Sunday, April 30, 2006

drowning in your love
swept away by your love

last night couldn't sleep
so online until 0300am
chat with wanling, geraldlyn and tong
wanling for got to buy scary movie 3 la haha
all her sister's fault
geraldlyn was so scared la
cause ____ did smt la
tong was chatting long grandma story with me
but i reflected of it while i was on the bed
i think its true la
but will happen only the end of the year la

woke up damn early la
1200 plus??
haha my mummy la
tickled me until i can't stand it le

went for lunch
the weather damn hot la

then went to parkway parade
get alot of stuffs
haha got my chocolates!
im damn crazy la
especially maltesers

then went to have mile ice blended
but no coffee ice blended la

then went to buy my sister's shoes la
damn sissy okay haiyer

then went to play pool
damn fun la
then played the dunno what stupid machine la
damn funny fun la

then went to have dinner
we were like asking each other riddles?!?
haha funny sia

haha oops i made sheryl angry le
she msg me
but i forgot to bring my hp out
she said if she's stuck in a building
or even caught fire
she would be dead by now
haha sorry oops

seriously i have to get over you somehow
or not will affect...

;looking forward for the date
have the courage to say the
eight letters'
three word'

woke up around 1315
online awhile

went for lunch
i got my haircut
to me is still long la
but to kingkong i dunno la
my parents advised me not to cut too short la
me either

studied

my sister came back from church

watched tv
virtues of harmony
haha damn funny la

then studied

watched another funny show at 9pm

then dinner

argh shit i had flu la
dunno sneeze how many times can
was not feeling well la

okay tonight chelsea v man u

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the I can still feel the pain,
every time I hear your name
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be, till I get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and
I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps calling
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

why would i hurt you,
when it hurts me to??
i can't find ways to let you go
but no matter what i still need to try
cause its the only choice

happy birthday dad!

i bought a file only
cause today only got accounts lesson
and accounts had test
so practically nothing to bring either

went to exam classroom for morning assembly

then english paper 1
was kinda enthu into the composition
question 5...
"you betrayed my trust for you"
almost wrote all my feelings
or what happen in real life on the paper la
alot of people chose question 5 la
cause they have friendship problem also
wrote leadership camp for the letter
i dunno anything about total defence la
my handwriting sucks

then 30 mintues of pe
xiao mei came into our class
never do anything la
the syf shirt XL was so big la

went for recess with alex and wanling
alex and wanling went to library for stuffs
okay julie got red hair!
sheryl was being naughty again la

went for english paper 2
im so tired can
after i did everything
i just ZZzz...

slacked in classroom for assembly

after school went tiong
went to bk for lunch
dunno what happen
tricia and xuewen just dragged me around tiong la
take it as trained stamina lo

ah ya stupid things happen there la
lazy to talk about it

then went home with audreywong
saw a cute little girl
she kept staring at me
haha she's cute la

i have to give up on you
to let you happy
understooded??

im just a coward
i just don't dare
i just dunno what to do
i just kept dragging
i really need time as you also
the day i really talk to you individually as no one helps,
is the day im really ready
whatever happens today just take it as a dream
im so not gonna force you
is really up to you
you don't wish people to kept cheering you up right
is so sian
and somemore you don't listen at all
so no use wasting time
im so sorry for being harsh to you
i really had my own reasons after thinking for so long
i want you to give up on me,
that why im harsh to you
the more im harsh to you
the more you hate me
the more you are not troubled
leave this school as i don't wanna know you
just take it i don't know you at all
the best is to leave this school
cause you will not be troubled and stress
i have to give up on you to let you happy
everything i did is just want you to be happy
why would i harsh to you when it hurts me to??
after im harsh to you
i just don't feel good
cause im against my conscience
and so i broke down
up to you to believe
just hate me will you??

what's happening to you??
why are you keeping so quiet to me
im so not gonna let anything happens to you
you are so weak and fragile

all my fault
just blame me for all you want
since you dunno
actually you are the wrong one

violetblue,
your real name violetblue ah??

this morning reached school quite early

went to locker with yimei
then went back to exam classroom
cause its gonna rain

2 periods of bio
stoned through
and chatted with liling and tia
wa liao charmiane swim away liao la
michelle and liling gonna jump off the boat le la
and im the lonely one who is left

some professer came to our class for emaths
dunno see what la
he was an old man
sitiing down at a corner looking at us
and writing somethings on a paper
so we must behave ourselves la
ms low damn act act la

argh carmen pulled my blouse up la
and others just pulled my pants down
but too bad i sat down haha
and i ran away to escape

i hate ss lesson le la
no laughters
and i can just ZZzz...

went to alex classroom
waited for her
chat with chelsy
im just a coward la
then went to recess with her
sat at the staircase
as the hardcourt was wet
ginny pulled my hair la
i don't wanna pull chengcheng hair la
im nice!
racheltan was pitching la
damn scary can

f&n never go cyberhome la
mdm lim la
everytime also last minute cancelled de leh
and we just did corrections
for the whole 3 periods la
how boring it is
that was when my mood starts to change
i was thinking stuffs
then dunno why lo

chemistry extra lesson was cancelled

after school went tiong
with yimei elaineyeo xuewen and liling
put down our bags le
then me and liling went to mac
saw wanqiu, tingting, lynn and huiwen

then went to bk
had lunch
then chat alot of things
saw ariel dating with fatimah haha

then went mac
to meet kelly kristanto and shahilia
kristanto need to leave earlier
left me liling kelly and shahilia
chat stuffs
today i don't really laugh alot
cause i don't think their jokes were funny either
but usually i will think it is la

then saw sherlyn tricia jiamin xuewen ginwei and wendy
wendy make up la haha

then saw amanda they all

xuanya came in mac and disturb me la haha

then home le la
cause i don't see a point to stay in mac and do nothing
i wanna go home and sleep
what the hell happen to me nowadays la
sometimes i will walked into wrong classroom
or even saw the wrong timetable la
or even forgetful la

sighs tmr english paper le
confirm fail le la
must remember the letter format la
i can't concentrate either la
forget it la
i lose confidence le la

okay i found the letter
xuewen damn happy la

tmr is my dad's birthday la
no time to buy him present leh
broke also la

today is a sad day for me la
my mood not really that good
im force to fake a smile a laugh
everyday of my life

you realised we never talk to each other already
we were not as close as last time
i felt awkward
i just don't love you no more

just hate me can??
please i beg you to hate me
don't ask why
think how i treated you
and just hate me
i won't blame you for hating me
since you are attached now
then don't betray your stead's trust for you
i don't even wanna know who is she
but simplily just hate me

you are damn sensitive can
whatever i said don't take it true
im joking everytime
and you just took it seriously
forget it
just reminds me not to joke with you already

i hate you
but i hate myself even more
what is true love??

whenever you leave me,
im beaten down by you
whenever i leave you,
kiss you good bye

violetblue who are you??

shahilia! i won't give you the chocolates
unless you give me the scanned rainbow neo! haha

went to have breakfast with tanya
chat stuffs also
wow im so surprised that she...! haha

okay i wore my basketball shoes to school la
never get caught yay!
the councillors thought i wore grey school shoes haha

studied chemical bonding
blah blah blah i don't understand!

