighs i hurried up rushed la
cause i'm really tired le
packed my bag
got everything ready
online just to update my blog,
reply testimonials lo
i don't have the energy to do my maths homework la
tmr then do?!?

jolene wrote letters to each of us in our team
i didn't read at all la
later then i read la
cause i'm really like rushing la
i didn't even watch a second of my television la tsk

tmr got training?!?
sighs tired la
oh my gosh i think i laughed too much le
and i got cough now la
gonna fall sick again la
just watch man

tmr is tricia's brithday
HAHAHA!

maybe you're thinking too much?
cause she wouldn't won't treasure this friendship
cause she's close to you in the past
and you don't have to feel scared,
when you see her la
just treat her as a normal friend lo
maybe chat with her like you used to be

yeah make it clear to her asap
don't drag it on anymore
it will only hurt yourself and not her
cause obviously she's two timing you la
she's not worth your waiting

i will try my best no matter what
'one fine day' is getting nearer
what happens in my dream,
it's always what i wanted it to happen

i never thought that i would be lucky to behold your trust

Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
It's time to try anything to be with you

world cup results!
germany - sweden
2 - 0
argentina - mexico
2 - 1

today's matches
england - ecuador
portugal - netherlands

woke up kinda early la
actually i can go town with sherlyn and tricia
but yeah i don't want
don't feel like going out today

lunched

my sister had tuition
so i went online
since no one snatching with me yeah
oh chatted with her
played minesweeper with her too
we got draw
2 - 2 haha
but i'd improved okay

my dad's making a fuss again la

watched virtues of harmony
okay it's funny
sighs had to wait for next week then can watch again la
it seems so long

went online after that again
someone's finally online la
never chat with her a long time le la
she can be very naggy one la haha
we were chatting about tmr la
confirm kana caught
especially belt haha
and i'm sorry k
i broke my promise la tsk

suddenly i'm quite interesting about Jesus la haha

sighs i don't wanna sew my belt leh
but tmr they CONFIRM will check one la
will can caught again la
my hair no difference right
it's long already k
but still i wanna see my friends after a long time haha

i'm looking for the song 'love me' la

sighs tmr gonna be a long day la
i'm lacking of sleep already la

why make yourself so miserable?
when you could have been happy till now?

don't be depressed
don't hide it
cause you wouldn't be yourself until
you got the truth off your chest

i didn't know you actually waited up for my call
i'm really sorry
sighs i broke my promise sorry
i wouldn't forgive myself
why did you waited?
sighs i'm sorry sorry sorry

remember we'd be up all night
talking till the morning light
like the way it used to be
that simple days just you and me
remember we used to laugh and say
no one else could get in our way
i'll be there for you always,
to shelter your pain
i may not say those words anymore
but maybe i can make it my way
the answer lies within your heart, girl.

I know when I go i'll be on my way to you
The way thats true
All my life i've waitied

All my life i've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do

world cup results!

ukraine - tunisia
1 - 0
Saudi Arabia - spain
0 - 1
Switzerland - korea
2 - 0
togo - france
0 - 2

today's matches

germany - sweden
currently scores is 2 - 0

argentina - mexico

last night chat with alot of people yeah

woke up at 1430 in the afternoon
actually i wanna sleep more de yeah
my sister went for church early in the morning la

went for lunch
i'm kinda piss by all the maths la

sharon and lin are going la yeah
alex and wanling not going la
cause they already got the bad impression
of the opening ceremony la

audreytan wanted me to go for the closing ceremony
to cheer for her?!?
haha nah!
congrats then!

didn't went to the closing ceremony
because of... yeah

okay the world is so so small
i saw someone from stc
she smiled at me
so i smiled at her lo
i saw her before
from npcc and it's a councillor
but oops i forgot her name

went out for dinner

then went to somewhere
to buy stuffs
oh i brought chocolates

tricia called
i'm being lame with her
and i said something to her la
omg against my conscience man
hate it haha

wendy called and ask me whether i'm free?
for? haha

reached home at 0015 la
not tired
but still i'm lacking of sleep la yeah

i realised suddenly i knew alot of things
that i shouldn't have
cause it's so shocking

why are you acting strong when you can't?
don't deny no more

don't force yourself to do something
that torture yourself k

stop acting big when you can't even act
everyone hates it

just don't care what other people thinks
or feels about you
just do what you think is right yeah

sighs forget it
i SWEAR i won't say anything next time
in case scares you yeah
i rather keep my mouth shut
i took the courage
sometimes spoken words do scares people
nah just don't blame yourself no more
if you still insist, then up to you
i don't have the right to concern either
i felt like a fool
how stupid can i be
sorry

sighs i'm thinking stupid things again

Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?

Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNGOH!

world cup results!

czech republic - italy
0 - 2
ghana - usa
2 - 1
croatia - australia
2 - 2
japan - brazil
1 - 4
haha alex i won the bet!

today's matches
ukraine - tunisia
Saudi Arabia - spain
Switzerland - korea
togo - france

helen's sistr damn irritating la
she liked to play with keyboard
and i'm influeneced by her la
so i played with her too
her sister damn tok kong la
she don't feel tired de la
she won la tsk
haha i let her sister won de la

last night i offline quite early
cause i'm tired yeah
too tired to call tricia also la

woke up at 0530 la
oh my gosh i can sleep anywhere la

went to meet amanda and qianru
qianru's in pe tee la
amanda wasn't there
she haven't even wake up until i called her la
her alarm clock didn't ring la
and she rushed okay
i called her at 0630
then she turn up at 0650 la
she showered also le la
damn fast haha
anyway qianru's the odd one out
amanda wore the costume haha

took cab to school
as usual slept inside the cab
i'm too tired la
heavy rain la
yimei kept calling me la

reached school quite late la
they were all in the hall le
everyone looked like singapore flag haha

felissa's clique not there again la

i didn't bring my phone along la
very troublesome la
what if lost la
so i rather left it in my bag in the hall la
went to foyer to wait for bus
was like chatting again
and maybe one of the class will kana king kong haha
i think a lot la

most of us slept in the bus

reached the stadium
wa liao the seats were all wet can
and we had to sit la
my pants dum dum one
we got our permanent seat le i think
oh my gosh tricia just right behind me la
she bet with helen that she won't talk to me
but in the end she did la
she somemore strangled and disturb me with pong pong la
haiyer haha
xuanya ezaty audreywong and rebecca
were infront of me
okay as usual we were damn noisy la
lin's behind me too
i could see amanda also

