Tuesday, February 28, 2006

last night after i went offline
then studied bio
until cannot ta-han le
then shui jiao!

yeah!
i had my period this morning!
im so happy!
cause it won't come during efl!

amanda never go school with me and qianru
dunno why

argh!my twinkor never go to school
she suppose to photoscap a copy of her ss notes to me by today
and tmr is the ss ca man
okay im not concern about the notes la
i concern about her la
what happen to her man??
i think she should be sick la

yeah!i passed my both chem tests???!!!???
amazing leh...
cause i really did anyhow
im so lucky!
heng ah no one to one haha
right geraldlyn?!?

haha gwen hates mon and tue
cause the first lesson will always be emaths
and its ms sim

ms sim and another teacher(dunno her name)
took our class for eng ca

i did until halfway
i can't stand it le
so i just went to sleep
don't even know where i did until
i was damn sleepy la
when i woke up
its the end time for the paper le

went to 3j class during mt
its fun la
i did alot of bad things to audrey haha
too many le until i forgot what i did

very boring suring mt lesson la
liling just kept talking la
i sat at audrey tan seat
anissa sat infront of me
she was very iritating you know
kept throwing people with honey sticks
perhaps she was just high mad and crazy la
liling just went talking all along
mr ng kept looking at her la

stupid idiot mdm lim!
she showed my passport photo to everyone during f&n la
everyone was laughing la haiyer whatever la
mdm lim said my passport photo cannot la
cause it just looks different from now
then the class was like arguing with her la
i just kept quiet and i said its okay what
its still the judy in the photo what
then she got nothing to say

xuewen's penafore was too short
then mdm lim asked her to un-hem it
she never wear shorts inside la
then mdm lim just lift her penafore high la
okay i saw her ...
no more info!
her penafore now is very long i guess
i think she went home to sew it again la
tanya helped her to iron her penafore lol

someone told me my twinkor had fever la
poor thing...poor thing...

lin told me that mr patrick disapproved me and kim
to play for another competition
cause its no use playing without me and kim
so me and kim decided to see mr patrick tmr maybe

alot of people complained me about you
and they wanna me to talk to you
or scold you FIERCELY
but how am i gonna do it??
what am i gonna do??
what am i suppose to do man??
i dunno
i only know that its very difficult...
i tried la

went to audreywong that clique!
audreywong suffered from depression la haha
i told jokes
instead of audreywong laugh,
yossie audreytan and alex laughed la
but in the end she laughed la
okay then i dropped yossie's bottle on the floor
cause its pink!eww...so i just let go lo
oops!
so she wanna use her nike bottle to spray water on me
me and alex just ran up to 3rd floor la
haiz in the end kana spray la
went to 3j class again
oops i pinched zhenyi's boots!
sorry haha
i slapped jiarui's face accidentally
cause that time i was real skyhigh man
then i said a sorry to her with a smile!haha

ms lee took our class for bio/chem ca
the paper i really dunno how to do
except the cells...is quite easy
i was doing slowly...
oops i forgot the time
only got 40 minutes
and i still left 10 minutes
and i got alot of questions haven't do
i rushed through...
heng ah!
last minutes whole thing finished!

hey what happen again ah??
why everyone 'lian chou chou'?!?

went down for bio lesson
rachel ah...MS LIM!
today my class started the first quarrel man
its about the ca thingy la
i don't wanna join in la
so i just kept quiet and pretend knowing nothing!
at the mean time i tried to cool the two sides down la
xuewen just slept all the way to her dreamland!
we did practical...
cool man!
from blue to green to orange!
argh!sumei accidentally spilled herself with chemicals
she went to wash up haha
okay today im guai
i didn't listen to mp3 during her class
RIGHT RACHEL?!?
RACHEL WAS JEALOUS LA

charmaine so guai!
she went home!

went to tiong with liling
saw pathetic loner tingting sat down at a corner
waiting for us
she wasn't in a good mood la
i tried to cheer her up
and i think i did it
but she kept daoing liling leh
what actually happen man??
i cheered her up le
then she 'lian chou chou' again
sighs...so poor thing...

amanda qianru puiyee and priscilla
were there too
okay its very funny man
its about a little small boy haha
qianru complained to me that tingting dao her?!?
what am i suppose to do man

wanling came...
went to long john to eat lunch with her
okay that someone and someone isit steading??
very obvious what...

amanda puiyoong and qianru came to long john to study also
okay qianru was very irritating you know
kept disturbing people
cause she left her books at home
and cannot study la
then later xuewen the clique came...
very noisy!
i was studying that time la
one qianru
another one was xueqen's clique
argh!forget it la
cannot concentrate even though my mp3 was on
so just left lo

went to huiwen house with wanling
they study there?!?
sure nort??
if they study the heaven will drop down man haha
her sister scared of me?!?
my face really very scary meh??
then expect me to smile every second meh?!?
crazy!
thanks for the kinder bueneo
they watched campus superstar
they screamed la
too excited le la
then watched romantic movie
haha wanling cried can
siao!
quite broing there la

haha audrey called
she was having cca at that time la

went to kim seng
never play ball la
listening to mp3
audrey called
she walked damn slow la
walked into the lift no reception le
so hang up lo

went to tiong
saw my primary school friends from new town sec la
chat chat chat
until 6 plus

then home sweet home

okay ben tan my cousin changed his email add la
i was like kept asking...
then he said he knew me for 14 years
then i was thinking where got friends know me for 14 years de
haha he hint me that he was a 14 year old boy very handsome de
then i said no la not handsome but super handsome
then he said girls queue up for him until orchard ah
haha so funny
then we two chat chat chat
we two very close de
he told me about his girl
i told him about my BOY lol
last time la
he like naruto?!?
alex you got a partner!

long post sia...

the smile on your face
makes me smile too

what am i suppose to do??
what do you want me to do??
im two-sided sorry

last night
afte i went offline
went to study my biology
write down notes...
i didn't sleep well last night
cause i just can't sleep at all

woke up early today
not tired at all for the first time

liling...
no la even i got my mp3
i will still care about you all la

haiz what happen again??
conflicts??
nevermind i know you all will get back again

emaths test...
i don't think i did that well
especially standard form
and pythragoras theorem
forget it la
once its done its done
im gonna flunk this time
confirm 100%
i ate sweets during the test
nice nice
it will activate my brain
gwen are you okay??

we did our own study during ss
sat beside my twinkor and jialing
infront of me is rachel
haha so funny la
we were talking about rachel's head
in toilet bowl
twinkor laughed until tears came out la
haiyo lol

did double entry and 'legend' accounts
is it spelt like that?
dunno la
im very china de la
i did it by myself can

went to computer lab for history
alex, audrey and yossie were very nonsense k
liling, michelle and the others kept talking about...
relationships la
sihui and wanru went out for lower sec recess la
then came back at 10.55am
i saw sihui chewing something...

recess went to the hall to take tins
mine is a new one haha
ARGH! i just remembered i forgot to take home!
oh shit i hope no one took it
or else im gonna get it from francis lo

idiot audrey wong!
ripped off my belt!
she gonna get it from me tmr!
evil!
so i had to put nametag on my belt
so it get a hook

did corrections for english
write until i very sian la
went off at 1pm
saw wanling

lynn you are stupid! haha lol

went to locker
i need to take my mt handbook
to study

went to canteen
had mashed potatoes
i said it as mashed mallow la
haiyer anna and lin teased me la
finally the mashed potatoes got its original gravy back!
hurray!its nice!

went to ccab
saw a few matches
played ball
i didn't change so i didn't go for the warm up
chat with puiyoong...
ahem! no info man
cause they just started like that!

rgs and scgs match was so damn interesting and exciting la
their scores were very near!
i wanna see
but i also must support my team

the score for
rgs : scgs
26 : 25
DAMN CLOSE LA!
rgs people will be damn happy le la
scgs people cried i think

bel's 1st fan ah!
damn idiot la
anyway i still dunno her name la
but i remembered i treat her ice cream before
she asked me to take bag for her?!?
and its pink?!?
okay im kind so i carried for her for her

went to petrol station
ate noodles
ate two ice cream today
HIP POP JELLY!
and one more i forgot le
im always never lick ice cream
i bite ice cream!

alex went home

i had apple juice drink also

wanling...
don't worry la
if wanna tell her then tell lo
this is so such a small matter la
i advise you don't tell la
later she make trouble again
sighs

geraldlyn got 6/10 for chemistry test la
i think i flunk

okay chatting with mei now
she is 'razy' and high now!
dunno why she said my face made her smile!
haha cool la

study history now

will you accept me??

if i promised not to feel this pain
will i see you again??

last night after i went offline at 12 plus
i studied my chemistry until 4 plus in the morning

woke up early today
11 plus...
cause im not very tired

watched magistrate drama
today was the last episode
my dad likes to watch la
i think its nice also la

studied my social studies

went out for lunch

came back...
continue with my social studies

4.30pm!
watched virtures of harmony
very funny la

then studied my history

went out for dinner

came back...
time for me to relax le la
so i went online
i realised i had been studying for like one whole day la
amazing huh
but at least something went into my brain la
better then nothing?!?