okay finally i passed the dark chocolate to alex
and i think she will love it
cause without nuts!
stoned for history lesson
i need to back up le la
mr tan just kept niam niam niam,
to me and tia la

okay pon mt lesson
chat with krystal about 'stuffs'
then kana caught by mr ng
went for lesson for 5 minutes
and lesson ended haha

omg im so sleepy during ss la
don't believe can ask tia man
she sat beside me

CHUAMEIFEN! haha
went to locker with liling
can't find her ss textbook la
and know what...
in geraldlyn's locker la! haha
she owed liling alot lo

pc slacked la

haha i copied accounts hw from debra
alamak SA1 got alot of topics to study la
oh man i wanna go back to sec 2 la
or even sec 1 please

emaths lesson damn funny la
okay cannot anyhow say things here
teachers read my blog one
then those who i link ah
haha kana lo.
but i say some which is funny la
ms low-"if you don't study hard,
in future what jobs can you have??"
jagdish-"sell ice-cream!"
haha jagdish didn't say wrong what
maybe that's is her dream or even ambition??
then ms sim asked her go out the class
and counsell her haha
ms low showed a picture with a mountain
and water reflecting it
so you can see two mountains
sihui-"means can climb two mountains la"
haha and one is in the water??
imagine climbing into the water?!?
ms low-"one more noise from you all,
i will send you all to the office"
me-"i lazy to walk la, haha"
if she said go out the class rather than go to office
everyone will just walk out la haha
cause she said "one more noise from you all,..."
then i was like thinking 'go out the class...'??
but she said go office then everyone stayed quiet le la
if its really go out the class
i will just walk out like that la
our class like to respond after every words
ms low said la haha
okay ms low was damn irritated today la
we wasted like 15 minutes la
so we needed to stay back for 15 minutes after school
but somehow i understooded transformation la

after school went to tiong with
liling, geraldlyn, xuewen and rachel
ate at long john
geraldlyn wanna go mac la haha
but in the end went home la
haha her graph papers were with me la
how is she gonna do her overdue hw??
she asked me help her do la
me charmaine and liling did hw k
actually is overdue hw la haha

xuewen i must go find the letter first ma

then went to buy bubble tea
wow sherlyn so nice ah
treated everyone haha
we got our drinks le
then we ran off
left her to pay the amount la haha

then back to long john
laugh here and there
chat about marie-ann and jiaping la
only both of them are funny la

then walked around tiong with huiwen la
cause was like still early la

then went to the mrt to top up my easy link card
down the escalator i go
saw liling

then took bus
saw liling at bus stop waiting for bus
huiwen called me
asked me to accompany her somemore
but i can't la i went up the bus liao

in the bus ah
stupid greenridge primary school la
the students were damn noisy la
until i can't hear my mp3 though its the highest volume la
feel like bashing them up la haiyer

yay tmr f&n class going cyberhome!

argh my time is really running out la
omg eng SA1 got letter writing la
must remember the format la
haiyer irritating!

tmr got accounts test la
trading account and balance sheet la

i don't know why
but the same feeling seems to be back again
you melt my heart
when you called my name

if we were fated,
we will meet at the mrt just now

no one can stop me from shielding you

and as i look into your eyes
i see an angel in disguise
sent from god above for me to love
to hold and idolise

something happen to my blog yesterday la
wanna publish
but it just don't wanna come out la
irritating la

yay tuesday!
my favourite day la
cause its relaxing
but it seems to be ruined

brought chocolates for lynn and huiwen
especially lynnong la
coffee flavour one la haha

alex absent la
i brought her dark chocolates with peanuts la
but too bad she didn't come haha

did corrections during eng
never do summary la
but heng ah never counted in SA1

pe ran six rounds around the hardcourt
and they start pulling people's pants down
heng ah im not wearing any fbt
we did nahfa stuffs la
long distance jump and sit ups
i can't jump for nuts!
i did 40 for sit ups
i wanna aim 50 haha
sihui also!

never bring textbook for maths la
argh! i must catch up for my maths hw le la
or else ms low will call my parents la
im gonna copy from melissa la
EVERYTHING LA!

haha i miss mdm lim okay
i mean her language
and her niam against us la haha
other half of the class got a relief teacher
i heard damn nice one la
SA1 like need to study 11 or 12 units la

sighs alex absent
so i joined zhenyi that group la
alamak so idiot la
they all damn irritating, sickening, idiotic and spastic la
i don't wanna join their group le la

foongchin you remember shengjia and jamima?? haha
in your church one

okay the same things happen again la
sickening and fan man

alamak audreytan said she will rape me tonight!
she told me to lock my door properly
she got my house key also la
dunno how she got it la hahaha

we did SA1 time planning for cme
you know i don't plan for my SA1 one la
i like to study what subjects then study what subjects lo
i don't wanna go by the time table la

argh eww i saw blood! haha
did listening compre test
then workbook

after school
argh! shit i left my shoebag in the classroom
and the doors were locked la
oh gosh haha
i tried to use pins to open the lock la
but can't be help
asked ms jansen but dunno what logic she said la
argh forget it
i think i will just wear my bball shoes to school and change la
but confirm get caught de la

wanna go to maths extra lesson de
cause i need to catch up with my maths
but everything was rushing
and time just crashed together la

then rushed to tiong to have lunch

then rushed to wanling's house
but her net seems to be lost la

then took bus to joanne's house
her maid wait for us at the bus stop
haha her maid shorter than me la lol
ya then took the net le
rushed back to school
reached around 4.45pm la
kinda late la
then trying to fix the net
patrick pek chek le la

training was okay
did pick and roll
then 3 on 3
i don't think still enough mo qi leh
will train this friday!

amanda's dad sent me qianru and lin home
omg lin ah her mouth 24 hours non-stop la
then qianru ah no comments la
but me ah "none of my business la" haha

sighs back home
niam niam niam again la

and now i finally found my way
to lead me down this lonely road
what i have to do
is follow you
to lighten off my loads

all the doors are closing
im trying to move ahead

my dreams were empty from the day,
the day you slipped away

yesterday was...
evangeline's birthday!
happy birthday!

last night i was like chatting with my sister la
was like trying to solve her problems la haha

today gonna be a long post!

argh! zhenyi's earhole bleed la

sighs she cried la

helped liling to carry the newspapers up la
cause she brought her thermometer for me
cause i don't have
and she just borrow me only
i won't use de la
then i borrowed zhenyi to let her show off ms yew la haha

was like always di-siaoing the councillors that took our class la

tia was absent

exam homeroom!
i think good lo
cause don't need to climb up and down with heavy bags la
me and liling seems to be very excited about it la
cause after every lesson can go out the classroom
and have some fun haha

i never do my english hw la
i never do the summary
cause i never bring my textbook home?!?
then i just hand in like that la
how brave i am lol
me and gwen slept in class lo
monday's blue damn tired la

sighs i need to revise my accounts le la
im so lost and confuse
in class just copy the accounts blindly la
everyone was so urge to go out the class after the lesson ends la
mrs wong asked gwen to look after us la
as if she will...haha...

ss ms vino damn funny la

was chatting with liling stuffs la
she damn pissed off la
mr tan heard our conversation la
but he pretended he never hear anything la haha

recess was chatting with liling and izzati
today alot of bad things happen la
okay i don't trust alex at all le la
i know i can't trust her
but i test her out la
heng ah wanling more trustworthy
then went up to class
had fun there again
made alot of noise
made alot of nonsense also
but its damn fun la

after school three periods of science la

bio was like writing letter la
must write la
cause she's damn troubled la

2 periods of chemistry
i never sleep at all la
i paid attention la
cause its ms phee!
but at least i understooded!
haha im smart today! lol!