No you shouldn't have feelings for me

i realised 3J girls damn quiet okay
anyway audreywong can't see cheeyang haha
cause she's in malaysia on wed la
so sad haha

1000 we start!
okay this time wendy molested me again!
oh i like the finale song 'reach beyond' haha

break time!
today was sausage bread!
damn nice okay
we were like taking a lot like no one's business la
and i don't know jenny leong's aiming good sia

people threw the bread here and there la
and some innocent people got hit la
some even threw bottles with water la
poor rachel
she cried okay
haiyer so poor thing la
she's innocent la

today we end early
around 1130

haiyer i stepped on a paddle of water in the grass la
thanks to nikita la hahaha

reached school
collected our bags in the hall
then i feel like going home and sleep
and not going to helen's house la
i'm really tired

but in the end chat with _____at the bus stop
in the bus
saw dorcas and rebecca they all la
saw xuewen also
chatting with _____ la

i ate too many sausage bread le
i'm bloated
i can't stuff in lunch in my stomach le
no appetite too

went to sweettalk with _____
brought coffee ice blended
tiong's sweettalk is the best la
better than jurong point one la
everytime i got coffee ice blended,
i only got one emotion yeah

then we sat down at the 6th floor
chat damn a lot la haha
someone msg her
she damn scared la haha

then went kfc with her
she ate cheesefries haha
tehn we were laughing again la
whatever i said
she will laughed until
she will puke with water
or choke with water la haha

then sent her to the bus stop
just nice her bus came haha

went home la
slept in the bus
tricia called me
i asked her don't disturb me,
cause i wanna sleep haha

reached home
audreytan called me
she got the champion for captain's ball under 18 la
omg so amazing can
i thought she's joking with me la

you damn kao pei leh
not as if the place you buy one right
just keep your mouth shut la
not as if you're not _____ la
sometimes you can be really nice
sometimes you can be really mean
i hate you heartless

maybe whatever i gave you
are all bad impression of me
i'm sorry
maybe both you and i are suppose to be different i guess
i was _____ at that time
i just can't deny

i saw the neos on your handbook
but sorry i only treat you as a friend
that's all, not much
honestly, i knew it long ago
but no matter what i can't accept you
cause it's best if we stay like this forever yeah
i'm sorry

maybe you are strong outside, but weak inside
i will try my best to understand you
cause no one understands you at all
whatever you are now or in the past is not i want
i didn't know that you sacrificed for me alot in the past
everything you did is all because of me
but sorry it's all my fault for don't know how to treasure you
it's not worth it, it's really not
i'm not there when you need me,
don't you cry, i'm sorry
let me ask you one question
what you really want in your life?

actually she didn't really treasure a good friend like you
you can really be trusted
but she just didn't know that
actually till now you still protecting her silently
but it's really too bad she took you for granted
you think really very simple la haha
maybe lead a simple and happy life is the best

have you ever thinks that she's two timing you?
but nevermind can see you really loved her a lot
love is blind la
hope you won't get hurt

So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you

world cup results!

iran - angola
1 - 1
portugal - mexico
2 - 1
Côte d'Ivoire - Serbia and Montenegro
3 - 2
netherlands - argentina
0 - 0

today's matches
czech republic - italy
ghana - usa
croatia - australia
japan - brazil
interesting match man!
alex support japan
while i support brazil la

last night chat with someone
maybe she's the only one i can trust now
and i hope nothing same will happen again la

last night chat with meifen online
she told me something
so i told her too
so she must shh...

woke up at 1000 la
my mother said don't need le la
i'm late la
when i'm suppose to meet amanda and qianru
at petir lrt at 1030 la

so went straight to jurong point
jolene was there

saw the basketballers
then joyce
then the nanhua girls

me and joyce walked to mac
amanda they all not there yet la
they all went straight to NTU la
i think lin forgot to tell me la

alex brought chocolate ice blended
from mc cafe
nice la

while waiting for lin and brina
alex accompanied me to sweettalk and buy coffee ice blended
but sad la there don't have la
not as many as tiong one
so i brought dessert

lin and brina came
and takeaway from mac
went to NTU
at the bus interchange
talking about jersey numbers and colours haha

saw the queensway guys
but why not no 6?

saw krystal
why she's not playing ah?
she wore orange shirt la
her team FAITH haha
damn pink!
pink is a nice colour la

why am i like that again?

reached there
they were there le
start of the cup league

we had only two matches
played with yuhua
they were good la
but we were just lucky la
won them by one point

the second match against lili team
okay la
amanda didn't run la haha
so slack

when xiaowei shoots
she will stick out her butt la
and i think if she got really trained by a coach
she can really be better than anyone la

joanne's and wanling's teams played against each other
they weren't laughing la
they were so serious
and some misunderstandings do happen

we got four stc teams
only our team went into semi finals la
but confirm will kana kick out de la

there were a lot of schools there
so me and joanne try to get numbers from the schools
to arrange friendly matches in our school for the b div
and i went to ask this guy coach number la
cause he is the coach from guangyang
and everyone was like "wah judy ah!"
wah please la just help joanne ask only la
think too much la lol

haha me and puiyoong teased amandatan la

we played again don't know what team la
but they got a coach la
sighs but we lost by one point la
so heartbroken can

amandatan and puiyoong promised me will treat me
ice kachang if i win la sighs

amandatan damn naggy la
haha she kept saying the referre baised la

then took bus
we took double decker bus
non air-con de
then when i'm at the second level
i saw a double decker air-conditioned bus la
right at the back la
this is the result of being too kan chiong la haha

amandatan wanna play percussion la
she wanna challenge me la haha

haha nanhua followed us la
i don't even know la lol

went to kopitiam
but no seat again
cause that time is dinner time ma
so we went to kfc