someone add me on msn
i asked who is she
she said helen
i really dunno who is she
or maybe i forgot le
she is from 3mm
then i think she should be liling's friend la

haha dana's blog is funny!
D.A.N.A
Digital
Artificial
Nullification
Android
cool!

i can't change my passport photo
cause need 3 weeks time
gonna explain to lim lee kee tmr

oya need to bring $15 for class t shirt
$5.50 for ten year series poa book
must not forget!

diskette for history notes also

tmr is guangyang's match
can i don't bring my jersey??
cause it might be not in use

im not gonna be bored tmr morning

xuewen said need to study
osmosis, diffusion, cells and enzymes for ca1 biology
gonna study now...

retarded i don't give a damn about it

woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon

my sister went to church with my neighbour

once i woke up
walk out of my room
saw my brother playing com la
he should be playing from morning to afternoon le la

went to fetch my mother

then had lunch
halfway lunch
my sister called
then fetched my sister

went to funan the it mall
look for my mp3
yeah! got it!

i had one and a half ice cream!
chocolate chips flavour!
the first one i was eating it...
then suddenly dropped it on the floor
then brought another one
and this time i had it all

its such a hot weather can
my ice cream was melting!
i had a hard time eating it
i realised i don't lick ice cream
i bite ice cream! lol

my brother need to go to bbq
for his calss gathering
its the condo beside bukit panjang lrt

then my parents drag me go to imm giant
brought alot of stuffs
yeah! marshmallow!
wa liao go to the sanitary pads department
alot of people looking at me la
haha my and my sister just kept throwing pads at each other
so retarded!
my mum was irritated about it

omg im late!
i can't mannage my time at all
i realised i haven't study at all yet
i think i will study later la

alot of people msg to my hp la
cause they forgot that i lost it
my dearest hp...
where are you?!?
i miss you leh

audrey once i got my new hp
i will tell you la

toning??
yesh! cause i need to study!

im sorry
maybe all is fated is be

baby, why would you hurt me so long
please let me know...

audrey put the same photo as me haha
really cheered me up
thanks

liling came today!

i did double entry myself can
i finally know how to do
but dunno how to close or open account la

loiter around the school during mt
liling likes jia rui's sister??haha lol

went back to class
talk about the easy article i had in my file for a long time

ginwei very funny leh even the way she talks

i don't have the mood to go for pe
im so dry but suddenly must sweat
im not use to it la
ms quek and MRS HANNAH took our class
cause ms philips absent
we need to run extra 4 rounds around the court
cause we were not running as a class
ms quek said so la haiyer

ms sim took our recess period to go through our test paper
i think its better la
cause mon is emaths ca
geraldlyn was so irritated la
most probably, she was too hungry le

someone and someone scored very high huh haha

i saw tanya just slept for the whole lesson la

krystal kana suspension

michelle turning to a bung...

i realised bballers don't sit at the flagpole for recess anymore
we are separating haiz
is like left 5 pathetic bballers sat there la
a few days more...
no more people sit there le

line up on the hardcourt
was like burning under the sun la

went up to hall
geraldine sat infront of me
liling sat behind me
she changed place la

'bu seok' sat beside me
me and 'bu seok' chat alot la
we were chatting about last year leadership camp
so funny la
i am not suppose to talk about it on my blog la
i don't wanna embarrass 'bu seok'

we were finding audrey to join in the laughter la
but she was nowhere to be seen

went back to ms sim class to take our bags
went to 3-10
next week classroom
during ca1...

geraldlyn sit infront of me
right hand top-jannah
right side-debra
right hand below-melissa
back-elaine tan
left hand below-tanya
left side-tia
left hand top-gwen
i think our group very noisy de
jannah wanna change place with debra
to sit with me haha

bluffed mdm lim that im going toilet
but i went to find audrey and alex
cause they were bored

waited for audrey and alex la haiyo
so long!
natasha also waiting for jiarui
ms sim took their class after school la

i realised zhenyi and rebecca very rude!

siling cut out the coupon for me and wanling

xuewen penafore just simply too short
and the belt just simply to low

ginwei's belt just simply too low la
too low not nice la
ginwei can be a bung la
she got no boots at all la
but just need to fix her hair
but she is straight la haha

went to locker
took out all the textbooks
for?!?
you all should know la

went tiong with wanling

alex can't go cause she got tuition

audrey got angklung la haiyer
i wanna spend my after school time with her la
but since she got angklung then nvm lo

saw shixuan at mac

saw cheyenne in long john

there was this baby very cute!

suppose to study de
but can't concentarte la
something happen la
but solve alr le!

i almost can solve the questions
in huiwen maths paper la
but she went home early lo

lynn...
sorry sorry
its all my fault
im the one who type all the msg
im sorry don't angry k
sorry sorry sorry

im making a fool of myself
two couples were laughing at me la

if wanna go ask her smt then be brave la
so shy for what haiyo
since i treated her as friend le
i should have the courage and braveness...
haiz im just a failure and a loser la

i never do things right
i never have the courage la
so i gave up la
forget it la

liling relax la
don't need go buy penknife la siao
just relax and calm down
don't be so 'chong dong'
not worth it for her la
penknife can't solve the problem
before you do anything please think twice
you scare me la
calm down and think properly...
you will find the answer very soon

wanling brought a joke book for her
the jokes inside some were funny la
i was laughing away la

shall share it with puiyee

went to walk with liling and tortise
then came back
cause i don't wanna go home so early
since its fri
look out the window
thinking stuffs again

chat with lynn haha
she still can't guess it la
i gave her all the obvious hints le la
she very toot de la
nvm slowly guess...
i will wait then haha

saw lynn passport photo
one is cute
one is nerd

went home with lynn
chat alot of stuffs on the mrt

there was this baby haha
looks like lynn ong the toot!

geraldlyn!
i need to send me the song...
'all the small things'
'like a rose'
please come online!

zhihui i need your blog url please!

im still not given up
i wanna play basketball!
sorry guys
i really regretted

chat with lynn
haha i know her secret le!

why are you keeping her photo??
why why why??
i realised you were very close to her le
why why why??
how i wish i could be in the same class as you
i was thinking about you almost the whole day
why ah...no idea...
i really had this weird feelings when i see you man
last time i had the courage to talk to you
but now im really shy to do that
everytime i look at you
i really wish that we could talk alone
and that's all
this is what i ask for only
not much...
but still...
i think is impossible
cause you will never change
you will still stay the same...
im sorry

haha everytime i see this photo i feel like laughing
is funny is nice and is CUTE!
isn't she cute?? lol
thanks for cheering me up la
audrey thanks alot
your photo had cheered me up alot le haha

ytd night i was thinking what will happen today
once i woke up i got a bad feeling
when i was walking to the lrt
i was thinking alot of stuffs

liling never come today la
fine

ah shit!i forgot to bring the councillor tie for suzanna
TMR I WILL RMB!

bring diskette for history also!

me and anna went to find king kong
i tried explaining to her
but she gave her reasons
i think what she said was correct la
i knew that cutting my hair short was wrong
but still i went to cut it
so i must take up the punishment
im sorry guys
im sorry kingkong
im sorry everyone

had emaths test
okay the pythagoras theorem i really dunno how to do
so i copied from geraldlyn
okay once i knew the formulas
i know how to do le

i really dunno what happen during poa
nothing goes in my mind
im still sad la

copied the last page of the notes for ss
i was sleeping in class
we were talking about efl

we were making noise in class during bio
ms lim was irritated about it
last week we did a test
our class did the worst

we need to stay back during recess for chem test
awhile only la
but i still dunno what im doing

no mood to eat la
but im hungry so get a bite la

mdm lim really cheered me up la
she is in a good mood today
mdm lim said my passport photo cannot la
must go change my photo
then everyone was like snatching to see la haiyer
haiz didnt do practical for like two weeks?!?

anna's dad fetched us to ccab thanks
no court to practice
so we slack
me and kim found a court
okay they start warming up

we lost to st mar
but we play a good game!
to me la
SERIOUSLY!
i think we really played a good game
well done guys!

im sorry too
its all my fault la
im really sorry
i fely very guilty when you all were playing la
im really sorry
sorry sorry sorry
i spoiled the whole thing
sorry sorry sorry...

went to petrol station with wanling
ate noodles
i had 3 ice creams today la
HIP POP JELLY!
PADDLE POP!
MOO!
nice nice nice!
only ice creams could cheer me up

wanling ah...
haiz...
don't worry la
i won't think so much i think...

thanks everyone for cheering me up la
but the best encouragement is letting me play
for the very last match on monday
PLAESE!
or else i don't think i can concentrate for my ca1
im sorry

after morning assembly
me and kim put on our hairband
we went to see king kong
we walked towards her
we haven't said a thing
she said "both of you can't play so go away!"