after school liling asked me to stay back in school
then dunno what stupid judy judy judy i love you song
and stupid jiaping thing also
wa can't stand it man
so irritating
hear no evil
see no eveil la
feel like vomiting le la haha

then went outside the library
chat damn alot la
play here and there
damn funny la hahaha
dunno what happen again
but i think they were too evil le la

then i thought wileen lin kelly and dorcas at tiong la
but they were in school la
so went tiong together
dorcas can't go cause she got something on
liling joined in also
had lunch 'tea break' in mac
we ordered 20 pieces of nuggets and 4 large fries haha
we eat damn fast la
omg stupid garlic chilli sauce la

took cab going to millienia walk
wa liao damn noisy in the cab la
trying to like make them cool down cause i know they were high
super duper noisy la
alot of nonsense alot la
kelly can't go cause she got tuition
wileen's hp vibrate and it from kelly's hp
and kelly left her hp at tiong mac la haha
that person in the hp was another person
we dunno that person
they asked for $50 then $100 to redeem the hp
then that uncle was like saying "maybe is your friends pulling you leg la,
cause people won't ask $100 just for a hp one"
and that person's voice sounds familiar la
then after questioning for long, its shahilia and atheena la haha
scare us can
then me and lin ran back to mac to smack that shahilia la
marissa was also there
but its fortunate that is shahilia and atheena found it la

then sent kelly home for tuition

then to millienia walk
in the cab was like noisy again!
then was like playing this game
whoever make noise shall pay the taxi fare
i was sitting at the front so nothing will goes wrong to me la
haha liling and lin kept tickling wileen la
then wileen laughed
so she paid haha
candy empire!
brought lots of chocolates
for lynn, huiwen and alex la
others??
for myself la haha
we shopped like for so long la

then wanna go home
but its raining damn heavily
but no cab la
somemore is after working time la
then we just kept walking around to get cab
and call call and call la
so damn cold la
feel damn sick la
lin still ran under the rain can
later kana shot! haha joking touchwood!

then we finally got cab
then went to near esplanade sent liling off
then went to rivervalley road sent wileen off
wileen can't find kelly's chocolate that wileen brought for her la
i can't find leh
then to bukit panjang sent lin off
she asked me reach home alr msg her
but i forgot haha
then i went off the last
taxi was $28.40 la
wow!

damn tired la
was kinda wet
so no energy to study

oya shuxian and leonard got the same birthday haha

but still i have to say
i would do it all over again
that since i lost you
i lost myself
no i can't fake it
there's no one else

kinda invisible, you never sense my stay

woke up at 1200 plus today la

went for lunch

my sister had tuition

while im online and studying

ah ya no virtues of harmony today la
sighs no laughters at all la

studied all the way to 2000?!?
haha that's alot la
i covered quite alot of subjects le
but still not enough yet la

sighs offline cause my dad niam le la

after dinner online again

sighs tmr schooling days le la
damn sickening la
i rather studied myself than let teachers teach me la

oya im going to candy empire tmr after school!
not being baised this time
confirm will buy lots of chocolates!

not really hiding, not like a shadow

even if you never tell me who is she
i alr know
cause she almost confess to me
and if im not wrong,
she's the one

if you don't know me by now
just trust in me like i trust in you

wanling signing off as judy
haha wanling alot of people is copying you la
later people think i tagging for myself la

judytan...
judy don't type like you also

HAHA...
i never scream la
is geraldlyn and rachel la
im so close to them,
that they screamed,
people will think im screaming la

STOP SIGNING OFF AS ME
okay my tagboad is funny la

woke up at 1400

went for lunch

studied bio

my sister came back from church

until 1630
went to watch tv
virtual of harmony
damn funny
touched also la

until 1830
went back to study again

until 2015
went for dinner

my sister's friends damn irritating can
call and call and call la

i never have the time to go online la
i realised i studied quite alot today
but im glad i studied
cause time is running out

will study later

i don't how much my class earned for the bazaar thing la
but i think 3B earned alot
cause one time they scare, $12 they earned
but they were creative to think of haunted house of laughters la
no one regretted spending $3/$4 to go in and laugh la

as long as we've been together it should be so easy to do
just get yourself together or we might as well say goodbye

haiyer so many judy in my tagboard la
erm judyS ah put your real name can
you won't die right??
cause people will think im tagging for my ownself
and i felt like im talking to my ownself la
that is ridiculous la haha

last night slept early la
hell tired la
so didn't study at all
drag it to today

amanda never join us for morning

argh shit forgot to bring pe shirt for liling la
heng ah she brought extra one

kana caught for belt

today is a relax day

cookies were nice!
xuewen damn unlucky today la
her ears were bleeding can
haha mr ng and xuewen argue man
so cool la cause can watch free nice show what
charmaine overslept la haha

omg i damn dread maths can
ms sim was sitting beside me?!?
watching my work la
me and geraldlyn damn tired la
ZZzz...
ginwei damn funny la
she was always the first one to zhao out of the class la

pe ran four rounds around the hardcourt for warming up
i thought we running alot today
but no!
mr francis just kept talking to us about logic you see
like how important is cca
and it took for the whole period

i copied accounts hw from melissa haha
i lost the question paper can
im damn lost la

recess went to the foyer
saw mr francis baby daughter la
her baby daughter is like 1 month old
haha so cute and black?!?
okay don't be mean la
but seriously so small and cute la

went for english
did like comprehension

1230!
time to go to canteen to prepare

me and geraldine went to fetch water for the fishes
went to the tap
the 3D people are playing water la haha
funny sia
they need to like fill up 1500 water balloons can

then ate malt candy haha
FOR FREE!
sweet sia
scared will get diabetes la

then people came and flood the whole canteen
my class enough people to help le la
so i didn't help that much

joanne pulled me to play ball
but dunno why in the end never play
then kana water balloons la haiyer haha
i don't take revenge haha

went to the haunted house FOR FREE!
geraldlyn treated me
geraldlyn and rachel kept shouting and screaming la
noisy sia
me and zhenyi just continue walking la
then until the tunnel
geraldlyn and rachel back out haha
really not scary at all la
i just kept laughing la

came out le
alot of people asked whether is it scary nort
what will happen inside la haha
got people cry can
the ghosts inside also kana slap, punch, box, kick la

then wanling and alex and ann wana try
so went for the second time
ann cried la

then training cancelled i think
cause no one is at the canteen or even hardcourt
then went tiong
went to get coffee ice blended with lynn
tricia xuewen and sherlyn damn irriatting la
jiawen jiaping jiawen la
okay i don't give a damn la haha
but they niam until my ears were itching la

went long john
being crazy there
started the nonsense again

then liling suggested go bugis la
i can't la
its like so far away from my house la
if reach home late
they will niam again la

i need to study during weekends or even later le

sometimes i really tired of blogging la

okay i know who is that 'judy' in my blog le
WANLING LA!

last night after i went offline
studied chemistry
then slept at 1200 i think

$10 for the matches
haha oops i forgot.

passed lynn her chocolates
don't share with anyone ah
eat yourself okay
and study harder
afte you eat finish the m&ms
but keep the bottle okay

bio was damn boring
was running out and in the lab
haha go toilet helped elaine to spike her hair
her hair was so damn short la

okay i never pay attention during maths la
im so tired
i wanna sleep le la

had ss at cyber dunno what la
but it was air-conditioned
cooling la
okay im tired again
i slept on khaliesah's shoulder la haha

haha recess damn funny la
wileen lin me and alex were playing ALL the games
damn funny okay
i only know that wileen and lin had slow reaction la
and there is this clap clap hands games
that is quite popular now
ginny and chengcheng messed up my hair!

f&n!
im lovin' it!
mdm lim on course what
so relieve teacher came in
heng ah is not melissa
she didn't care that much
even if we walk out and in the class la
so i chatted with tia in the toilet
there was this toilet bowl with shit on it la
that why whoever went in came out in the end
then me tia elaine and yimei played outside the angklung room
was trying to balance ourselves
and sang 'catch your wave'
haha it suits okay

then went back kana scolded by another relieve teacher la
an indian teacher
she didn't care that much also
then charmaine xuewen and wendy slept la
then me and yimei played up down left right
i got directions problems la
then i slept awhile, my hand was plain clean that time
after i woke up, whole hand was full of marker ink la
jannah rachel and geraldlyn la
dunno what 'mr sekaran rocks'?? siao!
wanna trick gwen with the 'M T'
but he knew the trick le la
then played outside the room also
gwen had cramp
she was trying all the ways to relieve the pain
she lie down on the floor la haha
and her head hit yimei's legs la haha

we threw stones
and trying to hit the railings
elaine damn weak okay

1st period is relieve teacher took
2nd period one indian teacher took
3rd period we took ourselves
it means we dismissed ourselves EARLIER! haha!