shared popcorn chicken with amanda
haha okay they start to shoot each other
ice using a straw again la
nanhua joined in again also la
okay i'm innocent
none of my business haha
but damn funny la haha

i promised amandatan to play percussion with her
but i no time la
i'm sorry k
next time yeah

jolene's busy la
she's late haha
nah it's okay la

then everyone had to leave

i accompanied alex to comics connection
to get her naruto things la
ah ber den

then took train home with alex
she wanted me to accompanied her to take to outram
when i can alight at jurong east la
and she wanted me to take the red line
from outram to choa chu kang la
when i can take from jurong east la
she held my hand tight when i wanna alight at jurong east la
but i managed to alight haha

i slept in the lrt la
damn tired okay
this whole week really is booked until siao la
i'm lacking of sleep again la
when next week school starts le la

oh i forgot to sms them the results la
tsk die die liao

tmr syf is FULL DRESS REHERSAL la
oh my gosh
will be on tv la
sighs can i don't go?
i will look damn retarded with that costume la

haha finally i knew about jesus le
thanks to jolene

i miss you

we got very close this few days
i don't want anything to happen
so i will try to avoid you this few days
i'm sorry

in order to win a battle
you must have the courage to NOT fight back

Im weak, its true
Cuz i'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?

So I try to hold onto a time where nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things I've done
No I can't

world cup results!
ecuador - germany
0 - 3
costa rica - poland
1 - 2
paraguay - Trinidad and Tobago
2 - 0
sweden - england
2 - 2

today's matches
iran - angola
portugal - mexico
Côte d'Ivoire - Serbia and Montenegro
netherlands - argentina

last night chat with shahilia
i understooded how she felt de la
cause i'm good! haha
i asked her the questions
but my expression was not like hers
im bearing it
but i just can't denied inside la
honestly i do mind inside

chat on the phone with tricia and sherlyn
to me...
i think she's just making use of people
taking friends for granted yeah

slept early last night
around 0100 plus?
cause i knew i had to wake up at 0545 la
i'm tired also la

woke up at 0545 lo
it seems like i slept only five minutes can
lack of sleep la

me and amanda came at the same time
cab to school with amanda and qianru
slept in the cab la

reached school
tricia they all were in the canteen yeah

assemble on the hardcourt
sighs shit man so hard to choose
cause its still dsadvantage to me if i choose either
tricia damn niam can
irritating haha

why is she not there?
why didn't she tell me?
i was looking everywhere for her,
but she left already

asked yossie
sighs audreywong left to malaysia le
again la
malaysia very fun meh
i prefer homeland haha

we must put on the costume la

sat on the foyer waiting for bus
chatted with them
and i think it's time i face the truth
it's time i make a decision

i thought our bus is always the last
but ginny's bus was the last this time

today felissa and gwen not here la tsk

on the bus
listened to mp3 with yimei
she got nice slow songs which i like la

wa liao today full dress rehersal la
do you know how hot and complicated the contume can be?
stupid orange and green la
they never even design the costume properly la
how to cover the colour completely?
the hat ah
wah singapore colours again la

today's a nice weather
oh chee yang and theresa were there too
chee yang got a lot of fans
but theresa don't have haha
and chee yang got pimples outbreak!
cause they needed to sing a finale song
that song damn nice la
nicer than absolutely everybody can
i enjoyed it alot
and we used pong pong haha
it's very itch and pain when people hit you la

okay wendy molested me today
she touched every part of my body when she was dancing haha

okay i'm enthu today
seriously i danced la
and patrick just kept walking infront of me la
mdm lim also la
she danced okay haha
mrs michelle chua also la
still asked me to look after her bag la

tricia damn irritating la
she kept turning back
and the seat we got today in the stadium
will be the permanent seat on the day itself

1100 break time!
oh we got otah bread today la
and kaya bread
i prefer kaya bead la
it's nicer
ginwei damn kan chiong la
take more than four or five la
and we don't know heard from who
said that there is sausage bread
and i don't know who said
kelly ann disribute one
so we shouted to kelly ann
and she don't have enough strength to throw all the way up la
so she ran up cause we were quite back la
then chey!
it's otah bread la haiyer
we addicted to sausage bread le la
cause ginwei only eat the sausage and throw away the bread
and she did the same to otah bread la haha

1120 continue
i just love that finale song

haha sherylpat is one of the sixteen la lol

okay on the stage
at the very side
there was this girl really looked like sherlyn la
the hair especially from the back view
and the way she danced haha

according to what liling said
i wanna view ms phee's friendster!

1200 finish!
the choir still needed to stay back and practise more la
tsktsk poor thing
okay geraldlyn i knew who was it le
but why her?

the bus ah
warm until don't need money one la
the air-con gave out warm air la
anyway i slept in the bus la

reached school
went to hall
to get shirt and bermudas
and it's red shirt
and white shorts la
singapore colours again la
chatted with puiyoong and cherene
liling very mean to puiyoong la
and somehow i learned to forgive

oh me and liling saw someone's binder damn obvious
and she didn't bind properly la
disgusting!

wendy ginwei and jiamin
went to town
cause jiamin needs to get adidas jacket

went tiong with tricia and liling
tricia fetched sherlyn from the taxi stand
then had lunch in rajah inn
me and liling not hungry
so yeah we didn't eat
so we watched sherlyn and tricia eat la haha
wa liao they don't know table manners de la
eat until so NOISY and LOUD!
don't need money one
they kept asking us to get out
cause we irritated them
and we are irritating lol

haha after that went to sweettalk got my coffee ice blended
whenever i got coffee ice blended
i only have one feeling or emotion

then tricia and sherlyn started to argue and fight la haha
about money can
damn funny la
me and liling just sit down and watch free show
and enjoy our bubble tea la

then went into bk
liling had to go le
i'm a passive okay
and sherlyn's a successful bung haha
and should bung treat passive or
passive treat bung?
the answer is very obvious