quite sad for the whole day

thanks for the chocolate kahliesah
im hungry la
wrote notes for ss again
halfway i stop le
and i started drawing basketball courts on the paper
trying out the strategies

late for pe
not mood to go
but must go cause if leslie see me never go
he won't let me play for match
idiot jagdish la
shout until so loud
so me krystal and jagdish need to run 6 rounds around the court
charmaine your passes sucks!haha
liling kana influenced by us
ZHU!ZHIHUI!

i really wanna go find kingkong during recess
but others said no
let her cool down first
or else she will be more irritated

you know what
i blog that ytd i will rmb to bring my passport
ytd after i offline
i was too lazy to ask my dad
so i said later
and in the end forgot le
im bringing my mp3 to efl
we taking train!
on the 8th of march i need to wake up at 4.30am ah
need to reach school at 6am haiz
kaining is samantha
samantha is kaining
liling is judy
judy is liling
dayang is yi mei!haha

i had chemistry lesson for 15 minutes only
cause i need to go at 1pm
dunno for what la
haiyer im having chemistry test tmr during recess
im having it alone la
maybe ferlai joining me la

i went to the canteen
saw king kong
i look at her
preparing to tell her smt
and the first word that came out from her mouth was "nope!"
fine forget it

reach ccab
changed to my bball t and jersey short
kim also
warm up with them
saw raffles v queensway
raffles not only good in studies but bball skills also good
got one guy in raffles played until very sissy
gan eng seng controller was very good man

we played against rgs
we lost
everyone don't blame patrick la
even if you are patrick
you will also be sad and disappointed de
he gave the game up
i know he was really very sad and disappointed
he just walked out of the court
but he came back in at last
and rise up the game spirit again
whenever i saw his appearance,
i almost break down
i felt like crying
whenever he said to the team that there is no controller
my eyes just became teary
im sorry guys
you all played a good game
joanne you controlled the game very well
everone played very well

went petrol station
don't worry la
wanling you played well
no mood to eat but im hungry
im sorry guys
i just wanna be alone la

debbie you are very slow can
i observe it long long time ago lo

happy bday ginny
sorry i didnt know your bday was ytd
im sorry i think i forgot
everything in my life is screwed up la

ZHU...zhihui i need your blog url!
i wanna go tag

im really sorry guys
i will go find king kong tmr again
cause tmr match is very important
no matter what i must play or kim play
i will just go beg king kong
or maybe kneel down infront of her la
and seriously i will do that

thanks people
thanks for cheering me up
but forget it
cause if i can play for match tmr
i will be damn happy le

as usual i will bring my jersey tmr
i hope i can wear it...

chat with my classmates about last year
malaysia leadership camp
its fun la
but suffering la
i hope taman negara is not like this
and i hope my period won't come during my efl

today was so damn early for morning assembly la
is like at 7.20am??

me and zhenyi everytime very lazy to stand up
then the councillors will asked us to stand up
then we will say "wait!...haven't start engine haha!"
then i will say "engine spoil le...i never put oil la"
every morning the councillors will get irritated about us la

leslie wanna see me??
for??
i don't have short penafore what
ya then its about my hair
haiz...don't wanna talk about what happen la
and why must it happen before the matches??
i really felt like crying

king kong told patrick not to let me play
and patrick consoled me
he said "its okay, nevermind"
i know he felt very bad inside when he never say so la
i felt very guilty leh

my mood just changed at that time
in emaths class
people asked me am i okay
i just kept quiet for the whole lesson
i really got no mood
im scared la
thinking solutions to solve
im doing my work very slow

i almost cried in the toilet during mt la
i really regretted
thanks for the mp3 liling
thanks for cheering me up guys

had f&n class test
mood really not good at all
no one can make me laugh le
xuwen said i sad cause i never see pon
so she said she gonna download more la haha
i never study at all
i just kept opening the textbook when mdm lim look away
then we left a few minutes before recess
mdm lim don't wanna let us go for early recess
but want us to sing national anthem?!?
me and geraldyn never sing at all
then kana stayed back to sing
if never sing, don't need to go for recess le
then i just sing la la la ya ya ya papaya ya ya ya

i had to face people during recess
lin told me patrick was not in good mood in her maths class
sorry guys
just scold me for all you all want la
im sorry
i will talk to king kong after school

lee ting ting class is real damn boring
she kept niam niam niam
she asked us to do homework
but don't even go through or mark la
then waste our time do for what

listen to mp3 for 2 periods of biology
listen until i headache and backache la
cause i put a file infront of me to cover me
so must lie down
i never do practical
thanks liling for the mp3
im really sorry la guys

haiyer that was when i really got bad mood
kimberly can't play?!?
went to general office to find king kong
but she is not there la
when need to see her, she will not be there
when don't need to see her, she always appear infront of my face
went tiong with amanda alex and wanling
discussing how to settle
amanda and alex prefer mac
long john with wanling
liling tingting and puayleng were there too

came back from tiong
put on nametag
button up
belt pull up higher
went to see king kong with tong
she damn funny la
she pitched my ear cause
she don't know how to take out the ear ring
in the end i took it out myself
her plan is...
put my colar higher
tell king kong i want my hair grow
but trim in the middle
haiyer dunno what the hell la
then king kong not there again
im getting irritated le

changed my attire
i will still go training!
my stamina slack
the 1st team well done!
i really enjoyed the training
but after that...
my problem still haven't solve yet...

tmr morning...
me and kimberly will go see king kong
hope she is kind soul
she can give me suspension or detention as long as she wants
but just let me finish my other matches
please...i will beg her tmr...

wanling funny la
she told me what she did during maths class...
she had maths test today
after she finished
'she hand up the paper'
the person sitting infront checked and counted
why got one more less
so ms sim walked towards wanling and asked...
"where is your paper?"
wanling-"i hand up what"
sim-"where got?"
wanling-"wait let me check..."
and you know what...
she put it in her file can
haha ms sim laughed la
it means...
after she finished her paper she put it in her file and into her bag
cause she used to it
then i was wondering...
what if real exam??OMG
she did something during history class also
haha shall not say out
cannot embarrass her ah

wanling really can cheered me up la
her jokes are lame
but i only laugh at lame jokes

amanda's dad fetched me home
thanks
his car was very cute la
head small
but the butt was flat and big
was thinking stuffs in his car
dunno what am i gonna do

i think alot of people msg to my hp la
cause people asked me why i never reply

must bring passport tmr
shall not forget this important thing

no mood blog le la
but still i will bring my jersey tmr
i hope i can wear it...

went to buy drinks with zhenyi
saw 'bu seok' and my mei
they were so dao

listening to zhenyi's mp3
then geraldine's mp3
can't hear the person sings la
nevermind this weekends im getting my own de

gwen's peanut butter is nice
i ate it and is very nice
when people said it looks disgusting
but maybe because i haven't have my breakfast
whenever im hungry, whatever i eat will be nice
even SHIT haha

haha ms sim didn't come to school today
first time okay
mrs ong took our class
need to do emaths work??
i dunno at all
i only know that im must copy chemistry from debra haha
rachel was very noisy la

heng ah...today don't need to copy notes for ss
we learned structual essay
i paid attention okay
cause structual essay also must be needed in history

saw amanda tan amanda ng and qianru
qianru gave me a hug thanks huh
amanda ng very slow leh
morning she never notice i cut my hair until now la

mrs wong never come today haha
played in class la
kaining became shumei
shumei became kaining
i was calling shumei to kaining when im pointing at shumei
haha so funny
kaining(shumei)'s laughter is very scary lo
was listening geraldlyn's mp3
mrs ong damn cock eye
need to do work??
i dunno at all
forget it la

history ca1 will be a structual essay
michelle suddenly asked "anyone going zoo??"
then she laughed cause she wanna asked the correct one is
"anyone going zouk??"
and i was wondering why michelle suddenly asked people to go zoo
visit animals??
ya GORILLA!the king kong
anyone going zouk on 16th??

recess is getting very boring each day
freezebee maybe??
ya played freezebee with sheryl amanda and alex
idiot sheryl la
always used the freezebee to hit me fine
sheryl you okay nort??
sick again??
YOU DESERVE IT! haha

i finished my eng work fast huh
went to toilet
stood at the railings
thinking stuffs again la haiz

i almost fell asleep in ms phee class
cause she just kept niam niam and niam la
i one ear in, one ear out la
i realised everytime we need to do practical...
she will did it for us
haiyer i think we never do practical before
except that time the chromatography yupps

met wanling in canteen
liling went to nus see tingting

saw gwen at the bus stop
she was waiting for her friend

hahaha someone and someone huh
not scandalous what
very the public hor

went to tiong kfc
cut out the newspaper for offer
$3.65 when its up to $8
cheap huh
the drumsticks is nice

the world is so damn small can
chatting with wanling while eating
we were threatening each other la
jiabao acbc la haha
took photo of herself??