put my bags in homeroom
then meet alex and wanling at fourth floor

syf practise
sighs at first was high
but then after that no energy le
the 'stephanie sun' song is my class favourite la
were like jumping around
then marie-ann came
everyone was unhappy
then sec 3s danced
okay im not flexible i know
i don't wanna be flexible either
kelly also haha
chatted with ariel and nathalie
then after that was like damn tired la
then i got headache
ya i can sleep while dancing la believe??
i was so damn sleepy

then went tiong to get coffee ice blended bubble tea
audreywong tia and bernice followed
then to long john
jia wen where are you haha
me and tia were chatting happily in long john
and forgotten about audreywong and bernice la haha
liling are you okay??

was at great world bus stop
shixuan and shihui also there
we were like laughing like crazy
always laugh and laugh and laugh
in the bus 75 laughed again
okay we talked about ALOT of things la
laugh damn alot la
and we never noticed that shihui and shixuan alighted
and we also never noticed that mr lau came up the bus la
we were like laughing like no one business la
okay very loud!
everyone in the bus was looking at us
audreywong stepped my toes la
heng ah she alighted first

went home
kana niam by them
cause they forgot i got syf practise la
haiyer irritating

haha wa liao who is the 'judy' in my tagboard ah
i can swear i never tag la haha
damn funny la
someone got the same name as me ah??

last night i slept early la
cause after training very tired ma

haha me amanda and qianru slept in the car la
three piglets can

oya yesterday morning anouncements
mr sew said until damn funny la haha
his jokes makes me more awake la

today ms phee damn fierce la
but i think is good la
i paid attention in class la
i really know how to do the protons electrons and neutrons la
drawing and written form la haha
thanks!

i realised 3j is always late for history lessons la
me and ezaty slept during lesson la
damn tired today okay

chatted with charmaine michelle and liling haha
we were all damn troubled la
then stephanie and chess joined in also

okay today mt was fun
got spelling la
me and liling dunno la
okay something happen damn funny la
xuewen cheated by putting the handbook under the foolscap paper
then mr ng walked beside her and take out the handbook
he said "very nice to see hor??"
haha xuewen paiseh la
damn funny can
and she said "the paper can't cover the handbook what"
okay we screamed shouted danced jump and run around the class la
like party can
so damn high la
gwen danced until very funny la
xuewen wanna copy but can't la haha
rachel was chasing liling la
then kana scolded lo haha
i laughed damn loud then kana scolded also la haha
cannot sleep at all la haha

did corrections for ss
me felissa and yimei slept during lesson time la haha

3j coming down late for recess
so i joined liling they all
and finally alex came down
wa liao sheryl damn irritating la haha

we did reflections during pc
haha they asked what probelms you having now??
liling wrote 'problems with girl friends lo'
charmaine wanted to wrote relationship la
but they will check so she wrote none
i forgot what i wrote le la
but cannot be too honest la
cause they really will check

sighs sians for accounts la
i always never do hw one ma
always last min also la

emaths in homeroom lo
geraldlyn wasn't in good mood la
so didn't wanna disturb her la
so i rather asked ms sim for help la

after school
i promised to go tiong with wileen one
but i didn't la
so went for the history play thing in audi
did my hw
cause im lazy to do it at home ma
the play damn funny la
alex and wanling wanna fight le! haha
so went to sit beside my mei is the best!

then went tiong with wanling
went to mac had 'tea break'?? haha late afternoon le ma

then took cab to miliennia walk(opposite suntec)
with wileen shahilia and atheena la
they damn funny can
laugh untill like siao?!?
seriously! with shahilia can laugh until like there is no tmr la
in the taxi ah
kept moving around and her mouth just can't stop moving can

then reached miliennia walk
above us damn nice la
shahilia went to take photo of it
must take until no standard la
was walking and laughing la
wileen and shahilia damn childish can
run here and there
beat here and there la
then i said to shahilia "like pri 6 child la, i dunno you!"
hahaha

walked until like the whole mall le
then reached CANDY EMPIRE is like at the end of it la
no wonder it calls miliennia WALK la
haha we were taking chocolates and candies like no one business la
damn funny can
shahilia kept taking the eggs! haha
then is like the whole basket was FULL!

then dunno whether its enough or not la
cause wileen only brought $140 plus la
then went to the counter
total = $120 plus
haha then we reject and started taking out the unimportant stuffs
but instead of taking out, we added MORE!
haha we used cheaper stuffs to replace the expensive stuffs la
haha i took m&ms
wileen treat us la
thanks alot wileen!

then funny part again
we had to take a cab and go to 3 places
me and atheena have to go to the nearest mrt
then wileen back to her house
then shahilia back to her house all the way at parkway la
hard to get cab
so we walked so far and finally got a cab
that uncle drove us to miliennia walk and get us out la
cause its like that time then he realised has to go three places
he gave up and kicked us out
its like let us down at the same old place after we walked for so long la
then we walked for so long to the place where its easy to get cab la
me and shahilia kept laughing and laughing like siao
and atheena just stick to her sweets la haha damn cool can
then forget it no cab wanna take us
so we went to this hotel and got a cab easily
then that driver drop us down at city hall mrt
so i went home with atheena
she stayed in yew tee la
near me man

im so tired until i can sleep while standing la
in the lrt
there is this guy kept showing middle finger la
he puts his hands in the pocket,
but sticks out the middle finger la
damn extra can
like the middle finger cannot go in the pocket meh
middle finger very big ah
so rude la

okay i laughed alot today
cause its damn funny la

tmr got f&n
can play, chat, sleep and all the stuffs la
imagine 3 periods of f&n just kept playing??
fun right??

tmr got the dance thing
i will stand with alex and wanling la
more fun la
can laugh alot

why is everyone changed around me??
i don't want it that way

you went around telling people your problems
just to attract attention??
cause you know that people will come ask you
so what??
you still have to solve yourself right
stop showing off can
i just can't stand it le la
in the end you will end up NOTHING
trust me you will
cause its no use!
your temper i also can't stand it la
forget it la
damn piss by you
you changed alot!

you showed temper damn easy
where is the you last time??
the cheerful one
now the you are just a cold and no feelings person you know
why?? why?? why??
you seems so cold to me also
forget it la
i regretted

stop looking at me will you??
like what i said
she will never be replaced
so forget it k

you only know how to complain to me
all the things you don't like
so??
what can i do
i never say you can't chat with me
but you really is too much le
why you always put blame on other people
why don't you reflect for yourself
if you work hard last year,
you wouldn't be in our class right??
i never say its your fault
but its all fated you see.
you must be understanding a little

imagine me without you
i'd be so lost and so confused
i wouldn't last a day, i'd be afraid
without you there to see me through

imagine me without you
you know its just impossible
because of you, its all brand new
my life is now worthwhile
i can't imagine me without you

argh! wth i forgot to bring my pe shirt today!
i totally missed out when its right infront of me k
somemore got pe and training okay

always get to see the sun rise
very beautiful!

yay! lynn gave me my nametag back haha
i won't get niam by the councillors le

argh shit! xuanya got my photo in her hp!
delete la please!

did some summary thing la
okay i really wanna highlight the main points only
but in the end i highlight the whole page
cause all looks like main points leh
butter say i can get the first for colouring contest ah haha


heng ah pe lesson did dance
but must run three rounds first
so i ran in penafore with gwen lo
francis called me not to run le
and go up to the hall
then gwen continue running lo
marie-ann danced damn funny lo hahaha
francis was eyeing on me la
i don't dance well okay!
ginwei danced damn hip pop la

haha butter teached me for emaths can
thank you! finally i understand
marie-ann gave out sweets la
she damn sweet okay haha!

haha wanling got in-house suspension la
cause she late for 5 TIMES la haha
damn cool la

mdm lim went for courses
so not there during f&n lesson
the relieve teacher is the camp trainer during efl
she very idiot la
asked me go out the class and stand la
like wth she very unreasonable k haiyer

wasn't in good mood during recess la
i realised someone very easy get angry nowadays la
last time she wasn't like that okay
she changed alot la
haha julie got red hair!
okay corissa played ball damn funny la
she will never get in one la
lousy!

cme i fell alseep la
ms lee just kept talking
and im ZZzz lo
tired la
i can be high during recess
but after recess no energy le la
liling kind enough to lend me her pe shirt la
thanks!