yeah then went into mac
wa liao i treat them?!?
but no la
tricia used er ez link card money
and shelyn left with only $1 when she can left with $8 la
okay about the money thingy,
i think it's a very long story haha
lazt to blog about it la
later kana murder by tricia or sherlyn la
hahaha and we made a fool of ourselves in the mac la
i scared she pull out my sleeves la
cause she pulled her cousin's one out la
damn violent and rough la
her cousin damn innocent la
haiyer a lot of nonsense la haha

went up the bus
saw corissawong outside haha
slept in the bus
on the way home la
i'm really tired la
this whole week is booked la
haiyer i'm so not gonna go for the closing ceremony on saturday la
when the opening ceremony was a very bad and boring one
the opening ceremony already gave me a bad impression

tmr we must put in our 100% le

everyone just tell me different stories
but i still trust you no matter what
i will explained to you futhermore

it's no use hiding anymore
it's best if you express it out
cause i understood how you feel

sighs i think i need you
i wanna talk to someone
who i don't know at all
and maybe just a stranger
and that's you

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

I just wanna scream
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me

world cup results!
togo - switzerland
0 - 2
Saudi Arabia - ukraine
0 - 4
spain - tunisia
3 - 1

today's matches
ecuador - germany
current scores 0 - 2
costa rica - poland
1 - 1
paraguay - Trinidad and Tobago
sweden - england
interesting match

last night i slept quite early
0200?
cause i'm tired yeah

took train to tiong
i slept la
really tired
i can sleep while standing la

went to tiong mac
to meet them
charmaine ginwei wendy jiamin and tricia
am i late?
10 minutes late la
was crapping there again
okay actually i'm too tired to laugh
but ginwei made my day
she made me laugh and high la
her jokes damn funny okay
it shows she got a sense of humour la
the air-con inside don't need money one la
super duper cold

saw amanda and her classmates

took bus to school
waited in the canteen
liling's at the canteen
they were having netball training i think

audreytan saw me yesteday at the toa payoh sports hall la
but i didn't see her haha
anyway she's joining captain's ball
it's her church one

amandatan! rubbish dump!
xuanya had the same handphone as her
then she said xuanya copied her la haha
not like she the only one that can have that phone right

went into audi
wah the air-con also don't need money one la
haha geraldlyn sat beside me lol
i'm the last in my role la haiyer
while waiting
listening to songs from geraldlyn's ipod la
haha rest awhile la
gwen's late
i went into audi at 1030
i started my oral at 1150 la
okay i'm not fluent for my passage read aloud la
the picture was full of social things la
heng ah i brainstormed
the conversation was okay la
i made ms anne lee laughed la
but what i said is true you know haha
does that means i get higher grade? haha
anyway i'm the last to leave the audi la

liling zhenyi and geraldlyn were sitting outside the audi
don't know for what la
but i need to rush!
i have to be at NTU at 1230 la

took bus with them
chatted with celinewong in the bus
and she's talking about her cute toy haha
while on my way
people kept calling and msging la
so irritating la

reached there
so hard to find 'melon' you know
got changed to grey giordano shirt
as they brought for me
so our team got the same colour tee haha
but it's L size la
it looks pyjamas to me la
really! it can already cover my below part la
there's no M size, so sad

then waited for very long la
other teams played at least one match le la
cause our F only got three teams
so will be later la

then i saw cheryl from the bukit ho swee one
her team name is faith
and she took no 10 yeah

joanne's team played until halfway
rained
the game stopped
and got a shelter as we can't played ball on the court yeah
then rain stopped
the people used rollor to dry the floor
that uncle don't know one la
so a lady teached him
must go round and round and round de

saw the queensway people
they played quite okay la
but got other teams better than them la

finally our first match at 1600 plus la
was a little nervous la
didn't play quite well
i'm depressed

qianru cool down k

then cooled down
chatted with puiyoong
sighs i really don't know la
cause i'm ____ yeah

i saw a girl
that got muscular legs la
she plays soccer la yeah

haha the people called our team
melon team instead of malone's team la
haha our second match,
we did better la but we didn't put in our 100% la
i'm impressed

oh ya anyway jolene became our mummy haha

then went to jurong point
eating ice kachang with amanda
but kopitiam no seat la
anyway me and amanda thinks that people around us are weird
silent hill?!?
so went to mac
ate ice-cream
mcflurry orea yah
anna's favourite too
amanda and lin started the fries war la
kept throwing at each other
it's none of my business
so i continue eating my ice-cream
then amanda started to shoot ice using straw la
okay then the nanhua girls also joined in la
haha then i stand aside
cause i don't wanna be the innocent one yeah

took cab with amanda and lin
slept in the cab la
tired okay

tmr still got syf practise la
i must go
not because i wanna dance
but because i wanna go out
if not i can't go out yeah

lynn's back!

i'm addicted to this song
that got meaningful lyrics la haha

geraldlyn it's okay la
don't worry la
yeah if you don't wanna tell
it's okay de la
i'm just rather tired to know yeah

what gone is gone

your attitude still never change
i can't help you le
except yourself
or not you really can't cooperate with us next year

I'm slipping off the edge,
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEWEN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALIMAH!

world cup results!
japan - croatia
0 - 0
brazil - australia
2 - 0
france - korea
1 - 1

today's matches
togo - switzerland
0 - 2
Saudi Arabia - ukraine
current score 0 - 3
spain - tunisia

last night chat with laura
she's just scared to play minesweeper la
cause she lost everytime
it means she got low IQ haha
and she don't deny it lol
nah i don't have any fans la
don't talk rot haha

haha meifen the pretty bung!
but she rather be passive la

xuanya slowly for playing slow la
kinda busy yeah

i'm not planning to sleep
but my dad stayed up just to watch world cup la
so i can't online till morning le la
offline quite early la
0145?!?

woke up at 0530 in the morning la
pa dao bu si
cause i took my own sweet time
to get myself ready de

i'm five minutes late
met amanda and qianru at petir lrt
they are very early!