got a uncle suddenly point at a man lan jiao la
then that uncle laughed
then wanling saw it and know why
cause that man forgot to zip up his pants haha

idiot lynn...
im not jealous k
i will get my hp this weekend
so you shall see!

the bukit ho swee cc only open at 6pm
kim seng also
went to huiwen's house
change clothes

we were despo to play ball
so decided to go to kim seng cc to play ball
cause its nearer

we climbed over the gate
haha germaine's shirt kana tore at the sharp ends
one hole at the back?!?hahaha
so scandalous
heng ah lynn brought extra shirt down
is like that hole can fix a head inside hahaha

huiwen was so scared la
she sat on the brick
we told her to jump down
when is like not so high la
we went off
then she just jump down lo

went to play ball
kana caught by a member
they showed attitude la
im just silence
and that will do
kana chase out
and you know what...
got other people climbed in also la
one little boy and two maids la
haha cool man

then sat down and wait lo
silence is really golden huh
so boring la

called her
chat with her
haha funny huh
is like her voice very soft la
i can't really hear
she just swam finish
and im di siao ing her haha
so she went to bathe

then i called waimun
can't hear what she say also
i think im deaf

then finally can play ball
liling, tingting and lydia ah??
came lo
played match...
ling siao la
kept playing with the shirt wih a hole??
i very scary meh
don't need to kept saying sorry sorry la
you did nothing wrong la
the match was very funny la
finally she was enthu le
relieve man

tired le went for a drink
no ez-link card k
so advance meh haha
lynn lend me $ to buy coke cola thanks huh
went to chat with her again
chat about my ex mei la
ya blah blah blah

watched taekwando
the little kids very cute

wanling very idiot leh
she hand itch go shanke the bottle of coke with lime inside la
then i go open the cap
the coke just spilled out la

wanling regretted la haha
don't worry i won't tell anyone haha

went to bukit ho swee cc
sorry guys i really need to go le
it took me more than one hour to reach my house la
im sorry guys
i wanna ask you something
but since you are so pek chek that i am there
than forget it
i shall not disturb you
im sorry

took mrt
saw a couple so loving
muacks here and there
free show la
the man very handsome
the man very pretty la
quite compatible
took lrt
thinking stuffs again la

reach home at 9.30pm??
kana scolded lo haiyer

i realised got TWO teavhers never come today
cool!
slacked the whole day!

oya forgot to go see king kong today
hope that she won't recognised me

heh!biology tmr??
in lab??
haha mp3 please...

did my cme homework
cause its lee ting ting

audrey asked me to call her la
but at 10pm i called her
she sleep liao??

haiz im missing you again
i tried to ask people to make you happy
cause you happy=im happy
looking at you during lesson time
really hurts me
im sorry
i don't wanna change you
cause i don't wanna hurt anymore people le
cause it hurts me when i hurt people

mei ah...
i know you still got feelings for him la
is just that you don't dare to accept it
i know how you felt
time will make you forget him
but the problem is how long will it be
maybe forever??
haha okay la
i knew you are faking
so everyday i asked alex about you
and i heard you are always laughing and smiling
im happy le la
and then i was thinking are you faking??
sighs...haiz...
ya i told alex to take care of you for me la
i scared something will happen to you la
ya if you really can't stand it
just go back to your church
cause just follow what your feelings says la
at least you got feelings for the church right haha
my opinion is just concentrate on your ca1
anyway its up to you la
about me you don't worry la
cause i got no problems at all
serious...
im very happy now...

okay slept at 3 plus last night
went offline at 1 plus
went to watch tv
its about a teacher that cares about his students
that teacher very handsome leh haha
and also teacher to teacher romance la
the ending very nice
i like the drama
though i never watch from the first episode la
but i understand the story

woke up at 2 plus today
is like i had lunch at 3 plus la
i love to sleep la
cause is just the time for me to slack and rest

cut my hair...
my parents said no difference
when i said got la
haiyo and somemore that hairdresser cut alot la
then my parents still say don't have la
fine fine fine
and somemore i can't cut that short la
my back is quite short la
that stupid hairdresser la
haiyer next time just give me a scissors
i will cut it myself though i can't see my back la
weird huh

slack at home
is boring la
but at least can catch up with my homework
i did all my homework?!?
yeah!

time pass damn fast can
is like weekends gonna finish?!?
went out for dinner...
very funny la
was chatting about my future la...lol...

haha i went to my tagboard
xuewen and wanling got conversations about pon la
heh please hor...
that is my tagboard hor
don't dirty my tagboard hor
later people think i dirty minded ah
haha anyway wanling deleted the pon in her handphone
infront of my face la
haiyer i wanna advertise to people one la
then wanling's handphone will be famous ma
wa liao but she go deleted it la haiyer
xuewen wanna watch MORE la haha
tmr she will di siao me again about pon la haiyo

omg omg
geraldlyn remind me tmr got chemistry!
gonna go one on one la haiyer
we hope and wish that ms phee will be absent again la
but that is fat hope la
so stop dreaming la
test paper come back
100% confirm FAIL!
if never fail i will just chop my head down la
must do workbook chapter 2 and worksheet meh??
oh gosh i never do leh
and somemore must hand in on friday la
haiz die liao geraldlyn la
now then she reminds me got homework la
but i won't do de la
go school copy??
haha geraldlyn forgot to do emaths homework ah
i was like typing out the answers for her la
she did her work very slow can
from question 3 onwards??
im gonna die man
we spend our time sorting out is it worksheet ot textbook la
but i never do my worksheet de
so is textbook...
very luan leh
and she write very slow la
i type the numbers on the computer
until i myself very confuse la
now around my head are numbers la
123456789??????????????
we chat about the flat chest teacher haha
MS LIM!
someone like ms lim until siao la
shh...
cannot tell who is that person...

i realised actually i got a lot of homework i haven't do yet
cause i don't even know
is like i did all the homework
then suddenly pop out another homework
is like homework will never be done one day

exams are coming la
the following week
and i think that week got match huh
haiyo where got time to study
next week will be tired la
got two matches leh
die die le

tonight ton??
cause im not tired at all la

busy day for me tmr ah

haha my parents took out all our photos
when we were young la
i looked very difference compare from last time to now lol

chat with my mei
she troubled la
hey mei...
maybe not his father la
and relax relax relax
chill chill chill
you are cool cool cool haha
okay i understand how you felt
he gave you sad pathetic blackface huh
then you gave him attitude ah
poor thing la him
this is normal la
this is always normal after a broke up
and time pass by you two will talk and forget the bad memories
and be friends again like you two used to be?!?
smile la
i can't imagine your angry face
don't f__k here and there la haha
you really is very angry this time huh
happy go lucky la
a smile for you :)
hope you smile too tmr

i dunno am i doing the right thing
i tend to be jealous
once im online
i will just go your blog
look at the thing that you did today
im really sad
i see you sad i will just be sad
i dunno why
there is this weird feeling whenever i see you
what if i change you to a crook??
will you blame me??
maybe i will just keep it to myself
cause i don't wanna hurt another person anymore
im sorry

wa piang i sat infront of the computer
for more than two hours la
eating chocolates
my eyes are pain
panda eyes la

chat with lynn
she seems to be troubled
so i cheer her up
and made her laugh i think
she very toot la
the girl is so obvious la
is like standing infront of her
she also dunno la
she still can't guess it la
nevermind slowly guess

HEY JULIET!
I WANNA BE YOUR ROMEO!
haha don't anyhow think la
its just lyrics
haha this song reminds me of audreywong la lol
i really love this song leh
it makes me happy

i was thinking
xuewen watched more pon than me la
she even watched with her father la
haha lol she will get sore eyes first ah

maybe toning...
no no no
yawning...
sleeping time!

oya man utd vs liverpool...