2 periods of mt damn fun la
play and sleep, play and sleep la
haha went to the toilet played water la
liling kept spraying on ginwei la haha
damn funny can laugh like siao la
then dunno what female teacher came out and scolded us haha
she shouted "can you all don't scream?!?" haha

ginwei kana held back from mr ng haha
ginwei damn high everytime okay

after school went tiong have lunch
then xuewen and jiaping joined in
then sherlyn and tricia joined in
damn funny la
especially xuewen la! haha!

then was planning to go for extra maths lesson
cause my maths really need to back up de
and somemore ms low is revising the whole thing
so i think its good for me
but once im back to school, it finished le haiyer

was raining damn heavily la
so cold!
but i think is cool!
then went for training
did dribbling
then played 5 on 5 under the rain la
damn nice!
not enough mo qi la
then patrick came
trained on our 3 on 3 strategies

then dunno they teached lin bad words la
what knnbccb
then lin said until damn funny la haha
its bad to learn you know

amanda's dad fetched me lin and qianru home
thanks!
wa liao qianru and lin damn noisy in the car la
everytime lin said something i will just kana from qianru la
haha damn annoying la

thurs got dance thing la

tmr going out with wileen
she's treating me haha

friday damn busy la
got the dunno what thing must sell here and there de
to raise funds la
then training
then chalet

when you caught me i was falling
you're love lifted me up on my feet
it was like you heard me calling
and you rush to set me free

when i found you i was blessed
and i will never leave you, i need you

she's everywhere i go
she's the one i wanna know

argh! wth i forgot to bring my pe shirt today!
i totally missed out when its right infront of me k
somemore got pe and training okay

always get to see the sun rise
very beautiful!

yay! lynn gave me my nametag back haha
i won't get niam by the councillors le

argh shit! xuanya got my photo in her hp!
delete la please!

did some summary thing la
okay i really wanna highlight the main points only
but in the end i highlight the whole page
cause all looks like main points leh
butter say i can get the first for colouring contest ah haha


heng ah pe lesson did dance
but must run three rounds first
so i ran in penafore with gwen lo
francis called me not to run le
and go up to the hall
then gwen continue running lo
marie-ann danced damn funny lo hahaha
francis was eyeing on me la
i don't dance well okay!
ginwei danced damn hip pop la

haha butter teached me for emaths can
thank you! finally i understand
marie-ann gave out sweets la
she damn sweet okay haha!

haha wanling got in-house suspension la
cause she late for 5 TIMES la haha
damn cool la

mdm lim went for courses
so not there during f&n lesson
the relieve teacher is the camp trainer during efl
she very idiot la
asked me go out the class and stand la
like wth she very unreasonable k haiyer

wasn't in good mood during recess la
i realised someone very easy get angry nowadays la
last time she wasn't like that okay
she changed alot la
haha julie got red hair!
okay corissa played ball damn funny la
she will never get in one la
lousy!

cme i fell alseep la
ms lee just kept talking
and im ZZzz lo
tired la
i can be high during recess
but after recess no energy le la
liling kind enough to lend me her pe shirt la
thanks!

2 periods of mt damn fun la
play and sleep, play and sleep la
haha went to the toilet played water la
liling kept spraying on ginwei la haha
damn funny can laugh like siao la
then dunno what female teacher came out and scolded us haha
she shouted "can you all don't scream?!?" haha

ginwei kana held back from mr ng haha
ginwei damn high everytime okay

after school went tiong have lunch
then xuewen and jiaping joined in
then sherlyn and tricia joined in
damn funny la
especially xuewen la! haha!

then was planning to go for extra maths lesson
cause my maths really need to back up de
and somemore ms low is revising the whole thing
so i think its good for me
but once im back to school, it finished le haiyer

was raining damn heavily la
so cold!
but i think is cool!
then went for training
did dribbling
then played 5 on 5 under the rain la
damn nice!
not enough mo qi la
then patrick came
trained on our 3 on 3 strategies

then dunno they teached lin bad words la
what knnbccb
then lin said until damn funny la haha
its bad to learn you know

amanda's dad fetched me lin and qianru home
thanks!
wa liao qianru and lin damn noisy in the car la
everytime lin said something i will just kana from qianru la
haha damn annoying la

its just getting stronger each time

funny days will go by very soon
must treasure now
or will lose it forever

got watch last night charity show??
got all the campus superstars final four

they were mad about geraldine and zhiyang again la

forgot to order nametag again la
and i promised the councillors i will order it today after school la
and guess what...
i forgot again

slept during english lesson
was pretty tired

never do assignments for accounts again la
i understand how to do
but lazy to do you see

ss lesson started late

i love history lesson la
and i paid attention okay

was playing here and there
and my bag just kept slipping off haiyer

alamak imagine after recess 3 periods of science la
slept during bio
xuewen kept di siaoing me la

sighs chemistry lesson cannot sleep la
but im not paying attention la
i was looking at the board or even ms phee
but my mind is somewhere else
im thinking stuffs la
but i understand la
did class test
i dunno whether is it wrong or right la

haha after school damn funny can
me geraldlyn jiaping elaine and dunno who
walked to tiong la
then later wanling joined in also
then liling tia and sherlyn joined in also
damn funny la
we were laugh chatting and jumping around la
somemore at the roadside la
liling pushed me to the road la
i carried geraldlyn's bag okay
im nice la haha
she owe me LOTS
i carry until shoulder damn pain la
walked until halfway rained okay
then we all ran haha
damn fun can

went to long john had lunch

geraldlyn and dunno who went to toilet never come back okay

went to mac find kelly

me sherlyn liling tia elaine and jiaping ate lo
were laughing and insulting her la haha

then walked around tiong
kelly and dorcas joined in too
we were damn cartoon la

then nothing to walk le
damn boring la
went home lo
mondays is always blue!
especially in tiong.

went to bpp
saw a few stc girls
my dad fetched me home from there
as he pass by too

happy moments will end
sooner or later
i hope time would stop for now
for just the both of us

happy birthday mama!

i don't wanna accept the truth
that i can't be with you

slept quite early last night la
0200 plus
cause im damn tired la

woke up not early not late la
1200 plus la

went for lunch

my sister had tuition
and im playing PS2
haha i won i won i won
my dad kept denying it

was raining
very cooling la

then dinner
eat cake??
yesh!

i had chocolate chip ice cream!!!

wth my blog got prob again la
im sick of it can

sigh tmr school starts again
its time for schooling
SA1 is coming
but i just can't concentrate

can't stand, won't stand losing you

so much i need to say
been lonely since
the day you went away

today woke up at 1200 plus la
not tired at all
enough sleep la

went for lunch

slack at home
haha never go out today la
sick of going out can
i rather stay at home

my sister came back from church

then online
damn bored la
shahilia said she wants to send me the neos
and i gave her alot of days
but she said she's busy la
what can she busy about??
her ah haha

then played PS2
i won okay haha
my dad kept denying
he wants rematch haha
too bad i won everytime

then dinner
was chatted about 'ah hem'
my dad and mum very experience de la
my bro ah
haiyo lots of nonsense la
but damn funny

tmr is my mummy's birthday la
i never buy her anything la
forgot sia
ya gonna eat cake tmr!

time for me to rest is so short la
i need more time!