we were trying to find a cab
we saw a mercedez cab drove pass
and it's not hired at all
we ran after the cab la haha

reached school very early la
but many people there already la
pa dao bu si

haha yimei supposed to carry two boxes of mineral water
so she asked me to help her carry her bag
and i carried the wrong bag la
don't know whose bag is that la
i was sitting on the hardcourt
then yimei carried two boxes of mineral water infront of me le
then i don't know ma, i cock eye de
so i asked her "heh you need help?"
then she said "haiyo i carried finish le, then you say."

why are my eyes always turning that direction?

wah we bus 'eighteen' la
the last bus
means our class combine with half the 2mm
will be the last to leave the school la
it's raining la
but good la
i don't wanna go stadium and wait la
i rather wait at the foyer for bus
cause the floor is not wet
and it's comfortable haha
wah gwendolyn not grand what lol

i guess liling overslept le la
nah never call her la
i know she's tired this few days la
let her rest lo

okay funny part
yimei was climbling up the stairs at the entrance to get up the bus
then she tripped over the stairs or the map
and she almost kiss the bus driver uncle la
tsktsk haha i was behind her
and i saw everything!

omg im damn hungry la
i never have breakfast la
saw how gwen ate the chips
i'm dripping my saliva le la

reached there
sat inside under the shelter
had sausage bread for our breakfast la
then ginwei kept eating the sausage only la

wah then the outside damn wet la
not a must to put the costumes on la
but stc people kan chiong ma
we put pong pong under our butt
and sat on the floor la
the colour of the pong pong do smash you know
and my pants got this yellow yellow thing la
dum dum one

we danced for two songs only
okay i liked the white gloves only
amanda ng not dancing properly haha
then can leave le
the instructors were quite annoyed with the choir girls la

so me charmaine ginwei tricia and kimberly crapped alot la
what mirror
what below body parts la
i just hope that the mirror will go PIANG!
then what the song 'raise up for the sun rise'
became 'you are my sunshine' haha
sorry la i forgot ma
then we started singing all the 1980s songs
CHA CHA BO!
damn high la haha
the weather helped us
i enjoyed myself la

then sat inside under the shelter again
to wait for buses
chelsy wong forgot to tell me something
i'm so damn happy that time la

i threatened xuewen la
then grealdlyn still don't wanna say la
she lied
anway promises are meant to be broken la
i trust no more to promises

in the bus
everyone was tired
ZZzz...
the bus driver uncle ah
wah drive until damn sio sia
the bus just kept bouncing
as i was sitting right at the back at the middle
my butt just kept bouncing la
and yimei said her ______ bouncing also la haha

reached school straight away dismissed
need to wait for alex
as she's late yeah

so me tricia and ginwei went to the bus stop
and wait for her
haha i dare tricia to go up the bus 275 to bukit merah la
and she did la
she went there for lunch lo
she got pek chek haha

and so i waited for alex
walking in and out of the school
wondering where is she la
she had to help francis to carry things la

went to kfc for lunch
we had buddy meal
haha okay the thigh sucks man
the meat so dry la tsk
it's breastmeat not thigh la tsk
liar liar pants on fire la

tricia came
and they came after
crapped alot about the mirror
wah ginwei used video taping ah
i know she everytime at home watch one la
wondering what does her below body parts look like la haha

then walked to henderson court
no bball play
okay saw a woman wearing red dress
and her boobs are like SHARP!
ginwei saw it and she umchio la

then wanna find hip pop jelly
but none yeah
walked back to tiong with alex
chatted the things that we over estimate la

reached tiong
alex treated coffee ice blended
as i felt bloated
so we shared
wanling came
and we kept teasing her la
and her reply is always
fcuk you haha

took mrt
im so damn tired
i could sleep while standing in the train la
we chatted until
we missed our stop la haha

met jolene joyce and socklin
lin's not there yet
so we went to long john
yeah i still felt bloated
so shared with alex again
as she felt it too
chit chat with the managers
okay i'm very unlucky today la

then actually jolene had to wait for lin amanda and qianru
then alex wanling and soclin wanna wait also
but joyce asked them go first la
so i'm left alone with jolene
we chit chat lo
she's from girl's school also la

qianru da bao
cause we were really late
we were discussing what colour tee for tmr matches
and pink is a nice colour okay

reached there
wth ez link card again?!? sighs
heng ah just a while only

wah the soccer boy from thailand damn li hai la
and it's so noisy during the band part
their singing sucks
don't know what that usa man talking la
stupid language that no one
is listening
cause no one understand chim english you see
damn boring la
sharon and anna also left la

i'm not going tiong to meet _______ la
think so much la

took train with wanling
she had to leave at dhoby ghaut
cause she needs to go chinatown yeah
she got a lot of phone calls
from who?!?

so yeah went to tiong meet tricia
and tricia and her big big mouth ah
i thought i thought?!? tsktsk
sat in mac and tio gay by her la
she molested me AGAIN!
police! new case!

they reached
more crappy

tricia had to wait for her mother in the mrt station
so i will wait and accommpany her lo haha
'as time pass'

i'm so sleepy la
slept in the mrt

reached home
my sister don't wanna let me use the computer la
so mean fine!
i will use it when you are asleep then

tmr got oral and matches la?!?
sighs i'm lacking of sleep again

geraldlyntan!
you lied ):

anyway i miss wendy alot la! yeah

i miss tricia alot also la! puke! haha

meifen don't be depressed la
don't worry be happy!

i love that really sweet smile of yours
it melted my heart

anyway i think you take people for granted
even if i have a choice
i will never ever choose you

thanks for helping me
i know you do concern
what i owed you in the past
is too much for you to forgive me
sorry for all the sufferings and hatred
i will never ever forgive myself
why are you still so nice to me till now?
why don't you hate me
at least i will feel better?
the more you are nicer to me
the more i hate myself
i'm sorry i don't know how to treasure you

am i the one that whom you feared of now?