if i change you to a crook
will you??
i dunno...
im thinking of you
im missing you
yupps i think i should stop thinking about it
cause i know its impossible
but it breaks my heart to see you sad
anyway i will always be there for you if you need me...
i had this weird feelings when i see you everytime
i dunno why
chill chill chill
relax relax relax
cool cool cool
you all don't have to listen or follow her everytime
there is no leader in a clique
everyone got freedom
my opinion is since you all can't stand her
then isolate or separate with her lo
or maybe have a nice talk la
nothing is impossible to solve la
or maybe bear with her like me??
but i know you all can't do that
maybe im the one who changed her to who is she now
im sorry that you guys had to suffer
im really sorry
maybe i made the wrong choice
i really regretted
when you really love a person,
you won't care about her bad points...
yupps since you have decide then
i can't really say anything la
i also dunno how to help
when i really wanna help haha
but listen to her explanations first
before decide any decision
anyway its up to you la
happy go lucky la
a smile for you la :)

slept at 12 plus last night
very tired la
no energy to pon la
woke up at 12 plus today

my brother and sister went for the church thingy
they asked me to go
but i don't want cause i wanna sleep
yeah!im all alone at home
but a day for me to stone i think
went online...
chat with my mei
she very nonsense la
LAME also la
she changed my name can
until very long long kind la
but too bad im longer to her

wanling called to asked me go play ball at bukit ho swee
but i don't wan la cause i wanna sleep
sorry wanling have fun la
and btw im not talking about you and her la
is another person you don't know de la
i know who is that 'wtf???'
IS WANLING LA
she misunderstood can

went out at 2 plus
went to harbourfront
then to funan the it mall
was finding something

gonna get my hp next week
and my mp3 also

cutting hair tmr i guess
or should i cut??
cause im seeing ms sim MS chandran and KING kong
on monday leh
haiyer i don't care la
i don't think i'm gonna find them la
lazy lazy

i just remembered that i need to find article for my mt
on monday have to present haiyer

next week will be a busy and tired week for me man
yupps chating with my mei now
she seems troubled

chill chill chill
relax relax relax
cool cool cool
you all don't have to listen or follow her everytime
cause no one is leader in a clique
everyone got the freedom
my opinion is separate with her
i can't interfere so its up to you
one day she will know that she is so damn wrong
her attitude is can't change de i think
maybe im the one who changed her to like this
im sorry that you guys had to suffer
im really sorry

got one lady took my seat in the morning
so i sat on the stone chair
amanda came
i looked at her innocently la
haha then she laughed
slept in the car
accompany zhenyi to bookshop
the bookshop aunty is leaving
so sad
listening to mp3
ate 'ba gua'
haha gwen brought to school
the 'ba gua's were very nice
im lovin' it
i don't wanna be helper can
im just a lazy pig
did double entry for poa
today one was easier
i finished first in class la
im so fast!
loiter around the school during mt
bluffed mr ng i never bring my article
but actually i bought
but i don't wanna say anything about my arrticle
cause no one will understand...
pe...
never do anything just slacked alot
do the same thing as the 2r girls
they got a nice pe teacher i realised
im supposed to go at 10.15pm cause im the helper
but i lazy la
so i studied another emaths lesson until 11pm
ate 'ba gua's very the nice
haha me and gwen threw the container here and there
until ms sim was very irritated la
yeah for one first time i did my work faster then JIALING!
but slower than liling i think...
i simply just hate the bus trip
then went off to tiong to have lunch
saw my last year classmates at mac
had it at long john
xuewen saw the pon la
ginwei and the others don't dare to eat le
and somemore xuewen very excited la haiyo
no la actually can be sex education la
but is for r21 haha
saw ZHIHUI THE ZHU
haha she very nice you know
she brought food for her friend la
me and wanling chat about alot of stuffs
laughed until like siao hahaha
'then we forgot the time'
actually is we wana pon haha
we left the pace at 1.30pm??
when we suppose to be there at 12.30pm??
at raffles place mrt only need to walk over
conveniece la
we reached there at 2.30pm??
haha we walked the wrong side
we walked until the back gate
then we climbed over the gate
is quite a small gate la
if got camera we will look like burglers la
so secretive one
i dunno im chor lor or not la
got men there la
you will think that is very hard to climb over
but it will be easy when you are climbing
seriously...
i thought we two will not be caught for VERY late
but mr gobert tan and mr yeo sat there
and wait for us to climb finish la
waste our effort
next time late i will walk in the BIG gate proudly man
i must have integrity lol
this stupid wanling la
she shouldn't had shout honey's name which is honey la
siao la so loud can
then kana caught lo
had to tell ms sim
then told her lo
halfway through ms mak came
how embarrass can it be la
then mr chandran and us walked for miles
and he found out we climbed the gate
haiz i know he was very disappointed with me la
he said 'judy, the respect for me to you...
have flushed down the toilet bowl alr'
haiyer no comments la
then had to go for extra detention la haiz
then went back...walked up the stairs...
mrs kong=king kong
she caught me for my belt and stuffs la
then i chat with her for a long time la
we walked and chat and walked and chat
she said she wanna chat with me again on monday
haiyer no peace today la
im just wondering...will i get the basketballers into troubles??
i dunno leh
cause its all i started de
all the problems can just come to me and don't disturb them la
cause competitions at state
then chat with rebecca nikita maria and evangeline
evangeline went out with a boy on valentine's day la haha
oops secret is out!
waimun...
you were very fast la
so excited to take for what
just take it la
i won't mind de
if i take it back from you now
i will be very unfair
im sorry
then lynn huiwen carmen very irritating la
they are copycats!
inter cca relay...
we did our best la
shall not complain cause im not swimming yupps
i realised basketballers can't really swim haha
run okay la
SO LOUD my ears gonna burst!
so listen to carmen's mp3 lo
dou jiang you tiao! haha nice song right carmen??
da she tou...reminds me of her...
amanda asked me to go with them to dunno what park la
i don't want...
got my own reasons...
sorry ah wanling
after everything finished we took mrt
i was thinking alot of stuffs on the mrt
im sorry guys
walked here and there
can't decide what to eat
then me and wanling went to kfc
i had shrooms burger meal
hungry la no choice
then they all very irritating la
call everything 1 minute la
i no peace eating la
rushed there la
heng ah she is not there
or else i will not be there
played ball with the gan eng seng people
i realised something...
the girl who wore pink shirt look exactly like foongchin la
even the voice looks like the same la
at first i thought she was foongchin so i wana call her foongchin la
heng i never shout out ah
will be embarrass la
her name is anna i think
i dunno i just heard her friends called her that
the girl who wore pink shirt everytime
tell me she got stomach ache la
as if its my business la
i just said 'go da bian la' haha
but she was the first person that makes me laugh naturally today la
good!
got one boy very talkative ah
think he very good ah
shout here scream there la
so noisy
another boy quite good in skills la
his eyes were small
his nose is small
his mouth is small
his head is very small
his everything just extra extra small
he is very skinny la
then got one girl everytime will go to the freethrow line
and shoot very funny and obvious la
she kept shouting and screaming to people
not to injure her la haha
im not tyco today
my shootings were all just out la
my lay up i never 'ba wo'
can't be bothered la
then i need to go le
i go then she will be enthu and happy la
i left will only make her happy
very tired la
that stupid lrt train ah
waste my time la
dunno what stupid technical wrong la
i sat in the lrt for 45 minutes la
and actually it can just take me for 15 minutes la
then i reached home at 9pm??
i left bukit ho swee c at 7.30pm la
it took me 1 1/2 hour to go home can
im so damn tired
nevermind tmr is saturday...
can sleep at home
its quite a long post today...
anyway the RAWRR at my tagboard is not i do de
is audrey wong la
wa liao zhihui and fiona ah
i need you blog url!
i have been waiting for years le la
can you like treasure her??
i beg you ah
she really willing to give up everything for you la
don't say___here and there la
she will get jealous even she says she is not la
haiya just stop it la
treasure the time with her
you really mean a lot to her
this is all i can say
its up to you anyway

as usual
tired in the morning
scared that amanda and qianru won't show up
cause i don't have a hp to contact
but in the end they showed up
stephanie is very funny you know
she is bimbotic also
once saw her with a bung in town
im quite fast in my emaths
pythagoras theorem...
did finish the questions
took a rest
copied work from liling for accounts
cause i really dunno how to do
write notes during ss again
hand pain la
i just anyhow scribble
can't be bother to rewrite it nicely
ginwei also la
didn't do my bio homework
copy answers lo
very tired a that time
just wish that there is a bed beside me
stupid ginny the gila go pull my hair la
im gonna pull her hair band down one ay
that cheng cheng kana influenced by her can
did f&n test for vitamins
we must first memerised the words in our brain
if im not wrong...
got vitamins a d e k b1 b2 b3 b6 b9 b12 and c
haha see i can remember
very funny you know
charmaine dunno the answer
so i make hand signs to her
like 'maintain good eyesight and skin'
i will just point my eyes and pull my skin haha
then another is 'strong bones and teeth'
i point my elbow and SMILE to her
to show that the answer is strong bones and TEETH
haha cool right??
haha today mdm lim is in a good mood
but still got heavy rain
understooded??
1pm gonna set off
haha everyone was like wishing me good luck
and gwen said 'if lose don't come back ah' lol
canteen toilet was on cleaning process
went to the library toilet with wanling and debbie
not even one toilet door got hang la
so lousy
i took my own sweet time
brought snacks to eat on the way there
not really nervous or scared la dunno why
saw mr chandran
chat with him...
forget it la i don't wanna be le...
im gonna give the badge to her tmr
went to outdoor court
but the weather is hot
so went to indoor court
watch match...henderson against raffles
raffles is better la
but they lost
cause all guai lan what
ms mak came...
went to outdoor court to work out strategies with pat
pek chek at that time cause of some reasons la
match started...
we were leading
we won la
07-36
my ass and my arm muscles were very pain la
never really bang alot today
i don't wanna 'dirty' myself also la haha
ms mak said she wanna chat with me after the match
but dunno where she went la
so never bother to find her
wanna know wanling primary school friend name??
its AU KAH KEIH hahaha
is sounds like tau kay!
tau kay bf called taufik haha
its very funny when i heard the name la
when i walked down the stairs
which i fall at the previous match
i was holding onto the railings la haha
never fall!yeah!
wanling asked me to go kim seng cc to play ball
i don't want la i very tired
regine and sylvia went home
joanne went home with tessa
went petrol station
puiyoong cherene amanda and lin were very noisy
until the aunty complained la
only me wanling and alex were very quiet
wanling became the bread deliverer haha
no mood to eat but i still ate something la
kit kat yeah!
amanda's dad fetched me home thanks
walked until halfway...rain la
i realised is very nice to stand under the rain
my computer is spoiled
and my dad can fix it
i don't believe cause everytime i fix then okay de
so i said...
'if you can fix it, i kneel down and call you god ah'
he really fixed it leh
then i just ran to my room haha
thanks anyway
lie on my bed then i just sleep la
don't even know i was sleeping can
was really very tired
i can sleep while standing you know
then my parents called me to wake up to go out for dinner
went to ten mile
my dad hp was so nice to play with
got the music dj
yossie you better don't anyhow spead ah
no matter how much she asked
just don'y tell k
cause its not true at all
don't anyhow think too much la
you think until where??haiyo
waimun sorry ah...
today no time to give you
im sorry
saw people using hp
im jealous la
i wanna get close to you
but i don't dare
something just separate us
i don't wanna hurt you
forget it la
i wanna help you...
but am i helping myself??
maybe we are not faded to be
why am i missing you??
missing you is a good or bad thing??
i dunno why im thinking of you nowadays
we should just be the same old same
it will be better
i don't wanna change you
maybe i should just stop it
in case something will happen again
im sorry