i got flu for the whole day la
sneezing sneezing and sneezing
im sick and tired of it la

when i was dreaming about you
baby you were dreaming about me

for me there's only you

how could i carry on
the day you went away

cause i've been missing you so much
i have to say
been crying since the day,
the day you went away

how could it be or might have been

woke up damn early today can
6am la
damn tired la
my dad la
niam niam niam

went to meet my aunties and uncles at redhill
never get to see my grandma la
very bored la
stephanie is ah lian!
bobby is ah beng haha
then went to have breakfast together

after that went to meet my the other
aunty and uncles at bedok
then chatted with them lo
went to walk around with my parents lo

then went to meet amanda they all
they were at marche
noisy sia
i had grape juice la

joanne was sad la cause...
sighs 'they' so romantic can
im so touched
cause...forget it la...

then went to take neo
i really got no mood to take la
im damn quiet la
dunno why la
i also dunno why i went la

then went to arcade
got this two girls were good at dancing la
amanda and lin one team
joanne and qianru one team
they played hockey la
then drove car
i dunno la i really got no mood to play anything leh
im not happy today la
there was this UNCLE dance until so enthu ah
everyone in the arcade was laughing la
then went to nike shop with lin
cause its too bored there

then went to watch movie
damn touching la
got violent
got 'ah hem'
wa liao the male and female leads always 'ah hem' la
especially the female one
i was thinking not tired meh??
qianru watched until half way
then she had to go home la

then joanne wanna watch one more movie
but the time is too late la
alot of epople cannot
so it cancelled lo
i wanna watch can

then amanda had to join her classmates to buy funfair things
then me joanne and lin went to walk walk
we went to taka
the dunno what silver shop la
joanne brought something la
it was so damn bored there can
i don't wanna go with them anymore la

so i asked whether yossie can come out and accompany nort
she can't la haiyer

then went to this toy shop
haha lin brought this clay that is edible
so she opened the packet and take out a pink one
i taste it and it taste like strawberry
haha puiyoong can't stand it cause it feels like plasticine
so she hurry swallowed it
and almost makes me puke la
cause i was chewing it
don't think that its modelling clay
i just think that its chewing sweet!
but once you think that its clay
you will find it disgusting.

i saw alot of stc girls today
alot of COUPLES also k
i just can't stand it

then damn tired la
so its time to go home

but i went to tiong to buy coffee ice blended bubble tea
if not i will just die

then went to supermarket
to help my mum get something

reached home exactly 2100
watched the mystery drama
i can't figure out also la
its like a jigsaw puzzle
it just very confusing la
haha heng ah my ambition is not being a detective
or i will just end up in woodbridge hospital
one day one episode lo

tmr! time to accompany my parents lo
or else will niam niam niam again
my ears will go deaf
cause every weekdays i got niam by mdm lim le

i'll never break your heart
cause i don't wanna see you cry

it won't happen cause we know what we are doing
stop dragging cause we are dragging ourselves too
maybe its time for you to think again

geraldlyn
YES YOU DID! haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIHUI!

today is her birthday
but she was absent la
reason damn lame!

felissa also absent

mr boey was very pissed by our class can
cause we made a lot of noise
and he had to stop to quiet down the class
so he said "one more time, out of class!"
i was hoping that he will chase the whole class out la
i slept in class la
imagine 2 periods of bio??

xuewen kept chatting with me about 'her' la
she damn flirt! haha!

ms low also pissed by our class la
she was from girls school also
then we kept asking her what is her seconday school la
she got irritated by us can

i don't like ms vino class can
her classroom back door is annoying la
with wind swing here and there la
then ping pong piang la haiyer

went to take measurements for syft thingy
liling damn funny la
jannah's one is small la

was thinking about the question during recess
just kept thinking about it
dunno what she will reply back

mdm lim kept repeating the same thing la
damn annoying can
kept giving instructions before we get into cyberhome la
im damn tired can
infront of the computer for so long la
but not play games la
cause alot of people is watching
i seriously doing my f&n work lo

SA1 coming la
sighs just finish CA1 can

after school went to tiong
sherlyn and liling joined too
we went to long john to have lunch
sherlyn eat then sms then eat then sms la
continuously can
damn irritating
im still thinking,
if we were fated,
we will meet each other.

then went to comics connection
wanling brought her comics book
damn sick one la
then she got something on
so she went back

then i joined kelly and wileen in mac
they laughed
but i dunno why i got no mood to laugh leh
waiting for shahilia to come
so we went to take neo
haha damn retarded la
we were screaming la
then kelly and wileen decorate lo
im not good at it so let them do it then
haha i put shit on shahilia's head!
the shit is gold in colour la
we took 1 hour plus in neoprints la

sighs next week gonna be a bust week for me lo
extra lessons and trainings lo
so i think only wednesday can relax and go tiong lo

tmr is a busy and tired they for me la
i had to wake up at 0600 la
then go to my grandma's house
afternoon meeting amanda they all go town
then will be home late lo

just one question that i always wanted to ask you
do you still love me??

this morning damn tired la
i went to bed at 2130 last night
but i slept at 2300
i was listening to songs
cause im use to sleeping 2300 plus la

okay liling was damn high today la
gwen was absent

haiyer my nametag cause me alot of troubles la

did chemistry test
i didn't study at all la
im too tired and lazy to study la
confirm fail one la
ms phee was pissed by our class la
shall not mention too much

mr tan drop us hints for sa1
sighs sa1 coming 2 weeks more
damn out of time leh

mt we all damn high la
liling audreytan yossie and marie-ann got biscuits k
wth they answered correctly la
i was like busying flipping the story book la
and when i finished no more biscuits left for me to take lo

did quiz during ss

recess i slapped audrey face and her thigh haha
red red red
but actually is she beatme two times
and i only return one
so its unfair she better watch out tmr!

went to hall for pc
bored bored bored la
writing notes with nithiya haha
haha chatted with audrey and rebecca also la
read magazine read book lo
i can't sleep leh
dunno why

did trading accounts for poa
haha our class funds ran out of money le
now mrs wong said "if anyone didn't do homework,
please donate $1 to the class fund" haha
jagdish did half of the homework so its $0.50
i did my homework okay!
no la is i already did in class on monday la

changed seating during emaths
im at the front second row la
beside marie-ann and smitha
but then changed again
butter and charmaine sat beside me
no air-con la
i want my old seating back
haha i was really high at that time la
but bored at the same time

after school
damn funny okay

wanling got ava

so i went to tiong with jiaping and geraldlyn
we walked to tiong okay!
its healthy!
laugh like siao on the way la
the weather was also warm la
but good for our health
me and geraldlyn kept j walk
then jiaping cannot cause her father say so
jiaping got tuition so we sent her back
then me and geraldlyn continue walking and laughing lo
finally kfc!
air-con!

when i was buying meal
wanling call me
me - "ya??"
her - "haha you know what, i was reading comics, then i finished reading le, i look up and they went without me la"
me - "huh?? haha stupid la u"
her - "i go tiong and find you k"
me - "haha okay"

geraldlyn's mum gonna fetch her from tiong to dunno go where la
heard that they going to fix handphone la
anyway we went to sweettalk
saw goekying
she loves naruto also la
alex you got a naruto partner!
she brought crushed orea
me?? COFFEE ICE BLANDED BUBBLE TEA!
haha im having it everyday cool!
ya then she rushed to the taxi stand lol

then me and wanling chatted alot of stuffs lo

lynn they all came

ya then we went to comics connection
search books
and saw jiamin

then im too tired le la
so i went home

my sister was having tuition

went online
im damn lazy to reply people testi le la
anyway haha me and meifen were chatting
then chat until who we like
im straight! why no one believe ah
okay damn funny la she
the way she type also
i was laughing all the way la

me - "why don't dare to talk to me??"
she - "cause you are scary"
me - "which part of me is scary?? im very friendly one la"
she - "every part!"
me - "heh don't scare me, or else i go plastic surgery le ah"
she - "surgery where??"
me - "since you say every part of me is scary, then i shall surgery every part of me!"
alot of people say i scary la
am i that scary??