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life

now you are running away,
how am i gonna catch hold of you?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIARUI!

world cup results!
portugal - iran
2 - 0
Czech Republic - ghana
0 - 2
italy - usa
1 - 1

today's matches
japan - croatia
brazil - australia
france - korea
all the matches are very interesting

last night after chatting with tricia
on the phone
i was too tired to call her le
i'm sorry
tonight k?

woke up at around 1230

went for lunch
actually going to meet them
but no use la
let them have their own time for ONCE la

my sister had tuition
i went online
was chatting with chelsywong
will dream come true?
she don't want it to come true
she don't wanna take the risk la
so saddening

lynn enjoy yourself there la
don't think too much
it's a time for you to relax yourself

maybe i want my dream to come true
cause it's beautiful
it's always what i wanted it to happen

wei she mo ai shang ni de ren shi wo
wei she mo yi xiang xing yuan de ren hui nan guo
wei she mo dui ni se bu de zhong shi wo
ai shang ni xu yao dong de zhen xi ni
shou zai ji yi li
ai ni de ren hui nan guo
shou zai ri ji li
wo yi ran hai zai deng dai
deng dai ni hui ming bai
wo de jian ziang de xin zai de ni hui lai
bu pa lei
zhi yao wo you ni pei
qing ni xiang xing wo shi zhen de bu hou hui
shi jie wei yi de ni
wo she mo tou yuan yi
sorry that i don't know how to treasure you
i can't let go
i need you

Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmm
I think baby I know
What's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

Remember we used to laugh and say
No one else could get in our way
And there were times
When you would cry
And came knocking on my door
And I was there
To shelter your pain
I think baby you should
Get that off your mind
Make it seem like
A brighter day
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
The answer girl
Lies within your heart
Take a look inside

I open my eyes,
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how, I can't remember why
im lying here tonight

when destiny calls you, you must be strong
i may not be with you but you've got to hold on
i know, we'll show them together

anyway continue my blog!

world cup results!
argentina - Serbia and Montenegro
6 - 0
netherlands - Côte d'Ivoire
2 - 0
mexico - angola
0 - 0

today's matches
portugal - iran
2 - 0
Czech Republic - ghana
currently scores 0 - 1
italy - usa
interesting match

last night around 0100 plus
was on the phone with tricia sherlyn and liling
haha me and liling were like irritating sherlyn and tricia la

i was watching this gay movie
that liling advertised to me haha
it's very touching okay

woke up at 1300 plus
was on the phone with tricia

went for lunch
i saw this AUNTY bung la
is really aunty la
around her 40s i think
and she wore binder okay haha
damn funny lol

watched virtues of harmony
funny la
tomorrow still got!

went out for dinner
i'm in a good mood today la

oh and i forgot to bring my handphone out
reached home got so many messenges received
and missed calls la
haha oops sorry

tricia
i think you very poor thing la
don't think too much
cause i think...nevermind la
yeah don't sad la
bu yao zhe yang la

argh! my computer is slacking la
everyone is waiting for my turn
sorry

geraldlyn still don't wanna tell me la
tsk tsk
and when did i prmoise her that she told me
then i will tell her 'something'?
no no no haha
anyway if i did promise
i forgot le haha
and she said she will tell me when she see me la
like she will la haha
so mean

got syf practise on monday la
i somehow wanna see my friends a lot la
get to see them on monday le
not all but most of it la

i think i'm the one who
pushed you to who you are now
i tried to change everything to normal again
but it's so hard to catch hold of you

how can it be hurt, when i feel no pain

Baby, wont you save your kisses for another.

I'm really bored
and i took this from amandatan's blog

Your 10 Favourites
Favourite Colour: Black and white
Favourite Food: Depends on my mood
Favourite Song: Currently addicted to one song
Favourite Movies: Comedies so i won't sleep
Favourite Sports: Basketball
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday night
Favourite Ice-Cream Flavour: Coffee

Your 9 Currents
Current Mood: High?
Current Clothes: A black shirt and white bball short
Current Desktop: I don't know
Current Toe Nail Colour: No colour normal la
Current Time: 1905
Current Annoyance: Confidencial
Current Thoughts: Someone

Your 8 firsts
First Best Friend: Don't wanna have
First Crush: Shh...
First Movie: Can't remember
First Piercing: 6 or 7 years old
First Lie: Okay very long ago
First Music: ABC
First Car: Nah concentrate on getting my license first

Your 7 Last
Last Cigarette: Nonono. I don't smoke
Last Drink: Coke
Last Car Ride: Yesterday cab?
Last Crush: Shh...
Last Movie seen: The Omen, damn boring la DON'T WATCH!
Last Phone Call: A few hours ago
Last CD Played: I don't play in CDs la

Have you ever date one of your bestfriend: I don't wanna have a bestfriend
Have you ever broken the laws: Littering?
Have you ever been arrested: No, i'm very guai!
Have you ever been on TV: No and don't want
Have you ever kiss someone you don't know: Haha nope of course

5 Things that you are wearing: Normal clothings la, don't wanna list out la

4 Things you've done today: Usual stuffs that why i'm bored now

3 Things you're hearing right now: Songs

2 Things you cannot live without: Handphone and Computer

Things you do when you are bored: Stone

I'm still bored
so i took this from geraldlyn's blog

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Don't wanna have
FIRST SCHOOL: PAP Jurong
FIRST CELL PHONE: Nokia. Lost le
FIRST FUNERAL: Haiyo Choy!!!
FIRST PET: Dog. Died le
FIRST BIG TRIP: Genting
FIRST FLIGHT: Sarawak for leadership training
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Nah don't have
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: I don't notice when i was a baby la
FIRST JOB: Nah haven't yet
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: Don't know

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: Shh...
LAST CAR RIDE: Yesterday cab?
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: baby
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: The Omen, damn boring la DON'T WATCH!
LAST FOOD YOU ATE: Haha coffee ice cream?
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: Necklace
LAST SHIRT WORN: Black shirt
LAST PHONE CALL: This afternoon
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: Shh...
LAST KISS: Nah don't have la
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: Keyboard la!!! haha
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: Yesterday or maybe later
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: Everytime before i meet someone
LAST PERSON YOU SAW: My family?!?
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: Shh...
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: Nah not at all

will blog again tonight, shall see la
meifen: okay i promise you
i won't erase anymore la haha don't sad

my promise to you won't be broken
i really hope you too
loving wholeheartedly

The innocence can never last,
im drenched in my pain once again.