very tired in the morning
mei gave me green apple mentos thanks!
its my favourite
mr patrick ng and ms sylvia wong never come to sch?!?
so concidence huh...
okay judy shuttup!
no more info sorry
mt...
have to stand up to read article
but i bluff mr ng that im goin to toilet
then never go back to class until bell rang la
i was at the railing thinking of stuffs la
yoz and aud were irritating
social studies...
write notes again
hand pain
english...
mr steven ng never come to school
did worksheet
was like rushing...
pe...
throw a soft thing with sound la
is like a fat arrow
gwen got more strength then me la
its obvious la
recess...
chat with mei yoz and aud la
lex suggest to go to ps after school
i was thinking la
the emergency bell rang la
everyone just stand up and walk to their class la
like so united
i never hear the bell at all la
i saw people stand up and walk back to their class at the same time
then i just follow lo
i know the cmc thing will take up our pc period la
im in the pasting group
i have to stand on the chair
which is on the table...
think how high it was??
haha im not scared la
my twinkor paste more nicer then me la fine...
was like so warm la
everyone just kept fanning each other
me ling and my twinkor chat la
they say if its a girl girl relationship
the passive should take initiative first haha
chemistry...
ms phee never come to sch
had test...
omg shit i dunno anything
is like whatever i studied never come out la
was like doing physics can
im gonna flunk again
gonna have one to one extra classes la
after school...
met aud and yoz...
alex don't have a maths class
good!
very chaotic in the canteen la
i just wana pon hse prac cause its YOGA!
haiyer if its captains ball i will surely go la
amanda asked me to stay in sch for hse prac
but i promised lex aud and yoz le
i'm sorry la
set off to ps
we were very noisy in the bus
kept laughing la
im high that time la
after arguing and laughing
we finally decided to have lunch at long john
met wanling
me and yoz got secret le
yossie...you better don't tell anyone ah
i will kill you!
cause its not true la
don't anyhow think la
then went to comics connection
that was the time when my mood changed
i became sad
i just wanna be alone
im sorry guys
thanks for cheering me up
that is the real me
its hard to be the fake me anymore
haiyer i dunno la
went to take neoprints
okay la cheer me up a bit la
went to great world city with yoz and mei
then went home with mei
never talk in the bus la
no mood
thinking stuffs again
very tired la
tmr got match la
i scared my mood will affect the match la
i finally got present for my mei le
but i think im sad
haiz nvm la
i still miss my hp!
where are you?
i realised today most of the teachers not in school...
and ytd was valentine's day leh...
no more info sorry...
everyone is still asking me for presents!
haiyer irritating la
yossie!
how ah?!?
i think its real and true leh
i don't want!
please don't force me!
i just can't control my feelings
im sorry
i will never ever think about it le
i promise cause its impossible

my valentine's day is ruined!
early morning amanda brought chocolates and sweets
for her friends la
but i didn't buy anything la
cause i don't buy de
morning assembly in homeroom
im gonna be in the toilet group la haiyer
got brownies, sweets and chocolates!
yummies!
audrey tan gave me orange balloon with my name on it!haha
but sorry i never give you anything ah
sorry sorry
emaths...
pythagoras theorem
yeah!
mt...
did ying yong wen
yum yum yum cookies from wanling
f&n...
mdm lim the flying pan haha
she got short term memory
she asked me to stay back during recess to sew belt
but i ran away she also dunno la
recess...
lin made me a cookie but i think i forgot to take from her
i think she ate it up herself le la
receive dunno what flower from sheryl la
thanks...
zhiyi asked lyanne to give me a baquet of flowers
haha and i gave it to someone
and that someone had to gave it to someone lol
audrey are you okay??
don't sad la
its okay la
there is not only one tree in a forest
got sweets again!
cool huh
i sqeeze everything sweets chocolates and cookies in my pencil case la
it just gonna burst la
cme...
lee ting ting ah
haiyer everyone was so scared in her class la
but tanya gwen and felissa still dare to sleep in her class ah
cool huh
jagdish sat beside me la
krystal and her damn funny la
biology...
haha listening to mp3 for the whole lesson la
heard one chinese song that reminds me of her
did practical
but dunno what practical im doing la
i just copy answer la
after school...
jiali told me we will be playing captains ball tmr!
yeah IM GOING house practise...
that gila and dunno who la(forgot name le)
come and di siao me la haiyer
ling and charmaine asked me to go town with them
to jio chio buS ah
haha but i don't want la
i don't like crowded place
so i planed to stay back after school to accompany
alex and wanling cause they got house practise
but they pon la
that stupid thing is still in my locker la
i will wait until one day that she will accept
alex went home
me and wanling went tiong
very crowded there also la
i saw efa!!!
i miss her alot la
she is getting cuter each day la lol
wow...liling and charmaine bungs huh haha
ya saw her
wanna run away but my legs just don't listen to me
forget it la...
after that went mac with wanling
wanling read her comics
me ah...study my chemistry test tmr lo
i studied until half way i fell asleep
then wanling also
we two slept in the mac for like 30 minutes la
i never hold my handphone with me
after i woke up...
my handphone was still with me
then after i woke up i continued to study my chemistry
the dunno what crystalisation filtration distillation and chromatography
ah ya whatever shit la
then i was so focused until i notice about my handphone
people walked here and there
and just took it without me noticing it la
then i woke wanling up
she called my handphone
but that stupid person off it la
why never take it when im sleeping
but took it went im awake?!?haiyer weird la
i very heartbroken leh
my handphone is like my husband la
i lost my husband!haiyer!
don't know my parents will scold me or not
i reach home
my parents sat on the sofa looking at me fiercely
they said "you never on your handphone ah??"
"then don't take handphone la, call you until can die ah"
then i said "i lost my handphone and blah blah blah"
then the shocked faces appeared
i explained everything
they never scold me la
they also very xin tong la
cause their $$ just gone like that la
i more xin tong la
that was my birthday present from my dad la
then they brought me go eat sushi!haha
valentine's day so many people la haiyer
how am i gonna live without my handphone?!?
its impossible to live la
let me die la haha
is like my heart kana cut half la haiyer
so sad la i wanna cry le
my dearest husband(handphone) WHERE ARE YOU?!?
i miss you alot!
im sorry
please don't do that anymore
i really sorry
im using pink just because of you
my dearest mei ah
what happen??
nevermind one day if im free
i wanna have a nice chat with you
its okay la
you still got a kor like me
let me counsell you ah
don't sad la
i understand how you feel
cause i felt it before
my heart aches like hell la
don't sad alr k
i know you can't forget this relationship
nevermind la i will talk to you de yupps
long time no talk le huh
don't worry or think too much okay??
me will always be there for you la