audrey was quite happy quite piss when i chatted with her la
her mood change damn fast??
chat chat chat
i was like telling her
chill chill chill
relax relax relax
sighs not in same class with her wad
so cannot make her happy le la

geraldlyn was like complaining to me...

lynn jokes are damn funny la
hahaha i laughed alot also

im laughing infront of the com can
my parents thought i crazy

im happy today
dunno why la

stop lying
cause im guessing like siao

never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you

christopher who are you??
is it kelly low??

amanda and liling came today

okay im good today
cause i sewed my belt yesterday
but still i lost my nametag

ms lim said 'welfare' to 'waffle' la
everyone was like laughing

early in the morning must climb up to fourth floor
for english la
changed to pe shirt
anyway didnt do much la
i stoned for the whole lesson

rained
very cool!

pe did dance lo
what else??
accompany sihui to toilet
okay its so scandalous
heng no one see us ah
im high im enthu k
i danced!

left my bag at the canteen
went to rifle range for emaths
hahaha i can threaten geraldlyn le!

i piggyback xuewen haha
she damn light la

i hand in my f&n file! haha
ya sighs gonna do practical soon

omg!i mistaken!
oh shit!
im damn malu la

i find alex for the whole recess
she went missing!

then went to aunklung room
dunno get what stupid time table la
melanie la!
or else geraldlyn will niam beside my ears can

yossie audreytan!
i dunno anything la

didn't do really much during cme la
did some worksheet la
about neighbouring countries la
gwen got stomachache la

went to audi for mt
dunno wad 88.3 fm radio station people came la
wendy and nicole kana called la haha
marie-ann and qianru kana called also
marie-ann you did a good job! haha
can be dj le la
qianru damn cool la
she said it in a cool way
damn funny la
was laughing like siao
me and liling sang song can
my favourite song 'never had a dream come true'
then read book la
lan qiu!

went to tiong after school
with alex and amanda
wanling got detention la
so sad!

in the bus haiyo
damn noisy la
geraldlyn melanie and dunno who la
haha damn funny can
she blushed la
amanda and liling were talking about me and alex la
cause i heard my name!

went to mac cause...
ya then the seatings were arranged by me okay
then chatted lo
she blushed la haha
geraldlyn was like staring at me okay

then had to go back to school for training
took cab

we played a lot of matches
3 on 3
5 on 5
6 on 8
the netballers also joined in la
haha okay la
got people angry
got people just kept laughing all the way la
got people pissed also la

after kicked soccer with kim

then 'they' play ball
i have no one to date la
see how happy they played
im jealous la haha

amanda's bro fetched me home
thanks

thursday!
gonna laugh in tiong again!

friday!
no ice skating!
i don't wanna wet my pants haha
or else i don't go ah

tomorrow can never be
cause yesterday is all that fills my mind

what's the use of liking each other,
but cannot be together??

cause its meaningful

amanda was absent today
im so damn lazy to go to school la

the councillors niam about my belt again
good lo
can exercise their mouth early in the morning la
and i lost my nametag can

liling absent also

i slept during english class la
damn tired today la

did new topic during poa

wrote notes during ss

SIHUI IS REALLY ME LA
up to you to believe lo
china china china
someone was so damn quiet can
what happen??

recess damn boring la
was chatting with alex

got three science lesson can
oh my god!

did class test during bio
and practically everyone made noise again
geraldlyn...i dunno la
haiyer damn confuse can
should i give in??

chemistry was so damn boring la
im forcing my eyes to open can
i wasn't paying attention at all la
me and geraldlyn were like sighing away
haha i helped her carry her bag
for almost the whole day la haha
did alot of chemical equation la

ms phee was quiet bad mood today la
was really pissed by our class la

haha xuewen damn 'flirt'!

initially all the teachers who took our class
for subjects
will be pissed la
confirm de la

after school went tiong
waicheng joined me and wanling

kelly went to great world la
will be going to tiong this thursday yay!
can laugh again!

had lunch at long john

then brought COFFEE ICE BLENDED BUBBLE TEA
without letting lynn knows la haha

saw liling
she really sick la

then went to kfc
chatted with wanling la

then went to meet lynn
then went to long john again
slacked there la
jokes here and there la
but i seriously got no mood can
i saw something
but i dunno why im so excited about it la
haiyer somemore so disgusting la
tia called me when she was right beside me la
fun fun fun

then went mac
chatted about stuffs again la
is always the same stuffs la

sherlyn came
she damn skeleton la
cannot stand her figure la
she wanna be bung can lol
she be bung i be passive lo

okay chatted with alot of people to day la

zhihui cannot get into dance competition
don't be sad okay
you are the best dancer to me
cheer up la

audreywong whatever decision you made
kor support you all the way la
cheer up k
must be happy tmr
or else i will make you laugh tmr

heh lynnong
laugh laugh laugh
no wonder you are my mei!
hahaha!
THIS IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD!

geraldlyn i try to get la
if cannot don't blame me ah
ya cause i got friends in that class

coffee coffee coffee
chocolate chocolate chocolate
which one nicer??

i give in
i bear it
just for the sake of friendship

staring out at the heavy rain with a heavy heart
it's the end of the world in my mind
then your voice pulls me back
like a wake-up call
i've been looking for the answer
i couldn't see it was right there
you made me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
if you're killing time
was there when all my hopes fell
i wanna fly looking in your eyes
i carry on when i lose the fight
i want to give what you've given me

she's out of my hands
and i never know where i stand
im wasting my time cause she'll never be mine
and i know i never will be good enough for her

woke up rather late la
suppose to wake up at 0500 or 0600
to go cemetery! haha
but can't wake up la
so in the end woke up at 1130
very late hor

ate lunch

then went there
not really heavy traffic jam la

my grandfather tomb!
1 year never see le
lol i realised my grandfather tomb very clean la
haha my uncles went there before my dad went la
smoke all around can
my eyes damn pain la
gonna cry haha
im always hiding under the umbrella la lol
you know what...
when my dad wanna light the matchstick,
always got wind la
then if wanna have wind cause its warm,
then no wind la
funny right
a big box with alot of THINGS inside
haha can i untie it??
i very curious whats inside la

the weather was rather warm
so i had ice-cream!
CHOCOLATE CHIPS!

i was thinking got anyone go pray
at the middle of midnight at 0000 ah??
its scary la
cause you will be seeing THINGS
haha i wanna try leh
when it comes to hungry ghost festival

then went to have a drink
lol i had coffeebean
suddenly i LOVE coffee alot
especially mocha

i have been finding the song "obviously" and "i'll be ok" by mcfly la
its so nice when i heard it in manda's dad car
damn nice but im lazy to put the lyrics here la

you don't care enough to try
are you giving up this fight

when everthing is going wrong
and things are just a little strange
cause for so long now
you've forgotten how to smile
and overhead the skies are clear
but it still seems to rain on you
now things are only getting worse
and you need someone to take the blame
all the alcohol in the world
would never help me to forget
when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
along the way,
try a little harder
try your best to make it
through the day

ytd im not online
cause im really too tired la
i slept very early last night
2330??

ytd...(i try to rmb la)
in the morning
manda's bro fetched me lin and qianru to clementi sports stadium la
thanks

sports day la
was okay la
actually i really wanna pon one
but will get niam by alot of people la
so i came

okay heng ah im not in the cheerlead anymore
atheena la
scare people

haha the sun shown on my face la
got people brought umbrella can
and xuewen is really a bimbo can
she will never get tann la
she will be very fair forever lo

i ran 4 by 100, 4 by 400 and inter cca relay la
my stamina really drop la
actually i really don't wanna run
but our house ran out of people to run la
so i sacrifice lo

ran under the rain is nice!

never get any position la

next year i will run NO MORE
i don't wanna pull my house down la

when they announce the positions of the house
from the 6th to the 1st
and shumei was standing beside me
when they gonna say the 6th, 5th and 4th positions
i everytime said to shumei "haiya joseph la"
then its not la
3rd can
first time lo
so happy and surprised

then accompanied qianru for her bus to come

after that went to mac with wanling and alex
had lunch + breakfast la
saw alot of my primary school friends can
but some i forgot the name le
haiyer haha

after that i forgot what happen le la
but i don't wanna waste my time there
so i went off first la

sighs forget it la
i explained alot of times le
since you all still think like that
i got nothing to say
anyway no one trust or believe me either
i thought at least ONLY YOU could understand me a little
cause you know me well
and im happy to know that
but you're NOT
you all took things for granted la
forget it la
get lost!

im not the me no more
its hard to be the me
im used to be

haiyer wth
dara wanna blackmail me la
she happen to take photo of me running ytd la
and she wants me to buy her ticket la
dunno what 'the very first nationwide underaged and alcoholic party' la
very idiot can
if i don't buy she will just blackmail me la
i then no mood and no time to go la
i don't care! haha!

amanda got headache today la

colette niam again haha
lion king also lol

felissa was like talking to me during national anthem la
haha heard someone farted can

haiyer biology damn wet la
xuewen and geraldlyn sprayed the distilled water to me la
then i sprayed back also
then was like water gun la
spray here and there la
damn fun la
haha geraldlyn damn wet lo
you know what, sihui's hands damn smooth la
haiya she never do housework de la
then we played until very tired le
then sleep haha
like pigs la

i know how to do geometry le!!!
its actually like easy la

left my bag on the hardcourt
and went for ss
did quiz la
okay okay la
can just pass can le la

kicked football during recess
as usual my shoes fly sky high
oops almost hit people la

i didn't do practical during f&n la
i don't wanna do also
so i continue with my projects la
but in the end me twinkor xuewen and geraldlyn were chatting la
then used computer
must go up to cyberhome to print out la
but no ink
then went to library
must pay money la
then went back to cyberhome again
used another printer la
geraldlyn and xuewen damn noisy la

i heard after school teachers are going to marina south to bowl
all the teacher la

i heard that im in the cheerleading?!?
haiyer!
dunno me and ezaty will be the crazy people
i can participate but don't ever ever let me wear skirt
please please

ya then went to kfc
had lunch with wanling
wanling's pri school friends there la
they damn crazy one la haha

then i went to buy coffee ice blended bubble tea
i realised i had been skipping lunch
because of coffee ice blended bubble tea la
and if i one day never drink
I WILL DIE!

then met cherene esther and tessa
tessa spilled the cup of pepsi
on my penafore!haha!
wanling laughed until like siao la

can i don't go on sunday??
i feel very...

then went to mac
saw kelly kristanto and shahilia
saw ahtan ahwong rebecca and evangeline
they were studying la
so i don't go disturb them lo

wanling went home

kelly kristanto shahilia really very funny la
then we went laughing laughing non stop la
then walked here and there in tiong

then went think tank
saw the bungs
ya i know them because of ...
and they know me because of ...
and we just kept staring at each other la

kristanto went home

then we went back to mac
ate ice cream
shahilia treat la haha
that time is the funniest la
alot of jokes la
really can laugh until siao

then kelly need to rush
so home

at bukit panjang interchange
haha kezia saw me
but i didn't see her until she msg me la
was like chatting stuffs
haha we promised each other that we will
go bukit panjang plaza together one day
if we are free yupps

im sorry
i never mix friends by popularity
to me everyone is popular
if i mix with the popular people
i won't be wasting my time to type all this
please don't ever think that
i never talk to you all
cause you all were studying
i don't wanna disturb you all
all else you all will pek chek
and can't concentrate
cause it happen once before
i really dunno how to balance myself from friendship
my position is hard to be
i know you all feel that im the one
but im really not
i treasure friendship a lot
if im not i wouldn't care whether you all angry nort
i really wouldn't care
but i care
so please understand
but im also in the wrong
im really really sorry!

*i can't type nonsense here le
teachers are reading my blog nowadays*

happy birthday chelsy!!!

actually i dunno its her birthday today
until zhenyi told me
haha oops no present

im very tired in the morning
i don't wanna go to school
but i drag myself

ms phee scolded us during chemistry
very bored la

haha history i slapped audrey's face
i love history lesson
because its not boring at all
mr tan teach until very fun

me and liling sang songs in class during mt haha

was very bored in ss la
wrote notes until like siao

recess slapped here and there
damn fun la

mdm lim damn funny la
she was so urged to know how she looked in the yearbook la
haha very pretty la

i think i didn't finish up question 2 for accounts la
forget it la
im lazy la

yay for once ms sim teached us maths
and i finally understand geometry

went tiong

had lunch in long john

then brought COFFEE ICE BLENDED BUBBLE TEA
lynn also haha

then went to kfc
haiyer...!!!
okay nvm
this was a conversation by wanling the idiot la
when we were looking at the yearbook
she - "judy, i think shixuan and shihui look like the same leh"
me - "of course la they are sisters what"
she - "huh?!? they are sisters?!?"
me - "ya la! wow! wanling you not 'WOLS' wad!"
she - "sorry la, i today then know can"
me - "heh please la i last year know le la, wa you really not 'WOLS' what"
hahaha she damn slow la
i can't stand it la

okay i need to go home early cause i need to do my f&n project
or else mdm lim will call my parents la
and she's serious this time la

okay something very concidence
i took 16 to after two stops from tiong
and i went down
and i think audrey took another bus to great world
and maybe her bus pass by me
but i didn't see her at all
then i took 970
and when it pass by great world
i saw audrey
we waved at each other for byebye
and you know what
HENG AH! i didn't take 75 ah
or else i will be taking bus home with her la
and we will slap each other in the bus
and in the end will fight in the bus la haha
haha we msged each other "HENG AH!"
haha so damn funny can

i kept niaming at lynn
until she can't ta han le
then she went offline haha

audrey very stupid leh
sms me about ____
so irritating la
everytime i think about it
i feel like puking
and audrey will just laugh laugh laugh

i MUST remember to bring charger for charmaine
cause we gonna change handphone!

should i go on sunday??
i think i will be extra
and they will just put one person to be my partner la
wth!
still must dress formal ah haiyo
so formal for what
informal can??

amanda was late today la
im not tired la

im not use to eng lesson early in the morning la
cause we had to climb all the way up to 4th floor la

pe was fun la
our pe teacher changed le i think
we did long jump
i can't jump for nuts

sighs all the emaths lesson were all the same la
no difference

mdm lim niam niam niam again la
must hand in the f&n project on thurs la
or else will call our parents again la
always threaten us by using our parents la

played 3 on 3 during recess

did reflection during cme

i love mt haha
was like time pass so fast la
we were dancing and singing in class la
damn high
ginwei was really mad can
we were also finding "pretty girls" in the yearbook
haha damn funny la
cannot sleep at all
sherlyn they all were laughing
then liling said "laugh laugh laugh, shen jing bing"
then liling laughed too
then mr ng said to liling "you also laugh what"
then the whole class laughed

after school went tiong
alex coming back to school also
got my coffee ice blended haha
this few days i would rather have coffee ice blended
than having lunch la
im not hungry at all la
i dunno why

training was okay la
played until the rain
was fun la
carmen played cheat all the time la
pulled my shirt
pulled my shorts
pulled my everything la

then wanru and sihui were forcing
im sorry i can't tell you!

whenever i see a couple played basketball
and im thinking things again
and tomorrow can never be
cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
i really envy other couples
they can played basketball happily together
and all i can do is
sat down and looked at them
and imagine what if its us