i know we are different but,
deep inside us
we're not that different at all

14th june matches
spain - ukraine
4 - 0
tunisia - saudi arabia
2 - 2
germany - poland
1 - 0

yesterday matches
ecuador - costa rica
3 - 0
england - Trinidad and Tobago
2 - 0
sweden - paraguay
1 - 0

today's matches
argentina - Serbia and Montenegro
netherlands - Côte d'Ivoire
mexico - angola

last night i so call as didn't sleep at all la
was msging someone to around in the morning 0400 plus la
its raining la

woke up at 0600?
got friendly matches on today
sighs my eye hurts

met qianru amanda and lin at petir lrt
they being nonsensical again
and it's none of my business

amanda and qianru got their breakfast
im not use to eating breakfast la yeah
saw nanhua girls in tiong mac

reached school
play 3 on 3 with the nanhua
it's fun la
amanda's idol kept screaming and shouting la
then played 5 on 5
boring la
everyone just got pek chek la
me too la
finally found someone that is tanner than me haha

then going to joanne house to shower
me and amanda went anchorpoint to buy pizza first
chose our own flavours
qianru and joanne went to buy something in cold storage

then walked up to joanne's house
went to the pool first
amanda pushed joanne in
but joanne was willingly la
cause she got up to her house
also need to shower what
their parents went to work
then we shower le then eat lo
watched tv

the 2R girls are damn noisy
like what they said too
no offence

cabbed to cineleisure to meet puiyee
she's not there yet
we sat outside cheers patheticly la
then someone wore LIGHT PINK haha
and that is puiyee lo

went to see the time for RV
it started at 1315
and we think we can rush
and that time was 1330 lo
then we brought the tickets
then went into and watch
damn funny okay haha
im not sleeping la
i was laughing can
the show was meaningful
but the show was short la

so it ends at 1445 if im not wrong
then the omen starts at 1430 la
so we think we can rush
then brought the tickets
and went to watch the omen lo
omg damn boring la
it's not scary at all
it's just that always something appear suddenly la
ah ya all the horror movie also like that de la
i fell asleep la
damn sleepy
damn boring okay
they kept chit chatting la
people screamed and woke me up la
qianru kept irritating me to go toilet la
when im lazy to even lift my butt up la

okay i saw peichen
stop staring la haha

okay xuanya saw lynn
lynn saw xuanya
at the airport la
their meimei going to china for
don't know what thing haha

then was deciding to go where
cause qianru need to rush home
then went to heren to accompany puiyee
to buy her sister's hairband

saw alot of stc girls la
got a chocolate from gwen

then me qianru and amanda cabbed home lo
i get down at qianru house la
took lrt
omg my forehead was hot
sighs im tired plus im falling sick la

reached home
actually wanna use the computer
was waiting for my bro to use finish
while i was waiting
i fell asleep la

woke up at 2130 la
ate dinner lo

omg im so gonna stuck in my bed
for the whole of tomorrow la

next week im so dead la
monay got syf practice is it?
or only for the syf leaders and chairpersons?
but i know got opening ceremony at night
for the competition la
wa liao the time is always crushes
and why must it be night? haiyer

girl you know i miss you so
i didn't know you had to go
you had even of our distance baby
before i had a chance to say
i'm staying with you
for the rest of my life
don't keep telling me these words
you don't know how much it hurts
and i will promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
but now it's too late
i'm no longer the me i was
i will go on without her
like a fool who's too sure
i'm like a bird who's lost her wings
a fire without it's flame
i don't know how to be strong
when my love has to move on
i'm a song without a soul
now that she's gone
what's left of us is this song
this is our song without a soul
now you're gone
what's left on us in this song

i can be real faithful to someone
that can give me a sense of true love
and that's you

so what if i'm your dream lover
i don't know
but i miss you so

don't listen to them cause what they do know
we need each other to have, to hold
they'll see in time
i know

you'll be in my heart
no matter what they say
you'll be here in my heart, always

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIABAO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEKWANRU!

today woke up very early
at 1000 plus
my dad la
niam niam niam la

went to tiong for breakfast

went to sentosa
my uncle booked a hotel there
all my cousins were there
haha the hotel damn nice la
got bathtub and balcony la
outside is the siloso beach scenery la
so beautiful
but took trams and buses around la
very confusing la

then ate sakae sushi at palawa beach
for lunch

i heard my favourite song in the bus
and i was singing it to my sister la
but its too noisy to hear clearly la

anyway lazy to blog too detailed la
cause a lot of fun things happen la

went to tiong
i regretted okay
i shouldn't tell lynn im going tiong la haiyer
they got a lot of comments about my outfit and all la
and they were so irritating okay
kept following me la
just wanna see how my family looks like la
everyone got a pair of eyes
a nose
a mouth
a pair of ears
a head
a body
i pair of arms
i pair of legs yeah
so what's there to see man
huiwen i know my sister very chio la
but i will ask her not to choose you la
don't disturb my sister ah
i know me and her very different la

then went for dinner
comment about my studies again la
oh gosh haven't show my parents my report book la

reached home
the first thing they asked was
report book la
okay they were in good mood today la
not really niam me la
but maybe next week cannot go out anymore lo

triciayeo!
chill k
cheer up k
parents are like that nowadays la
we can't do anything also
unless we are age 18! haha!
yeah don't think too much
a mother won't abandon its daughter
don't worry be happy!

haha okay
anyway she asked me to blog about her
she's cheryl SOU!
SOU sounds like SOLD! haha
chinese is
SHAO sounds like SWEEP haha
okay her name is funny
her lame jokes are quite funny la
i will find more lame jokes for her then
anyway her speech is damn long!
she loves to call people in the middle of the night
to PEE! haiyer
hope she won't try it on me
anyway she end it with a msg you bye yeah

sighs tmr got match
im not prepared la

omg im so high now la
thanks to cherylSOU!

maybe we are fated
i don't know
or shall not think much yeah

just the both of us?
please not the three words again yeah
give me some more time
to learn something new

why can't they understand
the way we feel
they just don't trust
what they can't explain

this bond between us
i will be here
don't you cry

last night results!