early in the morning got angbao??lol
finally got my nametag from carmen la
the councillor was quite pleased with me
emaths...
i just passed my maths test...
the last question is like so easy la
but i never think of the easy way out la
GINWEI THE HIP POP GIRL!
social studies...
write notes again la
liling cut her hair??
no difference...
liling kana caught for hair again la
poa...
i sat right at the back near the door la
so windy so cool
this huiwen and lynn just wana di siao me la
next time i will buy mento with green apple flavour
cause its nice!
had double entry test
i hope i did well cause i don't understand a single thing
of what i am writing la
history...
haha im gonna love history lesson from now onwards lo
the teacher is nice cause he gave us five minutes
before the bell rang to rest...
i passed my assignments haha
recess...
nothing much....
mdm jenny leong was very bored today
she got nothing to do today la
she came to visit us la haha
i heard she was a basketballer??
eng...
newpapers!
i think is nice to read la
but i only will read the football part or basketball part
you know what this is the results...
1st...chelsea
2nd....man utd
3rd...liverpool
haha see...i can remember...
chemistry...
omg i flunk my test
i got 3/10 cool huh
haha nvm got wed surprise test for another chance given by ms phee
she is nice la
GERALDLYN TAN JIA LING got higher then me la
she just pass by lucky la
5/10?!?
after school...
amanda and qianru not coming training
went to tiong with alex and wanling
puiyoong was also there
had lunch at long john
stupid kuo jia rui chose the table beside me la haiyer haha
went to search for gift la
not enough $ i think
then forget it just go back to school cause we gonna be late for training
never do anything la
wasted can
everyone just slack la...
lin told me the stacy's mom story
so cool!
chat with ginny
wanling its okay la
someone will treasure you one day
im so damn pissed!
went home with fiona cause she wants me to accompany
haha we chat alot alot of stuffs man
OMG HOW CAN ____ LIKE THEM??
haiyer wasted la
she dunno someone is waiting for her la
fiona got her own problems also la
her friendship problems the most la
very tired la
almost slept in the bus
wa liao why everyone want me to buy
valentine presents for them??
i not enough $ la
just because of that stupid things la
waste my $!
i want refund!
yeah!house practise is on wed and not thurs
im going im going im going!
the dance they never get into finals??
so saddening...
everyone valentine's day is ruined!
ginny...
don't care about her k
just relax la
i understand how you feel
don't f**k here and there la haha
i buy you valentine's day gift??
if i got enough $$$ la
all because of that stupid thing
just cheer up la
going out with her tmr huh??
good la haha
i wanna join also...
don't wan la i don't wanna be gooseberry hehe
anyway you still haven't show me the necklace la...
haiyer how can ___ like them??
thanks for telling me haha
i won't tell anyone la
nvm i will still be waiting for her haha
its okay la
just take your time to solve your friendship problem
don't care about what other people thinks
what matters is...
you are happy for what you did!
she just can't take care of you!
forget it

TMR GOT BASKETBALL TRAINING!!!
please pass the msg around...
BENJAMIN TAN IS ONLINE!!! haha im so happy
benjamin goh ah...
you are not fat like last time alr
you are so handsome now la lol
haiyer can i don't go school tmr
but got training leh
haiz no choice have to go la
i don't wanna face the history and past leh
im scared la
will ginny and puiyee kill me tmr??
cause i overslept?!?
and forgot to go support them?!?
oops haha
i think i need to do some valentine's day shopping??
rose for priscilla...
chocolates for dunno who the hell la
ah ya a lot of things la
is must buy de la
later kana scolded by them ah
imagine on tuesday
receive alot of sweets and chocolates?!?
yeah!something to chew in class!
take away the bored-ness and sleep-ness haha
LILING!
I FOUND THE TRULY MADLY DEEPLY LYRICS LE!
FINALLY!
charmaine sorry ah...
i can't go yesterday...
but WOW you shoot in 100++ basketball
in last then 3 hours?!?
WOW COOL! micheal jordan huh haha
thanks for the hug...
but i disappointed you
im sorry
my favourite song...
Stacy's Mom-Fountains of Wayne
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
stacy can i come over after schoo-oo-ool?
(after school)
we can hang around at the p-p-p-pool
(at the pool)
did your mom get back from her business trip?
(business trip)
is she there, or is she tryin' to give me the slip?
(give me the slip)
you know, i'm not the little boy i'm used to be
i'm all grown up now
baby, can't you see?
[chorus]
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
she's all i want and i've waited for so long
stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me?
i know i might be wrong but
i'm in love with stacy's mom
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
stacy, do you remember when i mowed your lawn?
(mowed your lawn)
your mom came out with just a towel o-o-o-on
(towel on)
i could tell she liked me from the way she stared
(way she stared)
and the way she said "you missed a spot over there"
(spot over there)
and i know that you think it's just a fantasy
but since your dad walked out, your mom could use a guy like me
[repeat chorus]
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
she's all i want and i've waited for so long
stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me?
i know i might be wrong but
i'm in love with stacy's mom
[music break]
[repeat chorus]
stacy's mom has got it goin' on
she's all i want and i've waited for so long
stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me?
i know i might be wrong but
i'm in love with stacy's mom
stacy's mom, oh oh oh
(i'm in love with)
stacy's mom, oh oh oh
stacy, can't you see you're just not the girl for me?
i know i might be wrong but
i'm in love with stacy's mom

OH SHIT OMG
i overslept!
i forgot to go support ginny, puiyee and her
haiyer im just a pig la
haha can't wake up early today la
i slept until 4pm plus can
last night i slept at 5am lol
after i went offline
i go watched slamdunk haha
cool can
is like sleeping in the morning and wake up at the night lol
even my family went out for lunch i don't even know la
i just continue sleeping like no one business can
very nice sleep la
im wondering why this few nights i dream of her ah
siao one leh
going dinner later
having PIZZA haha
haiyer why when people need handphone numbers
must come ask me ah
as if im a phonebook la haha
you just don't understand la haha

should i go to taka to see ginny, puiyee and HER dance tmr??
i dunno leh i seems to be busy tmr
but i will try to go and support them la
three words'
eight letters'
one meaning-
i love you
i really do
hope you could give me one more chance to prove to you
that i really love you
im sorry for all the slits, cuts and scars you left for me
it will never be erase in my mind
i will keep it in my heart forever
im sorry that you had suffered because of me
you don't have to blame youself
i hate myself for changing you
i hate myself for letting you to suffer because of me
im really sorry
you the special one
i will never ever blame you for whatever you did
you my favourite one you will never be replaced
you my loved one i love you
you will be loved by me

just went to sheryl's friendster
haha she really looks gay in her picture
actually she can be active you know lol
she is cute la...
i just search for my homework
and i realised i have no homework at all
yeah!
btw i think this coming friday fun splash
i will just pon and sleeps at home or go out with friends lo
i had a very weird dream ytd night
very scary to me la
its always her!
those slits and scars...
i caused it all
im sorry
i never cut before
but i can understand your pain
i promise you i will cut double yours
and i mean it
don't hurt yourself anymore please
just let it heal
iloveyoutoo
i'll be your dream i'll be your wish
i'll be your fantasy i'll be your hope
i'll be your love be everything that you need.
i'll love you more with every breath
truly, madly, deeply do
i will be strong i 'll be faithful
'cause im counting on
a new beginning
a reason for living
a deeper meaning
i wanna stand with you on the mountain
i wanna bathe with you in the sea
i wanna to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me
and when the stars is shining brightly in the velvet sky
i'll make a wish and lead to heaven and make you want to cry
the tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
the highest power in lonely hours
and the tears devour you
i want to stand with you on the mountain
i want to bathe with you in the sea
i want to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me
oh can't you see it baby?
you don't have to close your eyes
'cause it's standing right before you
all that you need will surely come
i'll be your dream i'll be your wish
i'll be your fantasy i'll be your hope
i'll be your love, be everything that you need
i'll love you more with every breath
truly, madly, deeply do
i wanna stand with you on the mountain
i wanna bathe with you in the sea
i want to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me
i wanna stand with you on the mountain
i wanna bathe with you in the sea
i want to live like this forever

im really is a loser
haha actually i don't understand the playing thing la
but i know you are feeling saddening
feeling nothing inside?? please relax and calm yourself down
this is only a period for teenagers to have fun and into relationship
and when you became an adult
you will know that what you did now are all wrong
its just disllusion only
there will always be rainbow after rain...for you but not for me
i can't turn back anymore but just kept walking blindly
why are you thinking die always?? think positively...
there are alot of friends around you that are supporting you
just do what you think is right...
but not put fire or murder people la yupps
whatever we think what we do are right, it will always be right
this love is unbreakable, my love for you just can't denied
i'll love you i'll miss you i'll feel for you
forever and ever and ever no matter what
or maybe the rest of my life

i had alot of homework
but im just too lazy to do la
or maybe too tired
maybe tmr or bring it to school on monday
and copy la
im wondering did they went to sentosa today??
did she really mean it when she said she wanna cancell??
im holding too much secrets of other people le
maybe one day i wil said it all out?!?
haha relax la joking only
XUEWEN LOVES LIM LEE KEE!!! HAHA
can this don't end now??
i dunno what to do
give me and you some time to think...
don't make a decision when you are not sure about it
i really can't let anyone else in anymore...
if i do, another person will be in alr
but till now...i failed...
im just a loser that can't do things right
i really won't feel worst being with you
i know you are feeling very hurt and confused
just relax and think about it maybe you will get the answer
knowing me is like playing something, getting high and low??
or maybe straight forward...playing with my feelings??
you are not selfish at all
i am...cause i never know how you feel...
i always did things without knowing how you feel
im sorry
i wanna know how you feel also...
but i scared the answer is either 'perhaps, sort of, dunno or okay'...
if i kept asking you will pek chek
so i think if you really wanna tell me how you feel
you will tell me and don't need me to ask
cause i don't wanna force you
cause the answer will turn out falsely
if you kept hiding your feelings
i can't do anything or dunno what to do
cause i can't force your feelings out
i can't tell you what to do
cause i don't even know am i doing the right thing
but i will be still waiting for you

went out with someone
for dinner at marina square
saw fireworks
VERY NICE LO
then went to walk walk shop shop
i had malt candy
its very nice man
the scenery was very nice at the esplanade
chatting with her...
quite sad la
thanks...
but im not gonna talk to her
im sorry
why must things tun out this way?? i dunno why
i knew this day will end sooner or later
but why sooner why now??
why not later?? why why why??
i can't stand won't stand losing you. im nothing without you
i had been thinking... i dunno am i doing the right thing
because of you i donno how to let anyone else in alr
why always must happen to the both of us??
i'll regret but i won't regret for what i did for you
you said you won't give up, but why...??
you betrayed my trust for you. i haven't give up yet
i know i will give up in the end
but i just wanna cherish you for a second
a minute, an hour, a day, a week, a month or even a year
i want nothing at all but you...
do you really think is much better this way??
did you ever think how i feel??
i can't believe im a fool again
i swear i won't suffer or hurt because of you
don't ever think this way, you done nothing wrong
things just happen natural, sadness fills my heart
why must i always be the last to know everything about you??
i thought this love will never end,
how was i to know, you never told me...
please don't give up on me, i will show you how much i care
if i could i would turn back the time
please don't hurt me again
i miss you more than you do
im forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life

yesterday night im so tired la
no strength to online after ten
maybe its because of the match la
or maybe other stuffs la
my twinkor send me my last year class photo le
haha im so extra can
the informal one my and my twinkor stand so far la
nevermind this year we will stand closer
going out later to date with my grandma haha
then will come back home late la
so i update my blog first
lol brought necklace for her ah
so romantic
i also want can haha
don't want la
later SHE jealous ah
anyway at first she told me you are her eyecandy
haha happy right??
hope you two will turn out well la
mei ah why are you sad??
you sad means im sad leh
nevermind you sad
i will sad with you
you sad
i heartbroken la
what happen??
relationship problem??
don't hide it inside your heart
share it with me if you want
don't fake a smile cause it don't turn out well
if you fake it
i will fake with you
anyway im forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life alr

im not nervous lo
amanda is la
early in the morning
slept more to relax yupps
then me and liling quarrelled la
but yeah solve le
very fast de la
cause im friendly lol
poa...
YEAH!!!
i finally understand how to do double entry le
mt...
mr ng just kept shouting
very irritating and scary la
pe...
ran ran and ran
I KNOW EVERYTHING LE!!!
emaths...
got class today
halfway through wanling msg me la
its quite easy la
cause i remember the formulas what
but...
the last question i dunno
JIALING knows la haiyer
recess...
eat more to make myself relax lol
i decided la
don't wear singlet inside feels more better la
anna's father fetch us there
they laughed in the van la
but i never laugh cause i think is lame yupps
i rather study than going for competitions la
so nervous
did alot of warm up la
my freethrows sucks la
my lay up also
then as time pass by
and gonna reach 2.15pm...
im so nervous and scared la
i scared i made the same mistakes
i scared i never 'ba wo qiu'
i scared i pass the wrong passes
i scared i can't drive
i scared i can't shoot
i scared i foul alot
i scared this and that
just don't let me be on court la
im just a loser la
...
got one time i was snatching ball with a scgs girl
my ass happen to roll on her face
im sorry haha
i never 'ba wo qiu' la
all the lay up i do never go in can
i kept running la
so tired can
some of them don't get to play la yeah
scgs shooting was very good!
we lost to them
but i dunno why i can't cry leh
mr patrick talked to us very shortly
i know he feels very bad inside
he wanna win and not lose
we disappointed him la
i felt guilty
and this is the funnier part...
i was walking down the stairs which were slippery
then i was talking about the scgs girl who my ass roll over her face
then...
i fell down the stairs from the top to the bottom can
my ass hurts la haiyer
i know that scgs girl was cursing me at that time la
went to petrol station
but i don't have the appetite to eat dunno why
wanna eat ice cream and chocolates but no mood
really dunno why la
then amanda asked me to watch movie I NOT STUPID TOO!
she is treating me what
so its free
so i said yesh lo
then went there with puiyoong alex wanling and amanda lo
something happened there la
chat with her la
i can understand her difficulties la
in the end no one watch movie
everyone just went home lo
regine called me la
scare me...
CHERENE THE MONKEY!!!
ASKED ME TO DATE WITH HER??
I RATHER DATE WITH MY GRANDMA AH!!!
msg cherene lo
msg her can die la
last time you absent one day
you purposely don't come to school la
pang seh me one whole day
i never complain la
then today i pangseh you half day only
and i really need to go after recess
then you nag nag nag
complain complain complain
very irritating la
still show me attitude
and angry huh?!?
i should be the one la
don't worry la
don't think too much also
anyway i heard you haven't reach home yet la
im so worried la
i know you are very confused and stress
but can you just continue tmr activity??
don't cancell la just continue la
its your birthday tmr leh
don't feel sad la
____ will understand de
cause i explained to her le
i explained to ____ also le
so just cheer up k
i alr helped you whatever i can le
so now its up to you
be happy la
what matter it is
don't care about what other people thinks
just do what you think is right
sorry i can't go tmr
efa!
cheer up k
anyway got problems come find me la
don't hide inside your heart
cause you won't get the answer or solution to solve
anyway cheer up la
me will always supporting you ah
i can't concentrate today
is because of you
i can concentrate
its also because of you
im sorry

today rained again
scared must sing alot of national anthem again
but never
cause mrs kong said we put in effort lol
but actually im not singing lol
liling sang!
emaths...
did pythagoras theoram...
triangles la
opp, adj, hypo??
TOA, CAH, SOH??
haiyer got alot of formulas la
poa...
double entry??
i don't understand at all
social studies...
must write down notes
is like writing essay can
my hands damn pain lo
then i just anyhow scribble lol
biology...
we had a test
HAHA
the funniest thing was everyone
copied each other test paper can
or everyone were COMMUNICATING?!?
haha our class ah...
have test but don't care one leh
we still talked as usual and make noise
make until ms lim very irritated of us haha
me and jannah got the answers for each other lol
if the test paper return us...
the WHOLE class will have the same mark haha
COOL!!!
recess...
played ball
or maybe was trained ball
me and amanda very nervous for tmr la
then sheryl asked me to play freezebee!
laura very funny can
the freezebee will always go one way and
will roll after spinning...
OMG! i hit sheena's head
oh shit! im sorry k
isit painful??
sorry sorry sorry
f&n...
my "favourite" subject!
haha mdm lim wad!
the flying pan haha
'is it' became 'eat shit'??
haha her language very the...
no comments but very funny
can entertained me if im bored to death la
practical...
my partner for today is...
charmaine!!!
she can be housewife lo
we did salad
but our salad no vegetables
but got alot of potatoes, apples and carrots haha
theory...
i ate it while listening to mdm lim
why isit raining??
because of mdm lim's saliva la haha
don't believe sit under her and you will feel the rain
and somemore is HEAVY RAIN!!!haha im so mean la
charmaine ah remember herbs and spicies??lol
after school...
staying back with amanda
wanling didn't go for house practise la
so naughty!!!
we played ball
went into the audi to see the cheers
but kana chase out by ms quek
went to housecraft room see ginny and puiyee dance
but actually i never really notice them dance la
i only notice HER dance!!!haha
we folded strawhearts...
puiyee joined us too...
and she dunno how to fold la
but she knows how to fold stars haha
puiyee is full of FUNNY and LAME jokes la
don't believe go ask her for jokes yupps
you will laugh like siao
wanna go home de
but amanda la
haiyer from 4.30pm waited until 5.30pm la
im so frustrated!haha
then went tiong but i went home with shiyun straight away la
i don't wanna be gooseberry haha
shiyun...
since you had decided then...
its okay la
but will you mind??
cause its your last year also leh
haiz really feel sad for you la
you willing to sacrifice la
so proud of you!
don't worry too much we will play well
we will do our best!
im nervous and worried can
im thinking of tmr match la
yeah we can leave at 11.45am
cool right?!?
im really scared i will make mistakes tmr