brazil - croatia
1 - 0

france - switzerland
0 - 0

korea - togo
2 - 1

today's matches!

spain - ukraine
knew the scores already
4 - 0

tunisia - saudi arabia

germany - poland
the best exciting match

was chatting with shahilia last night
she was so disappointed with HER la
cheer up k
people do change
i can't stand people who ...
fine forget it la
cause it happens to people around me too
fcuk

shit la my parents don't let me out today
so i slept the whole day lo
receive a lot of calls from people
when i was sleeping la
don't call when im sleeping la haha!
don't disturb! sleeping in progress!

can't imagine the situation at there

AMANDATAN! YOU!
shall blog SOME negative things haha
she don't play baby percussion la
why is she not lacking of childhood when i do?
and she played the bigger percussion la
cannot like that de!
a baby have to walk then can run la
how can she run when she's not walking at all tsk
haiyer=hire?!?
i don't know got like that la
i tsk also cannot la
and she kept o leh-ing la
who don't wanna go germany la
okay la okay la she won la
can't be bother to debate with her la
cause she's so nonsensical! haha
is not really negative things, isn't it?
like mother, like daughter la

geraldlyn missed me too much le haha

and this blogger gone bonker again

i hope i can play ball tmr la
or even train ball
with amanda they all la
cause got matches on friday
not prepared

tricia is at her cousin's house
and she's bored la
calling her later
to entertain la

OMG IM SO HAPPY NOW!
I FOUND HER AFTER SO LONG!
damn fated la
actually i miss her haha

i trust you! i seriously do
it's okay if you don't trust me
since you broke the promises
then just treat it as nothing happen
what is done is done
i don't wanna pursue it anymore
yeah in case things happen again
wo bu hui rang ni gan mao le
wo hui dong de zhen xi
ba wo mei yi miao, mei yi ke shi ke
wo bu neng bu cheng ren
wo hai shi ai ni hen duo hen duo de
bu yao bu dong de she me shi ai
ying wei ai, cai you wo men
wo men cai hui xiang ai
in my heart we'll never be apart
i will love you and forevermore


cause you'll be in my heart
yes,you'll be in my heart
from this day on
now and forever more

i will protect you, from all around you
i will be here, don't you cry

last night
fifa world cup!

italy - ghana
2 - 0

usa - czech republic
0 - 3

australia - japan
3 - 1
japan damn slack and proud okay
actually the first half they were leading by 0 - 1
but until second half they slacked
and australia catch up by three goals la
what a strong fighting spirit

today's matches
brazil - croatia
france - switzerland

korea - togo
results is out already
2 - 1
and the first half is 0 - 1 yeah

something happen la
sorry it's really all my fault
blame no one but me
cause it's true

chat with tricia
wendy was laughing la
cause tricia said that im irritating
so i said if im irritating then hang up de phone la
then she umchio haha

slept at 0300
woke up at 0800 la

i woke up so early today!
and cause i don't wanna be late
so i reached tiong FIRST for once

fetched wendy from the bus stop
she's not late
but i'm early
sat at tiong mac to wait for them

lynn reached at 0940 la
wendy went to buy bead and eat to wait for huiwen la
huiwen reached at 0950 if im not wrong

nonsensical in the train
reached pasir ris
oh my god i don't know it's a FC la
if not i wouldn't have go

then went to downtown east
waited for liling
fetched her from the opposite side of the bus stop

they went to escape
we went to cheers to buy snacks and stuffs
I SAW MY FATE!

we sat in bk
and chat alot lo
then there was this mosquito
flying infront of wendy's face la
she's damn irritated la haha
the mosquito liked her make up lo

then sent wendy to the bus stop
me and liling walked to escape
and passed huiwen pad
then they continued playing lo

then me and liling went to pasir ris mall
pass by a shop 'new generation collection'
she brought something so sweet
then roamed around

then went back to downtown east
liling and huiwen went to eat
sighs where are you?!?

then suppose to meet amanda they all at 1500
but yeah something happen la
im really sorry guys sighs
all my fault sorry
i tio gay la
reached home at 1700 la

im very sad that time la
when something happen again

then went for wedding dinner
not mine but my uncle's
we booked a room for ourselves
inside got karoke la
yeah bobby and stephanie were there
haha baby donaven grown hair! lol
bobby damn funny la
he was like using mike and sing la
then suddenly the television went blank
then my uncle was like "you made spoil le,
have to go wash plates to repay"
then my grandma heard it
she laughed until she puke the food out from her mouth la
and she continued laughing la
okay my grandma is in a good mood today la
the dinner was okay
but i hate the dessert la
stephanie and my sister also hate it la
and i swallowed one fish bone la
haiyer i hope nothing will happen haha

after everything finish
went out of the toilet
and there were this two ladies
saw me walk out of the female toilet
and they glanced at the door sex signs la
then they almost went into the male toilet okay
and my dad saw it la
then he told them that the toilet i walk out is he correct one
then my dad laughed at me la
anyway im a girl yeah
my sister and stephanie got the same handphone haha

reached home snatched computer with my sister again
okay nevermind she used the computer
i'll use the house phone then

AMANDATAN!
main topic for today again!
I LOVE PERCUSSION!
AND SHE'S VERY GOOD AT IT OKAY!
so is this counted as nice?
as i express out your talent

geraldlyn i will confirm with you the date la
watch silent hill or to sentosa for tanning
anything up to you la
you choose everything okay
and tomorrow she neds to go national library
to do pbl la
when my group haven't even start anything la
confirm tio gay by mr ng when school reopens la

lynn cheer up k
whatever you feeling now
is what im feeling
but we've got to be strong okay
shall chat with you tmr

you are forcing me to accept the fact that
promises are meant to be broken
i sacrifice everything for just a simple reason
you just don't appreciate
and you let me down
i regretted okay
i got all the scoldings which i shouldn't have
i told myself to look at the positive side always
cause i know that i don't wanna end
i told myself since i walked until so far
i will not let it end no matter what
so one eye open, one eye close
i have to be strong
i have to bear it

for one so small, you seem so strong
my arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm